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Even though sometimes seem hopeless, when all you see around you is ugliness and corruption, deceit and suffering, when all you know inside is a diminished source of happiness and youth and you wonder, what the fuck happened? Has shit always been this way? Have I been covering my eyes with countless hopeful distractions? Because if I had known what I know now I would have been preparing myself for it my whole entire fucking life. When you know in your soul that you are one of the good ones, darkness falls and infests every ounce of positive energy. when you begin to realize that you may be the only one and you are alone to defend yourself against everyone and every single thing out there, You begin to realize that your judgment means nothing, your instincts should probably be second guessed, your world is so unstable and the foundations in which you built yours on may have been designed by a tweaked out architect. Have you ever been laughing but at the same time sreaming inside? My innocent eyes have been raped by the realities of the world and its people, perhaps because I put up such a battle to keep them pure for so long that it all comes to such an enormous blow? Just like you, and just like them I am strong, and gritting your teeth and pushing through the fear and the unknown horrors is all you can do. It sucks that the few of us good people are born into this but one positive way to see it is that for us, things are so much harder. To do what..s right and still feel compassion, pity and sorrow for others that hurt us in such a corrupted world is an incredible achievement that should be praised but is often unacknowledged. About me?? Im always loyal to my friends, I choose them wisely but when one does anything to fuck that up whether its with trust or whatever, they're lost. People rarely get second chances with me, the first chance should always be valued just as I value theirs. I see through people's words to the source of where its all really coming from, don't try to lie to me because ill always know. Im made up of compassion, logic, crazy, and drive and i'll- love anyone who's heart is true. You should create your own MySpace Layouts like me by using nUCLEArcENTURy.COM 's MySpace Profile Editor !