bec

I AM BEC, i am not how u think i am, i am an individual and im original, but im not one of those people who try to be "different", i am idealistic, i am passionatly my own person... i have the tendency to do what i want, which works for me sometimes and othertimes doesnt. i am rather optimistic, but more often the not i jump to conclusions. i get attached too intensly and i love dancing in my room alone... I live to dance! i am usually the girl going nuts on the dance floor and usually the girl with the car keys in her purse. I love aerobics! I love the gym! I love the feeeling u get from exercise! i love the beach! i love waves! I have the most amazing group of friends and would do anything for each and everyone of them! I desire someone with strong character, someone who'll make decisions, someone who's full of substance, someone who will watch me while i sleep, a person who desires me... That feeling that theres is a chance of life long happiness is oh so comforting... yehh soo I AM BEC, im going to make it, just watch me! woooo xxIt doesn't interest me what you do for a living. It interests me if you dare fulfill your dreams and how far you will go to reach what your heart aches for. It doesn't interest me how old you are. It interests me how much you have learnt in life in the time that you've been alive. It doesn't interest me what friends you have or have had. It interest me if you would risk the trust in a friendship by lying to others just to enhance your own status. It doesn't interest me who thinks what about you. It interests me if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself. If you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul. If you can be faithful and therefore trustworthy. It doesn't interest me what you've done in the past. It interests me what you would do for yourself and for others in the future. It doesn't interest me who you love or who you hate. It interests me if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. It doesn't interest me where you've been. It interests me where your going and what sustains you from the inside to keep going when all else falls away. It doesn't interest me who you hang out with. It interests me if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.i like to do aerobics on the dance flooor!*MY FRIENDS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME! *the beach comes close *shopping.. on a good day *the gym.... always *dancing.... any time *waking up 2 hours b4 ur alarm is set then goin bak to sleep...so good! *walkin in the rain *wearing gumboots *quiffs *carlton and fevola *my doggy leo *summer music festivals *wearin trackies to uni *writing in my diary....I make p-lans*its funnny when....ppl who run to get out of the rain when they are already soaking wet *It's not funny when.....ppl ingnore tin shakers *or when ppl walk around thinking think they are above everyone else *ohhh it annoys me when ppl who pretend they havent meet u b4 but reallly they hav a million times *one thing i cant stand = snobs