Half Pint ♥ RIP Ryan - ProfilesArchive

About Me

TEMPIS FUGIT, MEMENTO MORI
PIRATES MAKE THE GREATEST LOVERS
MOST PEOPLE CALL ME CRAZY. i am a pirate. i like piercings. i have an ADDICTIVE personality. i have a lot of scars. i make myself laugh. i am not pessimistic, i'm realistic. i am loud. i think far too much for my own good. i am a very lonely person. the word love scares me. i eat a lot. i talk a lot. i am very sarcastic. i love to read. i love to write. i am very honest. i hate hurting other peoples feelings. i get mine hurt a lot. i love the nighttime. i am scared of enclosed places. i like meeting new people. lime green is my favorite color. i love to love and be loved.. i am very passionate. life isnt worth living without passion..
i'm a black sheep.
♥ you might call it an addiction ♥ .my retired piercings.
"heavens not a place that you go when you die, its that moment in life when you actually feel alive "
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REVOLT BMX

My Interests

i hate liars. i have anger issues. i love my friends. i've been told i'm the craziest person people have met. i am a bookworm. i am random. i am incredibly dorky. i am corny. i love it. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ MY BABIES ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ MY BEST FRIEND BRETT the one person on earth i'll always trust and always love. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I'd like to meet:

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someone spontaneous. someone who cares about other people. someone who likes to cuddle. someone who doesnt mind a few scars. someone who can keep me on my toes. someone who makes me laugh at myself. someone who will smack me when i am being stupid, then comfort me. someone who will eat cookies in bed with me at 3 in the morning while listening to hardcore. someone who's world does not revolve around themself. someone to go to shows with. someone to protect me. someone with manners. someone to play with. someone who will occasionally read a book just for fun. someone who actually WANTS to be with me. someone nice. someone who gives me the butterflies.
"what i want is to be needed. what i need is to be indispensable to somebody. who i need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. somebody addicted to me. a mutual addiction."
SOMEONE WHOSE SOUL TOUCHES MINE.
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Music:

my chemical romance every time i die vaux the spill canvas a faith called chaos nevea tears holloway breakdance vietnam static lullaby odd project further seems forever comeback kid recover from autumn to ashes avenged sevenfold bleeding through shai halud AFI against all authority lit straylight run deathcab for cutie billy talent authority zero jimmy eat world brand new EWI thursday the bled boy sets fire dashboard confessional days away horse the band less than jake no use for a name rufio taking back sunday thrice the used the juliana theory moneen killswitch engage mich!gan acceptance head automatica metroid in reverent fear minus the bear bright eyes winter solstace black eyed peas eightyonedays JUPITER

Television:

Books:

A MILLION LITTLE PIECES SKIN GAME THE QUIET ROOM SICKENED WHEN RABBIT HOWLS GO ASK ALICE THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER HELTER SKELTER THE DIE SONG THE GIVER

Heroes:

MY TRUE FRIENDS "i fall asleep with my friends around me. the only place i know i feel safe... i'm gonna call this home"
.R.I.P. Ryan. i miss you. i love you.

My Blog

i love this poem

Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines he wrote a poem And he called it "Chops" because that was the name of his dog And that's what it was all about And his teacher gave him an A and a gold...
Posted by Half Pint ♥ RIP Ryan on Sat, 21 Jul 2007 06:26:00 PST

on my own

dont hold me up now i can stand my own ground i dont need your help now you will let me down down down...
Posted by Half Pint ♥ RIP Ryan on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 05:59:00 PST

oh yeah

i led a speaker meeting last night... i was soo nervous but it went really well.. it was a total relief and actually felt pretty good to get everything out there....it cleared my head and helped me to...
Posted by Half Pint ♥ RIP Ryan on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 05:52:00 PST

meep meep

this is my newest kitty. his name is clutch. fucking life is great right now. i'm in love with my amazing boyfriend. i'm clean, i'm happy, i'm employed. things are just pretty great....i coul...
Posted by Half Pint ♥ RIP Ryan on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 10:49:00 PST

my life

its so weird now.... i have a job... friends (clean ones)... money... a man. i couldnt ask for anything more. i'm truly greatful for what i have today. i'm so lucky to be alive after all the shit i'v...
Posted by Half Pint ♥ RIP Ryan on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 01:30:00 PST

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ugh. i'm so bummed out right now and i dont know why. well i kinda do, but not entirely. i feel like i'm missing something. missing something major. i'm craving real relationships. all my ...
Posted by Half Pint ♥ RIP Ryan on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 11:27:00 PST

drops on my window

you beat me downand pull me upsay its for my own goodsay its only for you.say you dont caresay its cause you care about me.make up your minddecide and we'll see.we'll see where it goes.it could go so ...
Posted by Half Pint ♥ RIP Ryan on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 05:10:00 PST

i am NOT a morning person.

schedule for this upcoming week. cause it just makes things easier when its all written down. Sunday 12/17work: 6am-3pm Monday 12/18pick up brett from airport at five.YAYYYYY!!!!!!!...
Posted by Half Pint ♥ RIP Ryan on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 02:25:00 PST

the real me

is only in my tears.... in my sighing. why rambling breaths clinging to someone to listen to me.no matter how hard i try to relase ties why cant someon...
Posted by Half Pint ♥ RIP Ryan on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 12:36:00 PST

it makes me..

sad to see all the people my age or younger who are so happy. getting married and having kids... i'm so jealous. i cant even find someone who wants to be with ME and just me. why will i n...
Posted by Half Pint ♥ RIP Ryan on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 04:43:00 PST