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Sure enough, just as my friend had described, on the floor, in fact practically dead center, were the four marks, all of them longer than a hand, jagged bits of wood clawed up by something neither one of us cared to imagine. But that's not what Lude wanted me to see either. He was pointing at something else which hardly impressed me when I first glanced at its implacable shape.
Truth be told, I was still having a hard time taking my eyes off the scarred floor. I even reached out to touch the protruding splinters.
What did I know then? What do I know now? At least some of the horror I took away at four in the morning you now have before you, waiting for you a little like it waited for me that night, only without these few covering pages.
As I discovered, there were reams and reams of it. Endless snarls of words, sometimes twisting into meaning, sometimes into nothing at all, frequently breaking apart, always branching off into other pieces I'd come across later - on old napkins, the tattered edges of an envelope, once even on the back of a postage stamp; everything and anything but empty; each fragment completely coverd with the creep of years and years of ink pronouncements; layerd, crossed out, amended; hand written, typed, legible, illegible; impenetrable, lucid; torn, stained, scotch taped; some bits crisp and clean, others faded, burnt or folded and refolded so many times the creases have obliterated whole passages of god knows what - sense? truth? deceit? a legacy of prophecy or lunacy or nothing of the kind? and in the end achieving, designating, describing, recreating - find your own words; I have no more; or plenty more but why? and all to tell - what?
Lude didn't need the answer, but somehow he knew I would. Maybe that's why we were friends. Or maybe I'm wrong. Maybe he did need the answer, he just knew he wasn't the one who could find it. Maybe that's the real reason we were friends. But that's probably wrong too.
One thing's for sure, even without touching it, both of us slowly began to feel its heaviness, sensed something horrifying in its proportions, its silence, its stillness, even it it did seem to have been shoved almost carelessly to the side of the room. I think now if someone had said, "Be careful!", we would have. I know a moment came when I felt certain its resolute blackness was capable of anything, even of slashing out, tearing up the floor, murdering Zampano, murdering us, maybe even murdering you. And then the moment passed. Wonder and the way the unimaginable is sometimes suggested by the inanimate suddenly faded.
The thing became only a thing
So I took it home.
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You Are a Seeker Soul
You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges.
You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions.
Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist.
Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!).
Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others.
And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you.
You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically.
Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas.
Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

My Interests

(+) Cole, music and going to shows, Egyptology, gelato, long walks on sunny days, deep conversations, B list horror flims, americanos, tattoos, beer tasting, art, my kitties; Anubis and Syrus, good books, chai tea, absurd humor, cauliflower, sunshine rain, getting off work early, graffiti (Miss Van and Greg Simkins), Suicide Girls, Value Village, loooong necklaces, swimming in the ocean, sleeping in, putting paper bags on Anubis' head, meditation, vegan food, blasphemy

(-) shitty music and how it's everywhere one goes, bad puncutation and grammar, public transit, self-righteous people, christianity, when I lose my train of thought, dudes hitting on me, chicks bitching at me, loud mufflers, nightclubs

I'd like to meet:

Julie Christmas. Ladies who scream hysterically will always have my kudos. In her case though, she gets extra for working with amazing musicians as well.

Music:

The Dillenger Esc. Plan, The Postman Syndrome, Origami Swan, Assimilator, Goatsblood, 3 Inches of Blood, A Thousand Year Plan, The Blood Brothers, Ulver, Daughters!, AFI, CKY, The End, Poison the Well, Curl Up and Die, Isis, Mastodon, Buried Inside, Nirvana, The Mars Volta, Converge, These Arms Are Snakes, Tool, Circle Takes the Square, Ephel Duath, Every Time I Die, A Perfect Circle, (Old) Incubus, The Locust, Mr. Bungle, Anti-Flag, The Ramones, Bulfrog, Squarepusher, Isan, In Flames, Blind Guardian, CloudDead, Buck 65, The Non Prophets, Kid Koala, Pink Floyd, Johnny Cash, Billie Holiday, King Crimson, Yes, Rhapsody, Made out of Babies, Battle of Mice... it goes on and on...

Movies:

DR TRAN!!!, Oldboy, Sympathy for Mr. Vengance, Fight Club, The Triplets of Belville, Waking Life, Ichi The Killer, The Wall, The Cremmaster, Don Hertzfeld's The Annimation Show, S&M Sick and Twisted, Breakfast at Tiffanys, Fast Times at Ridgemont High, Dazed and Confused, The Mummy I & II, Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill, Rodger and Me, thats all I can think of for now... I don't watch too many movies.

Television:

Kill Your Television

Books:

Whatever Egyptology book I can lay my hands on (Joyce Tyldernysky is a fav)
Graham Hancock (Fingerprints of the Gods, The Message of the Sphinx)
Erich von Danikin (Chariots of the Gods)
Robert Rankin (The Hollow Chocolate Bunnies of the Apocalypse, The Witches of Chiswick)
David Eddings
Anne Bishop
Kate Forsyth
Bertrand Russell
Piers Anthony
Timothy Findly (Not Wanted on the Voyage. This book is incredibly haunting)
Danielowsky (House of Leaves: a serious mind-fuck)
Barbara Kingsolver (The Bean Trees)
Toxic Sludge is Good for You: Lies, Damn Lies and the PR industry
No Logo: Taking an Aim at the Brand Bullies
James Lasdun: The Horned Man
Fingerprints of the Gods: Graham Hancock
The Rebel Sell

This is all I can think of at the moment... Will be updated as I find more worth mentioning.

Heroes:

Don Hertzfeld and the Leather Jesus

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