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Im open-minded, strong-willed, and im sure other two word hyphenates. I started out wide-eyed (see I told you) and have graduated as something slightly jaded and skeptical. I want to believe in the good in people and I wish I could save the world. I will settle for serving food at homeless shelters and donating what I can. Everything I do is in the pursuit of art and self-realization (damn hyphens). I refuse to be anyone but myself no matter what. I will be the weird old lady w/ blue hair, piercings, and my converse one stars strolling through the grocery store messing w/ people cuz Im old and I CAN. Ive been told Im too honest and confrontational. Or perhaps the term was abrasive? What you see is what you get. I will be nice to anyone and I believe everyone deserves respect. However, hurt someone I love and I'll severe your legs below the knees. Or perhaps beat you w/ a sack full of oranges.
I had long decided that I would probably NOT do the marriage & kid thing. That is....until I got together w/ the love of my life Cody Matheny. Scoff if you will...It has allowed me to embrace things I didnt know if I could. Marriage & children (I didnt know if I wanted to bring anyone into this screwed up world). I still plan on one of 3 things though: foster kids, donating eggs, or be a surrogate mother. I always figured if I wasnt going to use my perfectly good woman parts Id help those who needed them so desperately.

So here I am.... a mother and about to be a wife...Cody I love you.

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Bertrand Russell:
Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind].

Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.

With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of [people]. I have wished to know why the stars shine.

Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer.

This has been my life; I found it worth living.



Elie Wiesel:
The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference. And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.

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Music:

Tori Amos, Ani Difranco, Jeff Buckley, Elliott Smith, that dog, regina spektor, dandy warhols, Ima robot, Mindless Self Indulgence, Bright Eyes, HelloGoodbye, Me without You, Cold Play, Patty Griffin, Tom Waits, Rasputina, Sarah McLachlan, Bjork, Portishead, Mars Volta, Jeremy Enigk, Tool, Billie Holiday, Erykah Badu, Fiona Apple, P J Harvey, Sneaker Pimps, Veruca Salt, Beastie Boys, Ben Folds Five, Blur, G. Love and Special Sauce, the Paperchase, Ours, Jamiroquai, Primus, Radiohead, ween, weezer, Mr. Bungle, yeah yeah yeahs, Pixies, Mazzy Star, Keane, Stevie Wonder, M.I.A., Death cab for cutie, Coheed and Cambria, Iron and Wine, Postal Service, Pinback, David Bowie, Alice in chains, old Stone Temple Pilots, and soooooooooo much more.......I LIVE for music...and Independent Cinema of course.....yum
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Movies:

Batman (loves me some Batman if its done well..lets forget Batman and Robin...*sneer*), Secretary, Donnie Darko, Amelie, Pecker, next stop wonderland, May, big lebowski, moulin rouge, Fight Club, S L C Punk, Edward Scissorhands, Cecil B Demented, Highway, Boondock Saints, reality bites, american beauty, cannibal the musical, orgasmo, Kevin smith movies, United States of Leland, Evil dead trilogy (Evil dead II is my favorite), gingersnaps, jawbreaker, Four rooms, the professional, but im a cheerleader, Brick, Garden state, Sean of the Dead!!!, Heavenly creatures, Bang Bang your Dead, chumscrubber, Labrynth, and MANY MANY MANY MANY more that im forgetting.....i love movies..... iM going thRough IFC/SUNDANCE w/drawal at tHe mOment....

Television:

Iconoclasts, One punk under God, Six Feet Under,Forensic files, Cold Case Files, Extreme Home Makeover (yes on my forehead it reads in capital letters: SAP), Dead Like Me, law and order SUV,family guy, simpsons, history channel, sundance and independent movie channels, the travel channel... if i actually feel like watching tv.......reality tv makes me iLL......not that i dont fall prey to it every now and again.....i mean it saturates EVERYTHING.......

Books:

1984, Fast Food Nation, the Scarlet Letter, Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, Animal Farm, and many many more

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POOOORRRRRKKKK chop!

My best pal Porkchop and I have been friends for what feels like FOREVER....recently I have been thinking (as always) about WHY she is one of my Favorite people on the planet....This is what I have co...
Posted by ø¤º°`°º¤øK£ñЮ Åø,¸¸,ø¤ on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 10:54:00 PST

Let the parade begin!!

I am VERY happy to write that I am blogging w/ a ball of super-fricken cuteness asleep on my lap... and I DONT mean dugan or pogo. And NO I dont mean Cody either. I am so releived and stressed at th...
Posted by ø¤º°`°º¤øK£ñЮ Åø,¸¸,ø¤ on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 07:46:00 PST

Soon is NOT soon enough

Hes not home yet....GRRRRRR....but soon....soon they say....well actually they say they have no idea but soon he will be eating w/out puking and then gaining weight consistently....THEN he can come ho...
Posted by ø¤º°`°º¤øK£ñЮ Åø,¸¸,ø¤ on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 08:45:00 PST

Song of my Heart

In the last week of photographing before they officially let me be laid off for my pregnancy, I was working at this elem school. I was massively round and this little 1st grade girl came up to me to ...
Posted by ø¤º°`°º¤øK£ñЮ Åø,¸¸,ø¤ on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 10:07:00 PST

I couldnt help myself.....

Okay....I laughed so hard that Halle Berry is in this group that I almost peed myself...(um that happens when your pregnant).... I joined this site so I could keep track of family...Cody's family is G...
Posted by ø¤º°`°º¤øK£ñЮ Åø,¸¸,ø¤ on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 04:53:00 PST

its the little things

I realized the other day that little things really make my day. Simple things that lift my mood and cheer me right up. I decided to make a list of things that make me happy. It reminds me of one of ...
Posted by ø¤º°`°º¤øK£ñЮ Åø,¸¸,ø¤ on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 09:15:00 PST

im gonna get my feet wet, until i drown

Ive realized that the sure bets in life are NEVER sure bets.Its cliche, but you must risk it all if you are going to gain anything.Ive kept people at a distance. Played the rock for those of you that...
Posted by ø¤º°`°º¤øK£ñЮ Åø,¸¸,ø¤ on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 09:24:00 PST

THE LAST STRAW....NO MORE PUTTING OFF THE INEVITABLE

Im getting that ORDER OF PROTECTION. YOU HERE ME LEMMERS?!? Im talking to the police. STOP MAKING UP NEW PROFILES TO CONTACT ME. STOP BOTHERING MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND BOYFRIEND. STOP LYING ABOUT ME O...
Posted by ø¤º°`°º¤øK£ñЮ Åø,¸¸,ø¤ on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 02:33:00 PST

I have better things to do than survive

Am I too damaged? I ask myself.....Ive fallen in love....outa love....and back again..... I used to have my heart on my sleeve .....I used to believe in ever after..... in dreams and all that fluff......
Posted by ø¤º°`°º¤øK£ñЮ Åø,¸¸,ø¤ on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 08:29:00 PST

be still my heart

I feel as if I have come to a placid point in my life.  Even though I just bought a house and work is pretty nuts, Im okay.  Not good. Just okay.  I am, for the first time in a long tim...
Posted by ø¤º°`°º¤øK£ñЮ Åø,¸¸,ø¤ on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 03:20:00 PST