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Caty

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About Me

I'm a fledgeling activist working mostly on anti-prison expansion, syringe/access needle exchange in Massachusetts, decriminalizing prostitution, and abolishing psychiatric abuse. (Maybe not so fledgeling--I'm being featured in this mainstream lesbo mag that I fondly remember from my baby dyke days flipping through it at the local suburban Borders--Curve magazine--in an article called "10 Top Activists Under 25.) I work with the best organization ever, Arise for Social Justice in Springfield, MA, a multi-issue low income rights membership based organization. (Tired of the leftist community action jargon yet?) I also work with the Freedom Center, an organization by and for people labeled with "mental illness" promoting alternatives to traditional psychiatric treatment and working against abuse within the mental health industry. Blah blah blah blah. To make all this bearable, I also lead another life as a junkie ho. (Errr, sex worker with strong ties to drug culture.) (Conversely, being an activist makes being a junkie ho bearable.) Other than that, some identifying characteristics: I'm a theory and philosophy geek, I talk constantly and interrupt people often, I'm a new category of femme I've made up all by myself--sloppy or instafemme, in which I glamor myself up with shoplifted and scavenged goodies and apply my makeup in five seconds flat. Any more effort would relegate me to high femme, and that would just be tragic. (Actually, lately I've been getting higher femme lately due to a boredom induced obssessive need to buy bath and beauty products. "She's in the drink agai," the boyfriend says. I take too many baths, as I am fucking in love with our clawfoot tub, and I like the endorphins and how the blood drains out of my brain. I like pumice stones and I've lost my fear of exfoliants. Plus I recently got my first manicure ever. Our little girl is becoming a voman.) I have a weird past life as a Russian immigrant Orthodox Jewish teenage overachiever, snagging all As at a school with a ten hour school day and generally overcompensating for a lot of things. I got into a prestigious Seven Sisters school only to find out that the girls there thought feminism meant women could be CEOs too, and also that I hated college and capitalism in a very childish but vehement manner and wanted something totally different. ("Even the gay girls were straight, and even the Asian girls were WASPs," I always say--whatta debutante school.) I'm a Kroptokinesque/Marge Piercy (heh) anarchist, and I get all starry eyed talking about community, communal living, and mutual aid, though I don't live up to these ideals half as often as I'd like. The End until I think up some new bit of supposedly witty self description. I live with my boyfriend of three years--an Italian American Manhattanite born and bred ex-street urchin who's been in the black market for centuries and did three tours in Vietnam, who, contrary to public opinion, I am NOT slumming with--and my girlfriend of one year, a student of the black market as well who's also a recovering JAP from New Jersey, as well as a recovering Hampshire student---in an apartment that's surprisingly beautiful for surprisingly little money relative to the ugly Northampton housing market. We have a black teenage cat named Gadget whom we recently saved from extermination in the death houses of the MSPCA. I used to work for a great organization called the Freedom Center, by and for people labeled with mental illnesses advocating for psychiatric patients' rights, alternatives to traditional treatment and accurate information about prescribed psychotropic drugs, only now I'm being forced out through a ridiculous. and if I may, oppressive fiasco. The moral of the story is not to ever date the cofounder of an organization you're working for. Certainly don't break up with him and expect to live to tell the tale.

My Interests

70s academic chic, 80s teen movies, a scanner darkly, alienating my rolemodels,participant observers,anthropology,bob flanagan,class structure,consumer/patient/survivor movement,critical resistance,cty, cultural studies,dsm-iv, economics,grand opening,graphic novels,hermeneutics,heroin,judaism,lit crit, low income rights,nonviolent crime,rich kids' neuroses,opiates,polyamoury,primary texts,second wave feminism,sex worker's rights,decriminalizing prostitution,shoplifting in grocery stores, shoplifiting fabulous outfits, free clothes,the banality of evil,bath and beauty products, patent leather, loud accessories, the bloomsbury group, the factory,the icarus project,the canon,utalitarianism,anarchism,veganism,lapsed veganism,freeganism,hooking,harm reduction,anti-prison work,getting paid to talk,sex worker memoirs, sex working business models, teach-ins, the Vietnam War,mad liberation movement, anti-psychiatry, ward representration, memoir fiction, Marxist economics, cultural studies, classical philosophy, getting out of Northampton often, urban development, urban decay, being downwardly mobile, white studies,osteoporosis, economic justice, critical resistance, decriminalizing drugs, syringe access, needle exchange, postpsychiatry, learning how to shut up and listen, sex work, strident bumper stickers, cold war hysteria, grantwriting, screwing with the press without getting screwed,boxcar diners, diner culture,local alternative weeklies, cats, feline intelligence, fashion magazines,decriminalizing prostitution,the criminal injistice system, the prison industry, 70s blaxploitation literature

I'd like to meet:

Faithtful sidekicks! Uh, comrades in the struggle. Fabulous faggots who will still fuck me and also repeat that three times fast. Sex working femmes/Marxist feminists who want to be part of a sex worker's rights movements. And fuck me. While we make indie porn, preferably. People fascinated in who rather than what I am. People who will make me work to keep up with them. (Actually, I'm *really* not so interested in the sexxxx anymore. I'm, like, the sexless ho. It's a dumb myth that sexworkers are nymphomaniacal or anything approaching that anyway. "Do you enjoy your work?" Well, as much as I enjoy a stack of hundred dollar bills, really.)

Music:

anything Motown ever,Elvis Costello, Kristin Hersh, gangsta rap,Mary Timony,Future Bible Heroes, The Magnetic Fields,Dusty Springfield, Elliott don-t-be-fucking-dead-Smith,Vic Chesnutt,Nico.Lou Reed, Hole, Juliana Hatfield,Laura Nyro,Lisa Germano,Buck 65--I don't really listen to music much these days at all--I wonder what it is.

Movies:

any mafia movie ever, the Magdalene Sisters, Love and Death on Long Island, All About Eve, Pump Up The Volume, Better Off Dead, Clockers, Jesus' Son, Burnt By The Sun, Annie Hall, All Over Me, Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf, The Crying Game, Wonderland, Velvet Goldmine, any HBO movie ever, Un Couer En Hiver, American Pimp, blaxploitation, Number One Gangster, Spike Lee, lotsa documentaries, Leaving Las Vegas,The Chase, City of God, Frailty,The Hamburg Cell,Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, La Dolce Vita, Fetishes, Spun

Television:

TV is counterrevolutionary, but....,The Young Ones, The Maxx, The Sopranos, The Wire,Oz,Deadwood,The Prisoner

Books:

Whocananswerthis, semiotext(e), Henry James, Italo Calvino, Marina Tsvetaeva, The Brothers K, Chris Kraus, Alison Bechdel, Dykes to Watch Out For, Christopher Isherwood, Leslie Bold's zines, Marge Piercy, Erving Goffman, Mary Mccarthy, Nietzsche but not his fan club, Mad in America, Judi Chamberlin, Woolf, Burroughs, Marx and some of his fan club, William Vollman, the Sex Work anthology, Bitch magazine, Clamor magazine, Freud, No More Prisons, Persimmon Blackridge, Peter Breggin, Postcards from the Edge, Blues People, the Rumpole series, Heart of Darkness, The Female Man, Sapphire, Sappho, Susan Sontag, Kate Millett, Kathy Acker, Julio Cortazar, Grace Paley, The Unposessed, Dorothy Parker, Joan Didion, Jean Genet, The Women's Room, The Sheltering Sky, JT Leroy--or whoever he actually turned out to be, Andre Gide, Bataille,charlotte perkins gilman,christopher isherwood,david lenson, david rattray, david wojnarowicz,Working by Dolores French,Strip City by Lily Burana, The Things They Carried by Tim O' Brian, donna minkowitz,emily hahn, eva hoffman, fanny hill, freud, george orwell, grace paley,hannah arendt, infinite jest, jean genet, jennifer blowdryer, jill johnston,joan didion, john stuart mill,jonathan swift,julio cortazar, kate millett, leroi jones, leslie bold,marina tsvetaeva,no more prisons,william uppski wimsatt, oscar wilde, our bodies our selves, persimmon blackridge, peter breggin, phyllis chesler, pills-a-go-go, plato,prozac highway, psalms, rimbaud, rousseau, rumpole, ruth l. ozeki, sapphire, sappho, simone de beauvoir, stephen fry, stephen merritt, susan sontag, the female man, the golden notebook, the women's room, thomas de quincy,how to legalize drugs,criminal injustice, are prisons obsolete? by angela davis,donald goines,honey honey miss thang by leon pettiway,chester himes

Heroes:

Michaelann Bewsee, (president of Arise, started it while on welfare, raising kids),Melissa Gira, (www.sacredwhore.org),William Burroughs,John Castagna,Marge Piercy.Malcolm X,J.S. Mill,Scarlot Harlot,Leslie Bold,the Black Panthers,the Stonewall rioters,the Tompkins Square Park rioters... (So I edited my e-xboyfriend out of my heroes--how tacky was it in the first place? Moral: don't date the cofounder of an organization you're working with.)