About Me

nice+dark+funny+weird++spontaneous+friendly+mysteyrious++wit ty++subtle+ucf.pride fighting+fighter+artist+musician+
"MAD PROPS TO THIS GUY WHO MADE THIS VID.!!! vid. clips from the movie passion of the Christ and music by MORTAL TREASOn."
"Ang buhay ay maraming pagsubok.mahirap man o madali mga pagsubok na mgpapahina satin at magpapalakas habang tayo ay nghahanap ng mga solusyon sa ating mga problema..LAhat tayo ay may kanyakanyang dahilan kubg bakit tayo nandito.. Paminsan sa tingin natin wala tayong silbi sa mundo pero sa totoo lang lahat tayo ay naapektuhan natin ang mga tao sa paligid...Kpag binigbyan mo ng pagkahalaga sa kanila mapapansin mo na apektado cla.. magandang paraan man o hindi..kaya bgyan natin pansin para matuwid nating kung nd magnda ang nagawa natin sa tao.. Wag din natin aysayaing ang buhay dahil kapag nwala ang isang buhay pede din mawala ang isa..or masira ..lhat tayo ay mgkakoneksyon..sa iba't ibang paraan.. " - FRANcis
..A sample of my masterpiece....

My Interests

coffee,tea,sunset,LADIES,internet,beautiful eyes,music,poetry,graphic design,photography.internet,drawings/sketchings. beer,! greymourning

++mY 'lIl bRo & sIsTeR++

I'd like to meet:

..people who appreciates MUSIC,ART, NATURE, and LIFE. ..m/ someone who could hold a conversation to atleast 2 mins.unpredictable people.weird.and people who loves to have fun !!!YM: anti_not . .. xdarkxartx

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Music:

GREY MOURNING! lamb of god,arch enemy,skinless,suffocation,dying fetus,nile,deicide,as i lay dying, the black dahlia murder,bleeding through,zao,the agony scene,children of bodom, fragments of unbecoming,moonspell,kataklysm,cradle of filth,old man's child,dimmu borgir,kittie,my ruin,slipknot,between the buried and me,glass casket,into eternity,the crown,mushroomhead,mortiis,entwine,himsa,a perfect circle,cadaveria,opeth,killswitch engage,shadows fall,lacuna coil,chimaira,meshuggah,the covenant,all shall perish,unearth,mastodon,heaven shall burn,mortal treason,metallica,the haunted,the berzerker,watch them die,entwine,pantera,avenged sevenfold,december,rammstein,cannae,malevolent creation,dark tranquility,in flames,the gathering,evanescence,redjumpsuit apparatus,the killers, pretty much goth/heavy/melodic death/black/hardcore metal.and CLASSIC ROCK!(the journey,supertramp,the police,led zeppelin,pink floyd,tom petty and the heartbreakers,the doors,yes,heart,neil young, fleetwood mac,bad company,ac/dc,u2,aerosmith.etc..) ..m/

yeah!
are you getting dizzy yet?

Movies:

sci fi,horror,mystery,independent,japanese movies.

Television:

invader zim,south park,reno 911,crank yankers,uranium,headbanger's ball,chapelle's show,mad tv

Books:

the darkness,the cipher,birthday murderer,nightshade .blackwood farm, the unwanted.manhattan hunt club ,so mostly from john saul. he's a GREAT author! if you like horror/fiction type you would prolly like his stuff!

Heroes:

whoever INVENTED ALCOHOL!! i salute you! haha ..mm/

My Blog

sleeping paralysis

ok..last night i've experienced it again..this time it was pretty but scary as shit..i was lying on my bed..face down position..yeah i was asleep that time..then..i felt like my body was getting tied ...
Posted by benjo.++ on Thu, 18 Aug 2005 10:00:00 PST

i need a show partna

well that explains it all!! just reply to this if you wanna headbang with me!! ok rock on my friends!!
Posted by benjo.++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

too far...

ok..sometimes i want my readers to imagine what i write while reading it..so you'll get more touched by it.. ;) ok..enjoy..this is pretty short but i think it is still good. b.r11. so close i coul...
Posted by benjo.++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

december

December Apprentice suffering from frustration struggling to keep up with his master perspective of practice is now a point his conciousness will follow the narrow path alot of screams they heard...
Posted by benjo.++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a second of existence

ok. this is bout my dream last night..and i thought it would be cool if i write it in a poetry type..not just telling it on the USUAL form..hehe. believe it or not this happened to me..so if you're go...
Posted by benjo.++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

blurry.

empty beer bottles hallucination of lust controlled by someone alot of words with no meanings all i could see was the lady's mouth opened. touched by a mortal sinner accepted by an angel(mysel...
Posted by benjo.++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

another way of dying..

ok i've been doing this poem in a couple of weeks and i got stuck on it last week BUT now. i found what were missing..so i fucking finished it today.. you cut my tongue, my words are locked. ...
Posted by benjo.++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fill this out!

if you're bored and nothin else to do! then do this!! or call me up, my number is 1-800- franciswants2Bapornstar ..hahah! jk!! ok. \m/ 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how d...
Posted by benjo.++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

more pics!!!!

i need more exercise like reading or playing video games!! OH how can i forget HEADBANGING! LOL! \m/if the pICs didnt show up! here's the link http://www.geocities.com/gentor_talena/OH.JPG jus...
Posted by benjo.++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

drowning slut pt.2

25 cent love got discounted am i that cheap? you fuckin whore! im not the on who's for sale look at the mirror ms.hooker see myself laughing behind you you didn't love me... should i reach t...
Posted by benjo.++ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST