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aaron

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About Me

Hi, I'm Matthew
Aaron I can't be mister nice anymore, It hurts too much.=( Well I'm Aaron! Right now I'm 19 years old. I'm anything but your average teenager. I'm a person all of my own.im not perfect. i never will be. i fuck up. im only human. im emotional. its guaranteed to overrule my intellect. quite spontaneous. enjoy the unknown. sometime say the wrong things at the wrong time. over protective of whats important to me. dont desire the spotlight but hate being ignored. i dont apologize if i'm not sorry. im animated and enjoy telling stories. im humorous. outgoing. passionate. take pride in what i do. enjoy the unusual. remember everything. i spend more on the gift-wrap then on the gift. the small things are what really matter to me. im outspoken. im so simple i somehow have become complex. the music would play from my shadow. there is never a black and white. your actions will always speak louder to me then your words. its important to challenge and be challenged. i have many faults. i never forget that there are two sides to every story. laughter is the most important thing. i have extreme drive and dedication to the success of my future. im a confident individual, with a few minor exceptions. the insignificant is extremely significant. i over analyze. i get excited to sit in the car during an automatic car wash. im a good person. i pay attention to detail. first time your fault, second time my fault. if its important to you, its important to me. sometimes have trouble asking for help. music is extremely important to me. i wouldnt say i love you if i didnt mean it. no matter the duration of your existence. the sexiest thing is trust. sometimes known to do things that are viewed as irrational. im frustrating. crawl out of unknown windows in the middle of the night. im a dreamer. i enjoy greatly what i do. i like to pick my scabs. i get bored extremely quickly. im intelligent. i grew up too young and often make up for lost time. i dont get over broken hearts quickly. time is too valuable. life is too short. favorite color is teal. if i dont find it fun, im probably not going to do it. material possessions are just that. nothing more. i consume alcohol often. there is an importance in being wanted. i value time by myself. if crying over it cant change it, i dont cry over it. expect no more from me then myself, for ill extend you the same. i have no desire to waste time loving your potential. i dont demand a lot. most just dont give enough. people dont make you do anything. drunkenness is not an excuse. when i give myself, i give all. i love the smell of new cars. i dont know how to tie a tie. i have two favorite questions: whatcha thinking? and why? i love to read. life is boring without risk. i enjoy staring at the clouds until unusual shapes appear. the wind makes me hyper. im great at keeping secets. i sometimes confuse over weight people with pregnant people. im late every where i go. even if i leave early.
♥ AaronI want someone that will:
-hold my hand when I'm scared.
-kiss me goodnight, even if it's 2am.
-hug me like they haven't seen me in weeks.
-kisses me with such passion, it takes my breath away.
-meet my best friend and not try to hit on him.
-pick me up when I'm down and sad.
-know all aspects of me and be able to deal with my jealous.
-that respects me.
-that isn't looking for random sex.
-lay on the beach with me and look up at the stars late at night.
-can deal with my goofyness.
-carry on a conversation with me.
-call me in the morning to wake me up, and call me at night to say goodnight.
-be my valentine.
-surprise me.
-to love me.
-I will be able to trust.
-I can introduce to all my friends.
-Who wants something more to life.
-Someone who has goals.
-but most of all someone who can love me, and just me.

My Interests

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Volleyball
The Beach
Dancing
Clubbin
Hookah
24 Hour Fitness
Gummi Bears
Malibu
Muzik
Soft Kisses
Smiling
-dislikes-
Seafood
Boys who wear make up
Fake People
Jerks
Ppl lookin for random sex
Being hurt
Broken hearts

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My Blog

Me, Myself, and I

Yeah, I did. I know why i don't feel like myself. It's cause everyone i know around me is judging me in one way or another. Whether it's my parents...my friends...or anyone in between. I'm sick of it....
Posted by aaron on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 09:39:00 PST

Giving Up

Nothing left to say but, Im giving yup...  
Posted by aaron on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 04:43:00 PST

The Current Standing with Friends

The feeling I get from friend about where I stand right now is pretty distant, I dont think that I'm person that I'm hard to get along with. Correct me if I'm wrong. I mean if your fuck me over and or...
Posted by aaron on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 03:31:00 PST

Loss of Faith

I think I need to update my blog, for a long overdue entry. Over the last past couple of weeks and month, I've begun to feel like I'm losing faith in people and society as a whole. The biggest part is...
Posted by aaron on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 04:21:00 PST

Every now and then Im insecure...

Today is Jaunary 9, 2007, right now Im still not too sure about what I'm going to do with my life or whats going to happen tomorrow. I wish I knew what I was going to happen so in someways I can relax...
Posted by aaron on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 06:30:00 PST

No one's words were strong enough to fix what happen here..

Have you ever wonder how one person can change and impact everything in your life in a matter of seconds. The days, hours, minutes, and seconds you spend with them can imprint memories and help influe...
Posted by aaron on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 05:25:00 PST

Recap on everything...

So right now im here at home kinda pissed out a shit, I know i get mad easily but sometimes things are worth getting mad over. You may see them in a different way then myself, but thats just it were d...
Posted by aaron on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 04:46:00 PST

I cant sleep!!!

He's on my mind.... I just wanna be in his arm or just with him no matter what....   His smile, is awesome..Has me stunned    ...
Posted by aaron on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 02:45:00 PST

Then I'd Know How To Save A Life....

Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you...
Posted by aaron on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 10:09:00 PST

4 Years Gone..Nothing Left but One Last Night

"I said...Good bye to you Good bye to everything that I knew... You were the one I loved.. The one thing I tried to hold onto..." Today is June 22, 2006, today will the last time that I sit on the fie...
Posted by aaron on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 07:03:00 PST