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...the root of all your problems...

the human race is a disease; bitter, lonely, and fatal.

About Me

message me on AlM: my stare is deep
adopt your own virtual pet! i, first off, give my dedicated love and faith to god; the reason i'm here. the reason i have a purpose on earth. the comfort and strength he gives me every day. without that, i would be nothing… and i wouldn't be here to entertain you with my profile. don't let a difference in beleifs stop you from messaging me, but if you are only here to downgrade and make derogatory comments, then god have mercy on you, for one day you shall be judged.i'm not looking for fuck buddies, i'm not looking for friends with benefits, i'm not looking for drama, i'm not looking for bullshit, i'm not looking for lies, i'm not looking for manipulation, i'm not looking for deceit, i'm not looking for a boyfriend or a girlfriend.i'm looking for friends. i'm looking for intelligent conversations and debates. i'm looking for those who are educated. i'm looking for influencial people that i can relate to. i'm looking for those with goals and standards…people who have their priorities straight. i'm looking for those who have ambition, determination, a passion, and a little bit of drive in their life.i'm here for the hell of it. i'm here because i can be. i'm here to impress you. i'm here to stimulate your mind. i'm here to make my opinions heard and know that my voice stands out above the rest. i'm here to make you stop and think. i'm here to be a positive influence. i'm here to give advice. i'm here to make a difference.if you are just here to comment on my body or make some other lude comment, chances are i either won't reply, or if i'm feeling vengeful, i will probably make you feel like a complete waste of flesh, lacking of a pulse, pompous, asshole, dousche bag.i know what its like to have been in love, to have been in hate, and to have felt the deepest sorrow that a person can withstand. i've been successful when others have told me i wouldn't. i've been seen as a leader, and have been blessed with the chances at travel, managing companies, making decent money legitimately, speaking in front of thousands, and have been shown as a role model for those in a business/sales field of work. i'm looking for the same calibur people to accent my accomplishments and, in turn, we shall keep each other running at the same pace.Your sign is that of sensitive Cancer, the fourth sign of the zodiac, the sign characterized by deep feelings and protectiveness. You are known for being nurturing, hospitable, and imaginative, and all your effort goes into making your home a safe place for you and the people you cherish.The Moon, is the ruler of your sign, and makes you a very intuitive and empathetic person. Like the ebb and flow of the tides, you are both receptive to those you love and willing to offer comfort in return.Being the first of the water signs you have psychic powers, and are able to sense feelings and thoughts in others - you feel rather than think. When you love someone, you love truly and deeply, and have the desire to connect on a profound level.As a Cancer, you rule the fourth house, the sector of the horoscope that describes your emotional roots, your home, your childhood, and your parent of lesser influence, usually your father. Most of all, the fourth house stands for attunement to your inner self.Your sign is a cardinal sign, which means that your parental instincts compel you to protect and fight for the security of your loved ones. You thrive on drama, and get stronger in situations of crisis.Your strengths lie in your ability to adapt and cooperate, and your wonderful way of providing comfort. You are devoted and selfless in your dealings with others, which makes you a very dependable person. Since you are attuned to your unconscious, you have a strong imagination and are in touch with your intuition.One of your weaknesses is that you can get hypersensitive and moody when someone fails to show you their love and appreciation. In situations of insecurity, you sometimes show immature, manipulative, and even tyrannical behavior, and others could see you as overly possessive and dependent.on that note, have fun eyeing my beloved profile. Which Female Character from Final Fantasy Vii Are You?
Your Aeris! You are a very caring and mysteries girl. You always worry about your loved ones. At first glance people might think that your a happy girl with no worries but deep down inside you are a confused individual. Believe in yourself more, then you will conquer all.
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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... mysterious
Your hugs are... friendly
Your eyes... burn into my heart
Your touch is... irresistable
Your smell is... refreshing
Your smile is... entrancing
Your love is... eternal
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You are Strength. You exhibit not only physical
strength, but internal as well. You are not
flashy, your strength is quiet and reserved.
You will persevere through courage, resolve and
composure. You are Strength, you will lead
others through their darkest hours.
Which Tarot Card are You?
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Ingredients:
3 parts anger
3 parts brilliance
3 parts instinct
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add wisdom to taste! Do not overindulge!
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My Interests

i love to dance (club, swing, ballroom). although i'm a "club kid" i love to read and play video games as well. ps2 owns my soul, specificly via the final fantasy series. i enjoy driving around or just being social. i like to go loiter at the 24 hour restaurants for hours unending.
You're the psychotic grin,and no one can quite tell
if you're insane or just really hyper.You scare
people,and i mean scare them a lot.Kati'd be
friends with you though.You two could have
sleepovers together and make pasta at 4 am.

What Kind of Smile are You?
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Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!

What elemental dragon are you?
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I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet people with good personalities that have similar interests as myself. if you don't have similar interests i won't turn you away...opposites attract. to make this very clear, i'm looking for friends. if those friends turn out to be good ones, then things will progress from there. i haven't dated in quite a while and i lack the emotional availability to truly give myself out in a committed relationship right now. the basis of the best relationship is build on the foundation of a perfect friendship. in time, greater things will follow. just remember... abscense makes the heart grow fonder and anticipation is the truest form of foreplay.MESSAGE ME ON A|M: my stare is deep ..This profile was edited with Thomas' myspace editor™ V2.5 ..!

Music:

ben folds, vanessa carlton, alanis morrisette, michelle branch, nirvana, eddie money, joe jackson, goo goo dolls, gin blossoms, yellowcard, good charlotte, psychotica, evil by innocense, jethro tull, avril lavigne, bjork, blessid union of souls, bright eyes, evanescense, garbage, incubus, pearl jam, a perfect circle, rob dougan, rhythm rockets, ella fitzgerald, sarah mclachlan, sugarcult, frank sinatra, duke ellington, switchfoot, armin van buuren, ATB, dj caffiene, dj chris b, dj rozz, quick mixin nick, dj markski, dj irene, seal, thomas dolby, toad the wet sprocket, the used, wrench in the works, led zeppelin, pink floyd, panic! at the disco, death cab for cutie, our lady peace, the postal service
You represent... hope. You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.

What feeling do you represent?
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Movies:

i always pick the winners... :-P



This was the successful take of Luke's "Touch Me" dance. Complete with Marc screaming, "LUKE!!"... just listen, you will hear it.like i said, i know how to pick the winnners. :-X braveheart, fight club, everafter, romeo and juliet, a walk to remember, 28 days later, resident evil, usual suspects, terminator series, die hard series, finding nemo, office space, ice age, MOULIN ROUGE, the notebook

Television:

family guy, the simpsons, the maxx, aeon flux

Books:

dragon lance series by margaret weiss and tracy hickman, i kissed dating goodbye,

Heroes:

perhaps this is a section in which i am lacking the proper content....

My Blog

the phone call...

was refreshing.  i feel better.  i feel better about my past, about my ended engagement, about becoming the person i am.  i could finally put a voice to answer the questions that i had ...
Posted by ...the root of all your problems... on Tue, 20 May 2008 06:37:00 PST

so close but so far

title says it all.  love the cover; love tori amos.  all the things that i've ever wanted are both so close to me and so far away.  my thoughts are postponed. my heart is inco...
Posted by ...the root of all your problems... on Thu, 15 May 2008 09:34:00 PST

approaching my past with a bullet proof vest...

i haven't established if i'm a fucking idiot, if i'm too curious, or i just care too much.  whatever the case may be, i'm taking a new outlook on the things and people of my past.  i don't l...
Posted by ...the root of all your problems... on Thu, 08 May 2008 10:49:00 PST

i like you, but...

this is a phrase that i've heard through the years that i still, to this day, haven't grown accustomed to.  "...i like you, but..." this phrase can be accompanied by many different suffixes, but ...
Posted by ...the root of all your problems... on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 08:28:00 PST

you can’t get what you want till you know what you want...

how am i to decide what it is i want when its obvious that right now i have no clue what i want.a friendship?a relationship?a one night stand?a date?who knows.  i don't even know. the f...
Posted by ...the root of all your problems... on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 08:15:00 PST

another dedication...

you know who you are and you know what this means.  yis.  :-P...
Posted by ...the root of all your problems... on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 05:46:00 PST

i am here to stay.

as much as some people of the would would like me to take a long walk off a short peir, i am here to tell you all that i will be doing no such thing.  i am here to stay.  you all have to dea...
Posted by ...the root of all your problems... on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 11:54:00 PST

if you can’t play nice then get out of the sandbox

i just want to make a comment regarding my blogs. if you don't like what you see, then don't read them.  if you are digging for reasons or justification, you are only fooling yourself. if you don...
Posted by ...the root of all your problems... on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 08:02:00 PST

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore; the ultimate forgiveness

its not what you think and i can assure you of that.  one of my closest and dearest friends is married with two kids and lives nearly 1,000 miles away.  throughout the years, we've developed...
Posted by ...the root of all your problems... on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 04:03:00 PST

consider it done...

you've given me all the ammo i'll ever need and my hypothetical gun is loaded.  if i never get the chance to aim and pull the trigger, some one else will. you have dug your hole time and time aga...
Posted by ...the root of all your problems... on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 11:38:00 PST