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A cutter without a cause(lukas)

Gray would be the color, if I had a heart.

About Me

i'm 24. i'm currently in school studying business law, but i've changed my mind many times, and you shouldn't expect more than me being unpredictable with my choices in life. I live a drug and alcohol free life, and have for over 2 years now after spending most of my life consumed by addiction. I believe in constant self improvement. I believe If you aren't actively improving yourself mentally, physically, or spiritually, then life is being wasted. After having my eyes opened to how short life is, I wish to spend it constructing rather than destructing. Although, destruction and construction are equally enlightening. I love art. I have the power to use my hands once only capable of inflicting pain to create something so beautiful that it has the power to change someone's life forever. Whether it is scalpel or paintbrush in my hand, on a canvas or on human skin, art has the power to bring a tear to my eye, or a smile to my face, and to lift a weight off my chest and cast a bit more light over this once dark life. So I guess you could say that art is the dominant driving force in my life. With school and maintaining a healthy sober lifestyle, keeping a strict exercise routine, and dealing with a never ending lawsuit, I stay VERY busy. However, I do try to make time to spend with the people i love, and having fun. People sometimes think of me a very intense, angry, and serious person, but if you see me play with my cats, you see just how loving and playful i am.

My Interests

I stay very busy, but I try to spend a lot of time with my girlfriend Tarryn and our two cats Maynard and Tina. We have a nice condo at the foot of the mountains, so I'm a total homebody, but I try to get out when I can.I love running my business. I'm always creating new ideas for creating art, and trying to make a living at the same time.I enjoy cutting and piercing people. It's been my profession for over 8 years now, and I don't regret a minute of it.<a href="http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vbXlzcGFjZXR2L mNvbS9pbmRleC5jZm0/Zn

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who thinks for themselves, so generally religious people are exculded. Actually, it's cool if you're religious, but you must know that I am very opinionated when it come to religion. I am also very opinionated when it come to politics, equal rights, and free speech, so if your easily offended, you probably don't want to meet me.I am Sober, and don't do any drugs, including cigarettes, so I don't spend much time with heavy drug users, but those who are respectful of my lifestyle, I still associate myself with. Alcohol and other drugs can be very hindering to self improvement, and usually don't provide extended enlightenment or pleasure. At least not without a price, so i no longer indulge, and while I am never really tempted anymore, I prefer the company of people who find happiness in a non-synthetic form.I love hanging out with other fighters, body builders, or any other athlete. I love to work out and train, so If your looking for a new training partner, hit me up.I play Playstation 3, my online ID is Dissected1, so check me out if your on PSnetwork. I play Call of Duty 4, Gran Turismo 5, and Tekken 5 mostly, but I'm always checking out new games, so look me up, and we'll do some gaming.Other artists, of any medium are very welcome to my company. I have very few prejudices when it come to art, so please, show me yours and I'll show you mine.Layout made by bangXbangXandreXisdead

Music:

Wow, i really don't do much without listening to music. My project playlist is a small sample of my taste in music. I am very disappointed with most of the music that is being made today. I hate almost all of that stupid poppy emo shit that no one will remember in 6 months, that has to be 2.5 minutes at the longest since no one has any attention span for music anymore. I have no respect for musicians that put out a cd a year just to sell records and have no real message and no rebellion in their music. Also, all this bullshit club hip hop that is being made makes me sick. I need more from music than to be able to dance to it, and what the fuck is it with all the product placement these days. I saw a 50 Cent video that I thought was a commercial. Bull shit

Movies:

I AM A TOOL!!!! TARRYN IS BETTER THAN ME AT EVERYTHING, EVEN ARTS AND CRAFTS. I HAVE NO FRIENDS!!!!!!!!! (Tarryn wrote that) I love film! Comedy, drama, action, martial arts, an accasional horror. I love movies that make you think, and provoke emotion, and occasionally, I'll find a movie that makes me reconsider my life completely. Particularly, Fight Club, Pulp Fiction, 25th Hour, Trainspotting, Permanent Midnight, and occasionally I indulge in a good porno.

Television:

I watch the Office, family guy, dexter, and pretty much all professional mixed martial arts. However, I get all my media online. I don't believe in turning on a TV without a pre-decided film or show to watch. I steer far away from reality TV. I really like to believe that my life is interesting enough that I don't need to live vicariously through the lives of people who have intentionally clashing personalities who choose to live in a house together with the pathetic ambition of becoming some celebrity by doing so. You were picked to be on a stupid low budget show, That doesn't make you special.

Books:

I read too much for school to get into any novels right now, but i read the paper and the occasional magazine. I do read nonfiction, and things that help me better understand the world and way people are the way they are.

Heroes:

Bill Hicks, another hero gone way too soon.

My Blog

IFBB Pro Darrem Charles Posing With Son Before Olympia!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nK-hKiAbzmg The best posing i've ever seen...
Posted by A cutter without a cause(lukas) on Sun, 01 Jun 2008 01:07:00 PST

LFC 25 Double Knockout OFFICIAL VID!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqGsZzwPD94 ...
Posted by A cutter without a cause(lukas) on Wed, 21 May 2008 06:34:00 PST

The Scream That Sets Me Free

I wait. The anxiety crawls through my veins making me itch. I’ve been trapped by society’s standards of appropriate conduct, but my chance to escape is about this place, full of others l...
Posted by A cutter without a cause(lukas) on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 12:32:00 PST