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x1984x

Teenage angst has paid off well. Now I'm bored and old.

About Me

It's cold and drab if I close my eyes. Imagine it's light and warm. I pine for a smile. I pine for a touch. I pine for a little bit of life. Shudder to think of what is coming. Gotta get... I gotta get away from here. Gotta get... I gotta get away. But I'm afraid of trying to find. Find the backdoor. Our being is nearer to death than life. Preparing the rope and wait. I pine for a smile. I pine for a touch. I pine for a little bit of life. Shudder to think of what is coming. Gotta get... I gotta get away from here. Gotta get... I gotta get away. Cause I got nothing left but the cold. Nothing left in our hearts. Nothing left to believe in to be thrilled of. Silence filled with darkness left in the cold. Poor android, poor android...
NOTHING IN COMMON
"The Cold"
I listen to a LOT of music. I fall in love with it in exactly the same way I do with girls. You can stalk my last.fm profile if you're really interested in what I've been listening to lately. Music is the only thing that keeps me "sane". It's my salvation. The ONLY thing that never lets me down at a crucial moment. That means slsk is my best friend now. Humans can pretty much fuck off. I usually try and see the best in people but I'll only give them enough rope to hang themselves with. I've had enough of fairweather friends! Know that my sarcasm is only matched by my sincerity. That throws most people for a loop but I have to keep myself entertained now, don't I! One of my nicknames is "insane john" so that will give you some ideas about me... But they're not the right ideas. I see more than the average bear. My one word description: Paradoxical.
I like building websites - 100% DIY. They were also done 100% on dialup - which I didn't like. the Shipyards (my Leatherface/ Frankie Stubbs fansite) was the first. I didn't know shit about HTML or even how to cut+paste when I started that one! I've since then built many more fansites: the j-PUNK Chronicles , China Drum , Broccoli , HDQ , Shatterhand , the LAST , and Annalise . It's been so cool getting to know some of the people and their fans while building those. All of which fall under the banner of "media empire" - x1984x fanzine . It has reviews of and interviews with punk bands - focusing almost completely on Europe and Japan. I find modern American bands very dull for the most part now. Interviews I've done so far have been with Leatherface, Longball To No-One, Sedaced, I Excuse, and Driveway Speeding. Some of my online content is even featured in a hard copy fanzine. My friend Jared started A Beat Of Our Own and asked me to submit some stuff! Went ahead and built him that page while I was at it. Boredom also produced these Hooton 3 Car , HDQ , and Turtlehead myspace pages. And I have a website going for Queef (the band!). It's been ages since anything new has happened with them though...
I had lots and lots of plans, like starting my own hardcopy zine, but everything is on hiatus now. I just don't have the drive and passion that I did a year ago. I guess losing everything I ever cared about in that short amount of time can do that to a person! That by no means suggests that I will kill x1984x or anything that's on it. I poured too much of my heart into there to just delete it. I never knew I was capable of such explosions of creativity! But I dunno... Maybe someday I will feel the motivation to start things up again. There will still be the odd update here and there but nothing like it used to be...

My Interests

Comments:

I'd like to meet:

Someone that never let the light in her eyes die... Does that even exist? People with a good sense of humor and intelligence. Make me laugh and make me think! I'll do the same! Know that I pick on people when I like them... I'm not (that) mean - it's just one of the ways I show affection. So you must be capable of laughing at yourself. It's not healthy if you can't laugh at yourself. I'll ask for no better than I give. Most people with over 500 "friends" shouldn't even bother trying to add me since I can't stand attention whores.
p.s. I hate when people waste my time.

rev john's Friend Space

rev john has no friends.

Nothing In Common

A Death In The Family

Annalise

Spermbirds

Big Boys

Four Dumb Kids

Samiam

The Vindictives

Music:


Music:
7 Seconds, 1000Travels Of Jawaharlal , A Death In The Family , Active Ingredients, The Adicts , Adolescents , AD's, Agent 86, Agent Orange , AK47 , ALL , Angelic Upstarts , Annalise , Articles Of Faith , The Authorities , The Avengers , Battalion Of Saints , The Because, Big Boys , Black Cougar Shock Unit , Black Flag, Blotto , Blueline Medic , Broccoli , Buzzcocks , Caustic Soda , China Drum , Circle Jerks , Citizen Fish , Alice Cooper , Cowboy Killers , The Cutups , Dag Nasty , The Damned , The Dangerfields , Dead Boys , Dead Inside , Dead Kennedys , Descendents , The Dicks , Dillinger Four , Dina , Drive , Drive Like Jehu , Driveway Speeding , Drunk , The Eat , The Enablers , Engage , Fifth Hour Hero , The Fix , Former Cell Mates , For The Day , Four Dumb Kids , Four Letter Word , The Freeze , The Germs , Goodbye Harry, Handgun Bravado , The Hated (MD), HDQ , Hooton 3 Car , Horace Goes Skiing, Hüsker Dü , I Excuse , I Hate Myself , International Jet Set, I Stand Alone , Jawbreaker , Jess(i)e , Jets To Brazil , The Jones , Kid Dynamite, The Last , Leatherface , The Lemonheads , Life Giving Waters, Life Indicator , Lifetime , Longball To No-One , Lovemen , Manifesto Jukebox, Mecht Mensch, Milestone, Milloy , Minority Blues Band , Minor Threat , Naked Raygun , Necros , Nirvana, No Choice , Nothing In Common , Nunfuckers , Ohno Express , One Leaf, Pagans, Painted Thin, The Pavers, Peter and the Test Tube Babies , The Phoenix Foundation , Poison Idea , The Police, Pope , Porcelain Boys , Propagandhi , Queef , Ramones , Ran , Really Red , Reno Divorce , The Replacements, The Ruts , The Sainte Catherines, Samiam , Screaming Fat Rat , Sedaced , Shatterhand , Shonben , Shook Ones , Sinkin' Ships , SNFU , Spermbirds , Springtime , The Stalin , State Run , Stiff Little Fingers , Stokoe , Stop That Astronaut, Strange Over The Sun , Frankie Stubbs , Subhumans , The Subhumans , The sWord , The Take , They Stole A Million , Toxic Reasons, Turbostaat , Turtlehead , The Urchin , Urinals , The Vibrators , The Victims, The Vindictives , Violent Femmes , VKTMS, Wat Tyler , The Weakerthans , The Weirdos , Will Falls Apart, Wipers, Witches With Dicks, Wordbug , You Me And The Atom Bomb , Zero Boys , Zero Fast

Television:


My Blog

Lifetime Problems

1. When is the last time you held hands with someone?I don't even remotely remember. And that is just fucking sad.2. What should you be doing right now?Making something for dinner and doing my MODEM R...
Posted by insane john on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 07:57:00 PST

Self Contortion

1. Will you be looking for a new job?Oh fucking hell yes! 2. Will you be looking for a new relationship?Fuck relationships...pretty much.3. New house?Done that.4. What will you do different in 07?Ever...
Posted by insane john on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 06:42:00 PST

Snuffy Smile project

Yes it's true... I'm working on a COMPLETE Snuffy Smile discography torrent! But I'll need your help to do it. The cds won't be terribly hard to get together at 192kbs. But the 7"s will be a different...
Posted by insane john on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 09:06:00 PST

Everything And Nothing

EIGHT Last Things:8. Cigarette: about 15 years ago... I'M NO RETARD!!!!7. Beverage: tea6. Movie: umm...Diary Of A Mad Black Woman...hahaha!!5. Phone Call: Crazy Kevin4. CD Played: Wordbug - Losing It ...
Posted by insane john on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 10:03:00 PST

American Dream

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?So, here's how it works:1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)2. Put it on shuffle3. Press play4. For every question, typ...
Posted by insane john on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 02:50:00 PST

The Cold!

1.You and Jesus go out to dinner - who pays?That waiter would have some brass cahones to bring Jesus a check.2. You suddenly have to flee the country and adopt an alias. What is it?Guy Incognito... Wh...
Posted by insane john on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 09:07:00 PST

Like A Day

WHAT MADE YOU SMILE YESTERDAY?hahahaha...when Jenn said I'm not old!WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT 8 THIS MORNING?Dreaming.WHAT WERE YOU DOING 15 MINUTES AGO?Reading stupid bulletins and litening to Caustic S...
Posted by insane john on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 08:39:00 PST

Schizophrenia

Schizophrenia is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a mental disorder characterized by impairments in the perception or expression of reality and/or by significant social or occupational dysfuncti...
Posted by insane john on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 11:39:00 PST

One year. This minute. This second.

It's 3am...HAPPY BIRTHDAY *******!Do you get the joke?Do you?! Huh? HUH?! :)That was exactly one year ago tonight. This minute. This second. Things were very very very different then. I was. She COMPL...
Posted by insane john on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 12:02:00 PST

With Or Without U2

What is in the back seat of your car right now?A dead body. And it's really starting to stink.What was the last thing you threw up?When I opened my car door.Menthol or regular cigarettes?Fuck smoking....
Posted by insane john on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 11:12:00 PST