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About Me

**** NOTE*** DONT MESSAGE ME UNLESS YOU KNOW ME!!!!!UH!!!!!
I'm Amber. I love God (Jesus) like all get out. HE is my everything.
I am an American, I always want what I cant have.
I spend most my time working, studying, reading, painting or dancing!
I cannot watch a movie I’ve already seen from the beginning. I usually skip to the third or fourth scene.
I don’t like "enriched" bread, "high fructose corn syrup", "malodexitrin", "monosodium glutamate" or "partially hydrogenated" anything!
I love to work out, but not with other people!
I am allergic to flowers!, but if you want to buy them for me I will gladly die...
I am a feminist, but I don't think that Hilary clinton should be president.
I hate when people call me "little Girl"
I love to play Mousetrap, Settlers of Catan, and card games, but I am a horrible poker player.
My favorite places are Church, Starbucks, the beach and my bed.[In that order]
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My Interests

The normal stuff,when I'm not in school or at work.
Painting Candles Reading
Scrapbooking Drawing Shoes
Music Skateboarding Singing
Orchids Sleeping MouseTrap
Guitar Settlers of Catan Starbucks
Ybor Flute Seashells
homeless people The 80's Piano
Movie Nights Volleyball Beach
Driving around town Road Trips
Italy Photos Star gazing
Soccer Problem Solving
Nature horseback riding
Blue dancing
but most of all Silence.

I'd like to meet:

I'm always up to making new friends. I love doing group activities like paintball, bowling, sports and stuff.
As far as being single- its a love/hate thing :)
I hardly ever find someone that is worth hanging out with(a.k.a worth my time), let alone someone that I think is cute or that I am interested in. I'm weird in many ways when it comes to relationships; If a guy pursues me, I ignore him. If he ignores me, I get mad. UH.. and I hate that cycle because it’s stupid. I'm very much a girl when it comes to relationships. and I hate acting like a girl- so.. in the past, I have just avoided relationships. But, now, Not so much.

I believe everyone is complex to some extent, most definitely me. I hate ambiguity, but I am the most ambiguous person. I hate liars, but I find the truth is the hardest thing for me to tell. (not that I lie- I just avoid certain subjects)

Most of the time I feel like anything I hold in my hand turns to ash.

So, there you got it. All that to say

I guess I just want someone who “gets”(understands) me and who will be true to me.View All Friends | View Blog | Add Comment

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Music:

Steve White, Preson, Malayne, Brer, Showdown, Lovedrug, The Sounds, Maylene & the Sons of Disaster, As I Lay Dying, Blondie, Mewithoutyou, Justin Timberlake (yeah i know), Nelly furtado, Feist, As Cities burn, Mat Kearney, Dashboard Confessional,Pedro The Lion, Def Leppard, Billy Idol, Metallica, the postal Service, Imogen Heap, the Cobablt season, Rob Zombie, Mates of State,

Movies:

I love movies... Comedy and Dramas ...
anything but scary, horror films :)
I love 80's movies too.
By far my favoriteS are:
"They Live", "Earth Girls are Easy", "Flashdance","Footloose", "dirty Dancing", "Ghost", "Pretty in Pink", "Terminator series", "Aliens", "Rambo", "Total Recall", "Die Hard Series" and sooo much more...

Television:

Lately, Ive watched soo much TV.
I love CSI and real crime TV series.
I like FBI Files and cold case stuff.
Um.. also Im addicted to Charmed.
I have always watched that series.
I also love Will & Grace, Seinfeld, Knight rider, Air Wolf, and other older shows.

Books:

Sex God
Blue like Jazz
Searching for God Knows what
A Generous orthodoxy
The Great Divorce
the bible- by God.
How Shall we then live?
Velvet Elvis
The Case for Christ
A Mark of a Christian
The Man who was Thursday
The Scarlet Letter
A Tale of two Cities
Till we have faces
Screwtape Letters
Jesus Creed
Adventures in Missing the Point
Mere Christianity
unchristian

Heroes:

My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Amber Charette who is an amazing mentor & Friend.
My favorite Super Hero is Wonder Women.
And of course my Parents.

My Blog

Stars....

You should see the stars tonight  how they shimmer shine so brightAgainst the black they look so white coming down from such a heightTo reach me now.You should see the moon in the flight cutting ...
Posted by Starved for your attention on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 12:22:00 PST

The Cure for Pain

The cure for pain is in the pain, so it's there that you'll find me. Until again I forget, and again he reminds me, "Hear my voice in your head, and think of me kindly." Let me be, let me be.. Lowered...
Posted by Starved for your attention on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 07:27:00 PST

I Never said I was brave...

You might sleep, but you'll never dreamOnward! Progress! Or so it seems.You might laugh, but you'll never smile.Come on in and waste away awhile.When dreams of rings of flowers fade and blurGiving way...
Posted by Starved for your attention on Thu, 10 May 2007 07:44:00 PST

Tell me when im wrong.......

We write to apologize.We ask to look past life as it goes by.I know you have sacrificed time,life, love, time to fly.Please consider all things trite,forgiveness will be the thing that gets us by.I kn...
Posted by Starved for your attention on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 06:52:00 PST