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Im obsessed w/ myself & can nvr have enough pictures. I look like a slut in most of em but I don't put out. I think Im a cat because I have kitty like traits. Not only do I look like a cat & Im a Leo but Im smooth like a cat strutting my stuff as if no 1 is watching. I can be sneaky & I can steal right infront of your face. I like to sleep alot. One of my fav hobbies: cat napping!! Im mysterious & ya nvr know what im thinking. I can stare off into space & get lost in my own thoughts. I NVR stop thinking. There's always shit on my mind even when Im suppose to be sleeping at 3 AM Im still thinking about all the clothes I want to get, how I can re do my room since I get bored with it after a few months, I re run bills through my head like how can I pay this bill ? when is it due? blah blah, Im constantly thinking about my Master cuz Im so addicted, I also think about death alot since I lost my parents. I know it's kookie but I think when am I going to die & How. I try not to go away or put myself in a situation where I know there's a chance I could die. Im paranoid but hey it's keeping me alive. I think about how am I going to die. Murder like my mother, heart attack like my father, car accident like my cousin, old age like my great great grandmother & great grandmother. I know I know Im nuts but hey Ive been Morbid since 1999 :) I LOVE when I go out & introduce myself as Morbid people will tell me some story how they are connected to me or how they know me & stalked my profiles through the years. I would love to have my own site but not that good w/ computers but I think I have mad dudes signed up for that shit. umm what else ?? Im very quiet & don't like talking to people unless I initiate it. I get social anxiety & rather just be alone. I dont know why but since my dad died Ive just been mute & out of it. People who've known me for a long time say what's a matter? Are you on drugs ? Are you ok ? whats going on in your life ? You look out of it. Like ya I know!! I dont know why it feels like I just completely checked out & the only person I can be myself around is Amy. Weird how that works out. Our friendship is one big trippy rollercoaster Has it's ups & downs. When I have a BF I can't even be myself around him cuz I just dont know how to act. I get all weird & school girlish. I can love you to death but if you hurt me I can get over you. After losing my parents Ive got this hard exterior that know 1 can crack. I just get use to people hurting me & being in & out of my life like that. Started as a child w/ my mother abandoning me & only coming back a few times when it was convenient for her. When I do love someone I hold on so tight I think Im suffocating them. Anyway ya that's crazy kookie me. If shit doesnt work out just keep on walking & dont look back. Have no regrets & live everyday as if it were your last.