Gilles

I always have been a fool, The Yin and Yang concept apply to me like no other. I am a mix of black and white. Of extremes, limits, and tamed sensations, I am made of. The Taoism is not a concept we should fear, but a philosophy we should think about. In all we do, there cannot be a perfect action, in all we feel there cannot be a sensation, in all we see there cannot be a perfect picture. However if one attaches himself to perfection without seeing the opportunity that the "other" side offers him, he or she can only fail. Breaking my own rules, breaking my everyday word, and especially my own training, I cannot let one person go. I am asking of her, that she believes in me. I am asking of her that she thinks about me. Opposing two forces, the Yin that is my brain and the Yang that is my heart, have a continuous battle on who is going to win. I don't need a winner to praise, I don't need a loser to comfort. All I need is her, Nancy, she has my heart, my body and all that goes with it. The Black part and the white have to come together, making all that grey matter meaningful. Nowhere have I met another person able to understand what I feel, what I sense, and what I think. I love her with all my might, I have become stronger, and that's all for her, I am in her hands, she's able to model all of me, please don't let me down, or I don't know how High I will fall from, or as deep I will sink. I can survive, but in which condition... Only LIFE can tell. Love, Love, Love Gilles NF.