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JUST ME: The name is Teresa(19), just that will do. My family and friends may call me “ Meng” a nickname that was given to me since birth. I was born in Cambodia, Asia. As far as my nationality I’m very unique in many ways. I’m Asian and Hawaiian, and No I am not Chinese. That’s Cambodian and Montagnard/Dega( Malaysian-Polynesian descent). I’m the oldest of Four. I have two young, smart and understanding sisters: KC( 17) and H’Niem(14). And there is my baby brother Akembo(12), that’s my heart. I live in Raleigh, North Carolina this is my home. I’m bless with a wonderful family who has always been there for me. I know at times we have our ups and downs but they love me as much as I love them. I lost my father in 92’ so my mother is my everything, and my life at the same time. .. NEED TO KNOW MORE: I have learn and seen so much in the last couple of years. I’ve been down the block, up the street, skipped states, and over seas. And this year wasn’t anything different. This year I have grown and in a sense of pride it made me stronger in so many ways. I’ve met people that I learn to like but I didn’t respect. I’ve also met people I hated but who I do respect. I’ve been blinded by fake love but I am falling into real love. But despite all of my past experiences, there is one thing that always stay the same. I am very much in love with my life, and I’ve become confident with who I am. Everyone else may judge, but every morning I wake up, take a piss, brush my teeth, look in the mirror and am completely satisfied with the person looking back at me. So with that said, I just live life one day at a time and to the fullest. But once you get to know me, than maybe just maybe you can learn to understand me fully. .. JUST MY THOUGHT: Lately I haven’t been myself and that hurts me and everyone who knows me. In the last three months I have deal with so much in my life that at times I just want to break down and cry. I know some people are thinking , what the hell am I talking about. Some may know and other just think they know, but there are those who are just clueless and that’s fine. I dealt with many lost in my life since I was young . I always been strong , and always hold so much in. But no matter what situation I was in , I always came out on top. People always knew me to be happy and outgoing with so much personality. But you have your moments where you feel like you don’t want to live life no more because you are afraid of being hurt. My life is so complicated even at my age because you never know what will happen next. And these three months have been tough on me, because I was face with decision that I couldn’t deal with. But whatever I did is all over now, and I live with the regret. I apologize to everyone that I hurt specially my family. I just hope that they don’t hate me for what I have done but this is for the better. Just know that whatever I did, I am happy now and that I am looking forward to new and better things. I want to live my life and I hope to find that in the future I will be forgive. ANNA,LIZA,HRIN,RACHEL,ME,AND ELIZABETH ERNEST,ME,MY MOM,COUSIN,SADIE,AND SIS KC

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♥I'm blessed with intelligence♥Full of experience♥I am filled with confidence ♥My conscious state is right ♥adorable and sexy♥Fashion is a must♥Crowd Pleaser♥Speaks her mind &Follow her heart♥Natural born Beauty♥Sucker for Love♥Family& Friends are my Life♥Smart Ass with that Smart Mouth♥Down for her man♥Loves to Laugh♥Funny At All Times♥Born to Shop♥When she writes babygirl puts her heart to it♥Stupid Crazy♥Talk her shit but knows how to back it up♥ " yes his name is tatted on my breast" my cousin Hlan and Me my cousin Liza and Me hlan,hrin,me,and rachel RACHEL AND ME my nephew y-xius" yup good looks run in da family"

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.. "As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back." DA CREW: CHRISTMAS 2005 DA CREW: CHRISTMAS 2006

♥♥kc♥♥hniem♥♥hlan& hearts;♥rachel♥♥hrin♥♥ann a♥♥christyal♥♥vivian♥&hea rts;

Books:

LEIS SYMBOLIZES LOVE, AFFECTION,APPRICATION, RESPECT, AND ACCOMPLISHMENT

Heroes:

me and my little sister kc my baby brother Akembo.. .. TO MY MOM: At times I feel like you don't need me around, but i know that I can't let you go and not proclaim a sound.Cause than I could be the blame for letting you go.And the last thing in the world I want is to not let you know.That on everything even when everything means nothing to me you are something.It's hard to see family fight and argue. Cause in truthfulness I was to blame, my tears of madness was tears of shame.Because I was playing family like I was taking my turn in a poker game. Never content with the hand I was dealt and the rewards I was to reap. I messed around and now my chips are the devils to keep. I was about to let go of what I believe, for all the beliefs and love for which I bleed.But even if you didn't say it straight out you told me to straighten up. To sit back, respect it, and never to wreck it.You told me family wasn't to be messed with and I couldn't leave. Beacuse when I tired walking away I felt like I coulnd't breathe. I love you mom and I want you to know. When I say I'm gone I'll really never truly heart and soul go. Cause I will always be around just in case you question my love and need proof. .. .. TO MY GRANDPA:I don't know how to express my thoughts as I sit and write you this poem. Nothing I can write will be able to create you a rightful thrown. Throught out my life love and respect you have shown.And I know at times I have cause you disappoint as I have grown. Even when I do the things I know I shouldn't. And when I tried to say you didn't love me I wouldn't. And when I tried to say I didn't love you I couldn't(see that's love). And the love I have for you is more than the breath and life from above. If it ever came to it for you I would die. And I wouldn't call it in shame, because you are one of the reason I'm alive. Sometimes when I sit and think of how you are, tears start to fall but they aren't sad at all.They are tears of memories and tears of hope. See you are my grandfather but my life at the same time. And I know if I needed help or even a shoulder, or even a dime. On you I could call and you would come through everytime. Back when I didn't exactly have a father on who I could depend, I relied on you to be my help and my much needed friend. Many lives come and go, to the fact of where you don’t know how much you love someone until they are gone. Because without our love ones we would’ve never gotten this far. We miss the Love and Hugs and Goodbyes, and all the Silly Cries & Smile of joy when you’re up and when you’re down. Lives you’ve touched even when not known but you’re gone for the better. But I still miss you so much and I love you , my cousins yall was there no matter what was going on. And you know that whenever a party went down yall always knew how to keep it crunk and I miss yall for that.

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RIP: Daniel & Jon

To everyone that lost someone that they love. Dedicated to my two cousins that just past away May7 , 2006. Hope to see yall someday, and may yall watch over us. To my cousins Daniel and Jon, I miss ya...
Posted by SIMPLY♥TERESA on Thu, 11 May 2006 07:32:00 PST