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About Me

These things make me sooo happy
Well.... Where should I start? The name's Alysia, a.k.a. Amnesia, a.k.a. TNDorei. The first thing you need to know is that I take NO BULLSHIT from anyone. I DO NOT KISS ASS, put up with immature cowards, I stand up for myself, and I do not go down without a fight. I have a spine, and I have the courage to get what I want out of life, and I wish the people that I was surrounded with weren't all cowards.*~*Courage is not the absence of fear but rather the judgment that something is more important than fear. The brave may not live forever but the cautious do not live at all.*~*I am possibly the most truthful and trustworthy person you will ever know. My friends are great and mean the world to me.I am not one to be easily persuaded or impressed. I do not trust easily, being that I have been screwed over when I place my trust, and heart, into anyone or anything.I am very quiet and reserved in public but in my mind and in my heart it isn’t so. My friends and family know I burn like a fire, and though it may seem at times I am very self conscious and self hating, I take a lot of pride in who I am and what I stand for.sewing and costuming are huge passions of mine. When I start going through a pile of fabric and things I get inspired to live life and do what I want. I love animal print. I love patterns. Camo, zebra, anything interesting to look at. Or to touch. fabric = love.
I love everything and nothing. I love hair and make up. I truely beleive life is what you make it. I like everything in clothing from just a plain t-shirt to PVC to corsets lace ribbon, latex, you know the good stuff. Japanese Fashion and style inspire me the most. Dying/styling hair and hair extensions is a hobby of mine. i want more people to practice on muahaha.
Music = Life.
one word to describe me and how I am. "glitter." I could write a page about it.....
I LOVE CURRY!!!! and tacos D: taocs are for great justice~!! I love Tea. Asian food is a favorite. Shabu shabu = love. I love veggies and CHICKEN.... lol mhmmmmm yes chicken, XD. I like cooking, even though i fail at it sometimes. I love marshmallows, especially peeps. I like to do weird things with them, like throw them into fire then on heather (luv u) my favorite candy is caramel. I have a lot of weird habits with food, but I am not picky with it.
3/4 Italian/Sicilian 1/4 everything else. Raised Italian, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. Crazy families are the best kind (-_-).
I'm a night person. not so much by choice, but insomnia tends to find me more often then not.a few quirks: I hate mopping floors. I don't drink out of plastic cups. misuse of "a/an" irritates me more then anything. i am a /b/tard beleived to have ADD, OCD, and am quite possibly Bi-Polar. moar to be added....

My Interests

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Music, Japan, Fashion Design, Fashion books and magazines, Drawing, designing, cosplay, computers, graphic design, clothing, make up, hair (and making it), Visual Kei, Angura Kei, gauze, Boba, tea, concerts, Bats, cats, spiders, People watching, eyeliner, hot pockets!

I'd like to meet:

Someone who will make me a cup of tea if I'm feeling especially sick..b.e.a.u.t.y.I’m always looking to meet new people! I offer a great and unique friendship and hope to talk to people who are serious about getting to know me, not just looking to hook up on their next Vegas excursion.
Funny, sweet, creative, well educated, original, shares many of my interests but is different enough to keep it interesting, who I can stay up with all night talking about stupid things, honest, straightforward, open minded, /b/tard (haha ftw).
Do not add me if yours just looking to hook up. Do not add me if we have nothing in common. Don't talk to me if i'm just another number on your list.
I’m not into fan girls or boys. They simply sicken me, lol. Quit idolizing something your not just because you are so self-hating.I also do not add bands/performers/celebrities/porn stars/whatever.I would like to meet Cosplayers and Fashion Designers.I do things the way I want and if you have an issue with that..... Eek. SADS-PORNO STAR

Music:


j-rock, Angura Kei, Visual Kei, industrial, Soundtracks, classical, opera. Anything really, I have a taste for the unordinary and love to hear something original. I LOVE great singers. Vocals Mean everything to me, if i cant feel it, then i dont like it. I love to share. I love japanese Music. But thats not all i listen too. Open to Everything. Music = life.
MUCC , Lynch. , Fatima, Girugamesh, Rentrer en Soi, calmando qual, -OZ-, acid android, Acidman, adema, Aikaryu, ANTI-KRANKE, Atsushi Sakurai, Attack Haus, AYA, BAAL, Berry, Blam Honey, blood stain child, Buck-Tick, CellDweller, Crossbreed, D, Dave Navarro, David Bowie, Deadman, Deathgaze, Deftones, D'espairsRay, Dir en grey, DOREMidan, Drain STH, Gackt, Gimmick, Goatbed, Gorillaz, Gullet, Guniw Tools, Kagerou, Korn, Kozi, Kuroyume, KuRt, KUSSE, Kyo, La Mule, Madeth Gray'll, Marilyn Manson, Marmalade, MASK, Matenrou, Merry, Merry Go Round, Mindless Self Indulgence, Nine inch Nails, Orgy, Phobia, Pierrot, Psycho le Cemu, Rammstein, Rauya, SADS, Sadie, Savage garden, Sex Machineguns, Screw, Schwarz Stein, Shulla, Sid, Smashing Pumpkins, Snake RIver COnspiracy, Soft Ballet, Stabbing Westward, Stone Temple Pilots, Tokyo Jihen, Tool, tosinn, UnsraW, Velvet Eden,Amongst many others. Find me on SoulSeek: TNDorei

Movies:

I love animated movies, whether they be Disney or anime or whatever. I will take a cartoon over a live-action film, any day. I like the kind of movies that fuck with your head so much it makes you laugh.
V for Vendetta, Nightmare Before Christmas, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, thank you for smoking, American Beauty, fight club, Mulan, Pocahontas, Aladdin, Emperor’s New Groove, The Great Mouse detective, The sword in the stone, the black cauldron, Sleeping beauty, Beauty and the Beast, Cinderella, Snow White, Lilo and stitch. Ichi the killer, suicide club, Vampire Hunter D (and bloodlust), Ghost in the shell, The Butterfly Effect, Batman, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Interview with the Vampire, ummm I don’t know.

Television:


Aahhh!! Real Monsters, Project Runway, Adult Swim, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Futurama, South Park, Conan O’Brian, America's Next Top Model, CSI, Batman Beyond, Infomercials (yay!!!), Full Metal Alchemist, Samurai Champloo, and 345876458645 other animes that aren’t On TV like xxxHolic, Higurashi no naku koro ni, X, Berserk, Burst Angel, Gundam Wing, Fushigi Yuugi, Pretty much anything with Big guns and mechas =).

Books:


Dean Koontz: strangers, sole survivor, watchers. Stephen King. Harry Potter. Fashion/Music Magazines: Gothic Lolita BIble, Kera, Cure, Shoxx. photo books. fruits, fresh fruits. multiple fashion photo books. band photo books. Art books: FFIX, Amano, disgaea, makai kingdom i dunno i have a few but i cant think of em.
yay for inspiration

Heroes:

MY SQUISHY. The count! Ickis, haha. DJ, for taking me away from what i used to be, Im seriously afraid of what i wouldve been if i wouldn't have met you. Heather for sticking around and putting up with me for all these years (omfg 13???)

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smash my face into the mirror because that would solve 2 problems. anyhow. im tired of having nothing. and by nothing i dont mean possesions, or anything like that. i mean people. and friendships. sel...
Posted by [aMNeSIa] on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 02:38:00 PST