gone baby gone |
it's been two years since that tragic summer when everyone died.
and yet it feels like just yesterday when i got the news.
for each of them.
when a memories sparked i can't help but to bow my ...
Posted by Life Is Beautiful. on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 09:00:00 PST |
i’m bouncing off the walls again, and this time i think i knocked it down. |
so i don't really get it.
i can't find a desent boy to share this part of my adolesent life with.
i mean even loners get lonely sometimes.
i think it may be because i'm too intense with my approach...
Posted by Life Is Beautiful. on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 08:56:00 PST |
love is a four letter word that i know nothing about. |
it's hard when you think that love has passed you up completely.
what you wouldn't do for one touch.
one time to be held.
what you would give up about yourself and who you are.
when you just want ...
Posted by Life Is Beautiful. on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 12:12:00 PST |
its been a year and absolutally nothing stayed the same. |
i think i'm making it a point to do a "what i've learned..." blog at least once a year. it pretty much compacts all of my experiences into one. i'm pretty lazy when it comes to that appearen...
Posted by Life Is Beautiful. on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 11:22:00 PST |
life is simple. if only we didnt speak. |
so it's been a really long time since i've had anything to say on here.
since my last post...
i've moved out into the world into an apartment that i pay a 1/3 of.
i've actually come to love my job. ...
Posted by Life Is Beautiful. on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 08:39:00 PST |
What I've Learned My Freshman Year of Collge... |
what i've learned my freshman year of college is...
you can't push your best friends away no matter how hard you try.
too much alcohol = bad.
but enough alcohol makes even the most self conscious p...
Posted by Life Is Beautiful. on Mon, 14 May 2007 12:18:00 PST |
fearless and nothing left to lose. |
the deed ... is done.
i went back to my hellhole and faced what i had to.
and all i had to do to face myself was to find myself again.
who i was.
minus some things.
i feel as if i could do anythi...
Posted by Life Is Beautiful. on Tue, 08 May 2007 12:33:00 PST |
the dead will rise ... |
soon i'll stop eating.
soon i'll stop sleeping.
soon i'll drown in a handel full of sin.
the next 4 weeks will be hell.
if i make it that long.
may 5th is the day i will be resurected.
september...
Posted by Life Is Beautiful. on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 03:12:00 PST |
i've fallen in love... |
i've fallen in love with colorado... and here's why...
1. i don't feel out of place.
2. you can be a loner without feeling awkward.
3. the tourists suck but the locals are really nice.
4. my mum gets...
Posted by Life Is Beautiful. on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 03:10:00 PST |
i can really be dramatic... |
so life really isn't bad.
infact i have absolutally no reason to complain.
for one, i always know that everythings going to turn out okay. i don't know why i doubt so much.
second, i have an amazin...
Posted by Life Is Beautiful. on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 08:38:00 PST |
