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SCAR

sometimes friends aren't worth having.

About Me

Photo by Michael Helms

My Interests

I have always been drawn to artists. I myself enjoy painting every now and again, doing some photoshop, once in a while snapping a picture with my old traditional 35 mm camera, and above all sewing costumes. I like to escape from my life, usually by wandeing as far away from home as I can afford on any particular weekend and stumbling back just in time for work and the real world to shock me with its familiarity. In the idea world I would be a wandering gypsy of sorts, travel around, engage myself in conversations interesting and enticing people along the way, and come home to safety for a few months out of the year.As far as how I spend my free time, I like riding around on my bike, cooking tofu and other such vegitarian delights, catching up with friends that I never seem to see often enough, being naked in any and all places where it is permitted (including but not limited to Zen Dom's jacuzzi, most after parties, and of course at home), being naked in many places where it is not necessarily permitted or reccomended but I think I can get away with it. I love camping but I barely ever get to go. I like waking up in both unexpected places and familiar surroundings, in the company of strangers or loved one's. I like pole dancing although I am mediocer at best. Escape as I may I always find my way home to David, S&M, Los Angeles, goth boys, beautiful woman, nude photography, and debauchery.

WHO I'D LIKE TO MEET:

People willing to go on the Roller-coaster of Life, who don't crave normalcy, and wont turn me away when they realize I partake in 'questionable' activities. People who don't intend to grow out of who they are and conform, but give in to having some stability such as working and supporting themselves. People who actively pursue becoming more self aware even if it sometimes means shooting yourself in the foot, and know that in the quest of life we are often led astray from where we will end up, but that that is all part of it. Embrace it if you can :-)

I'd like to meet:

God.
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Music:

I must admit I know little or nothing about music, other than that I am most inclined to listen to gothic rock, industrial music, EBM, alternative 80's, deathrock, and other types of music that seem predictable when I list them off. I also like belly dancing music, some trip hop, some techno, and most anything I can dance or strip to. My favorite CD ever was made for me by my pal Spatulance and seems the perfect soundtrack to a night in bed with someone. It's like a rollercoaster of lustful emotions, starting off sweet and sensual, picking up the pace until it climaxes with heavy bass and then trailing off with lyrics so deep and slow they almost make you cry.

Movies:

Recently watched 'Wrist Cutters: A Love Story', and that made me laugh. All the suicidal people go to an afterlife together that is like real life, but a little bit worse. They are unable to smail and so when they feel the need to do so they push up the corners of their mouth's using their fingers......

Television:

Sometimes TV consumes people and they become trash TV. God or the tabloids save your soul.

Photo by Aaron Hawks One bad ass mother fucker.

Books:

I have been reading a lot of hippie self help books lately. In order to remind myself that happiness is easily attainable and far more pleasant than the alternatives.

Heroes:

Larry Harvey

and my pals

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My Blog

Pure Positivity, yo

So I though I would follow up my last bitter blog with some words of wisdom/ positivity that I have collected from this book I am reading, 'No Ordinary Moments' by Dan Millman. I read another of his ...
Posted by SCAR on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 10:29:00 PST

compromise your marriage

This is hillarios. It showed up on my screen while my own website was up!  hahaha!...
Posted by SCAR on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 03:13:00 PST

Ride em Cowgirl!

These images are from a great while back, I found them recently while searching through my image folders and thought I'd finally get around to posting them :-) Shot by the infamous and fantastic Lithi...
Posted by SCAR on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 01:29:00 PST

GLASS BRASIERS AND CROTCH GUARD

When I went to Atlanta last year I met an amazing designer who works in metal. Such a craft has always been fascinating to me, and when I saw this particular piece I fell in love with it. These imag...
Posted by SCAR on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 01:22:00 PST

NAKED GIRLS IN OUR BED

I shot about 3 months back with this awesome guy named Lucky Bastard for a project he was working on, NakedGirlsInOurBed.comHere's a few teaser shots, all the nudity and naughtiness can be found on my...
Posted by SCAR on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 01:31:00 PST

RED WHITE AND PINK

I guess I am just not patriotic in a conventional way, but I wanted to post these red white and pink pix on my site this week :-)If you have not heard of caking, lemme give u a briefing.  It's wh...
Posted by SCAR on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 03:25:00 PST

XXX Glass Sex Toys and my Vag! XXX

A while back I did a shoot with Forrest and Amelia and and a custom made d!ldo they had from XXX Glass Sex Toys.  Not only are these pix some of my all time favorite's but the toy was as well :-)...
Posted by SCAR on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 11:55:00 PST

WHO HAS MADE A DIFFERENCE IN YOUR LIFE THIS YEAR??

It's so easy to get caught up in the monotony of life that sometimes we forget to stop and think....  who has made a positive difference in my life this year?So here goes.....My friend Zen Dom fo...
Posted by SCAR on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 03:10:00 PST

WHEN LIFE IS TART YOU JUST GOTTA SUCK ON IT

yeah.  thanks to Brad for the lemons.  His tree is republican so it produces bigger better all american lemons.  oh, and the bitch is Selene, the ruler of my household........
Posted by SCAR on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 03:41:00 PST

SUPERNA IS SO HOT HOT SHE MAKES MY CLOTHES MELT OFF

Here's a couple more teasers from my website, Scar13.com,  shot the same day as the last preview I posted.....  isn't Superna so god damned hot???  I like that our arms ae scarred up in...
Posted by SCAR on Tue, 29 May 2007 11:52:00 PST