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1-6-08
When you said that to me, it not only broke my heart but left me with the desire of wanting you. I think. I never thought this would happen...again. But i did. You always know the best times to drop the worst lines. And now, i'm alone. But i'm not gonna lie, your presence is the best feeling and i can't wait to have it back. Too bad you left before i had the chance to say it back.
1-7-08
I woke up not as sick as the other days, and i woke up to like 3 inches of snow! That's the first real snow of the season. Too bad i don't feel that good. Well, it's exactly 1 week till my birthday! I haven't even planned what i am going to do yet.
1-13-08
Work in 2 hours. Procrastination. 2 big school things to get done tonight. Me and Breanne's birthday tomorrow :]. Romance and passion. Money from the family. Concert on Thursday. Oh geez i hope i don't work. The boys...the one that keeps confusing me. But i never said i didn't get a thrill out of it. Because honestly...i really do. Oh how my mind keeps pacing through all the things that's going on. Well i am going to get ready for work. :]
there is a song by the spill canvas called "Natalie Marie And 1cc"
listen to it.meet me.
i am taken.
hunny, hopefully everything will get better. i'm sorry for everything, and i guess we will just wait and see how things go over time. i love you so much.
I am not going to lie to you and say that i am "completely different from anyone" and that "i am brutally honest and can be a big bitch." No, that is stupid. I won't stoop to that level. I am a far shot from honest. If you are someone i can't see myself getting along with, i won't tell you. I won't bring myself to it. I am almost too nice. But you will be able to notice if i am not feeling you.
I thrive for knowledge. I thrive for adulthood. Yes, i know for sure i am ready to leave. I want to be a teacher at a high school. In english. Math? NO. I don't know how to do math. But, i only have 2 years to get my head on straight. And i am still learning.
I don't belong where i live. It is amazing here, but i feel that i have life ahead of me elsewhere. I need a place by a beach where it never gets cold. Winter is beautiful, but i can't admire it while being sick the whole time. Yes, i have the worst immune system. During the Summer, although, everything is perfect.
I love Asian food. If you can cook it, meet me. I am far from perfect but i have so much faith and self confidence that i come off as conceited. But i am trying to get you to laugh, most likely. I have a passion for meeting no people. It is a hobby. No, i am not itimidating at all. If you talk to me, i will back.
I have this charm about me, i guess. :/ Cause with some of you guys, i will say something nice to you and you will assume i dig you. No no no no. It is my personality. I am not trying to lead you on. I am good at it though, because you text me every day saying things to make me fall. I am oh so specific though when it comes to a guy, and you are most likely not anything near what i want. And i am TAKEN. If i have ever done anything with you, or ever said that i loved you (being very serious and not counting people i have previously dated), then i meant it. I am saving you the trouble before i hurt you. Okay thanks.
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fuck your hello kitty. and your cool hair.
fuck your bats and cigarette smoke.
fuck your gore obsession and overly colorful makeup.
FUCK YOUR SCENE.
friends.
My favorites are...
josh♥, breanne, shelby, danielle, stacy, chris, fincher, anthony, matt, husbandy jesse. :D, ashley, preston, jason, craig, dani bear, and brit-knee.
I have so many friends. Tell me if you are not up here. :]
avenged sevenfold. atreyu. bullet for my valentine. he is legend. hollywood undead.
the devil wears prada.
beneath the sky.
archie star.
scary kids scaring kids.
this providence.
tysen.
sky eats airplane.
silversteain.
bleeding through.
still remains.
no ones anthem.
jack's mannequin.
heavy heavy low low.
the age of rockets.
the number 12.
calender hung itself.
vanna.
red i flight.
poison the well.
see you next teausday!
I watch
horror and disney. [:
i have a spongebob obsession. i quote that show every day of my life.
I am giving up broadcasted television for the 40 days of Catalyst (intamicy with the savior). It is pretty much like the Catholics lint, but not quite.
Books are a big thing to me. I do it in the spare time i have, and when i do i am usually reading 3 books at a time.
If you have any good ones, please tell me. [:
God. My family. The true people. No, not you...