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Miss Widdowson

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About Me


I am Emma. Hear me roooaaar.Yeah.I can be a bit of a knobhead. A bit obsessive compulsive. A bit jealous. A bit scatter brained. And really stupid. A bit annoying. A bit mean. A bit selfish. And really moody. But sometimes, just sometimes, I'm alright.I am a shit excuse for a student, studying/living/sleeping/playing out in Preston, ocassionally (same old story) going to lectures, in a pathetic attempt to gain a degree in Philosophy, in a vain struggle to give my life some form of direction.I don't know where I want to go, where I want to end up, or how I'll get wherever I do, and I'm not quite sure I care. All I know is that I'll do anything to be happy, even sometimes, risk happiness itself... Confused? You should be.I think about things that don't need to be thought about. I don't think about the things I should. I'm usually breaking things, or messing things up. I like chaos, there's something strangely calm about it. I like it when there are no answers.I dream and imagine a lot. I can talk to myself for hours. I scribble my name down over and over. Sometimes along side somebody elses. I wish I was everything you needed me to be.

My Interests

Music, Film, Art, Fashion, Student-ism, Philosophy, Literature, Photography, Conversing, Thinking, Procrasinating, Camping, Searching, Exploring, Adventuring, Fields, Rain, Myself, Love and Heartbreak.

I'd like to meet:

Will Mellor - to sleep with him. Alan Smith - to sleep with him also. Eric Clapton - to listen to him play his guitar and sing. Benjamin Zephaniah - to write a poem with him. Karl Marx - to argue with him and tell him he's an arse. Humbert Humbert - to have a cup of tea and a chat with him.View All Friends | View Blog | View Pics | Add Comment

Music:

Arctic Monkeys, Autobahn, The Automatic, The Beatles, Blur, Bran Van 3000, Busted, The Cardigans, Chemical Brothers, The Clash, Coldplay, Craig Armstrong, Crowded House, Damien Rice, Dandy Warhols, Dashboard Confessional, Edtors, Elastica, The Enemy, Eric Clapton, Fatboy Slim, The Fratellis, Get Cape. Wear Cape. Fly., Girls Aloud, The Gossip, Gym Class Heroes, Happy Mondays, The Holloways, The Hoosiers, The Horrors, Howling Bells, Joy Division, The Kaiserchiefs, Kasabian, The Killers, Kings of Leon, The La's, LCD Soundsystem, Lilly Allen, Manic Street Preachers, Maroon 5, Maximo Park, McFly, Moby, Morrissey, New Young Pony Club, Nick Cave, Oasis, Ocean Colour Scene, The Presets, Pulp, Shiny Toy Guns, The Smiths, Stereophonics, The Stone Roses, Suede, Sunshine Underground, Supergrass, The Ting Tings, Tom Waits, Travis, T-Rex, The Undertones, Velvet Underground, The View, The Whip.
Bands I have seen: The Automatic The View The Gossip New Young Pony Club MumRa The Whip The Horrors x2 The Goo Goo Dolls The Fratellis James Kasabian The Killers Editors Snow Patrol The Cribs Mark Ronson Lilly Allen Manic Street Preachers The Fray Jet Baby Shambles McFly Damien Rice Dizzee Rascal Happy Mondays The Rumble Strips The Hoosiers Ghosts The Holloways Boy Kill Boy Plan B The Ting Tings The Kooks

Movies:

American Beauty American Hstory X American Psycho Babel Closer Fox and the Hound Love Actually Romeo & Juliet

Television:

Jonathan Creek Top Gear Scrubs Skins America's Next Top Model

Books:

'Lolita' - Vladimir Nabokov
'On Suicide' - David Hume
'Beyond Good and Evil' - Nietzsche

Heroes:

My Mother and Father..."They gave up a lot for me to have not just what I needed, but they tried so I could have what I wanted too, and I'll never ever be able to repay them, so to take them for granted would be stupid."

My Blog

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If the night should be so stillThat flames should not flickerAnd trees do not whisperI could hear your heartA million miles awayIf the day should be so brightThat the clouds would not callThose raindr...
Posted by Miss Widdowson on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 03:15:00 PST

I don't love you anymore...

40 Questions SurveyWhen you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you saidI really don't know...When is the next time you will make outWith my dog in a few minutes...What's ...
Posted by Miss Widdowson on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 04:04:00 PST

Snot

I wanna be living for the love of you!Still not well!  Still not done that philosophy essay! Still not receieved my trophy from Regionals.  Still not tidied my room.  Still not sent off...
Posted by Miss Widdowson on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 01:19:00 PST

Subject

I really feel like writing something right now.  But I have nothing to write about.  Give me a clue.
Posted by Miss Widdowson on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:47:00 PST

The A to Z of Emma Louise

A - AVAILABLE:Not for you my friend. B - BIRTHDAY:18th March C - CRUSHING:I fancy everybody. Dave, James, Cat, Dani, Lauren, Caz, but, especially Mike. Everybody fancies Mike. D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD:R...
Posted by Miss Widdowson on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 04:48:00 PST

ERRRRR GAY

PSYCHOLOGY COURSEWORK DUE 10:40AM MONDAY MORNING...ITS NOW 12:26 AM MONDAY MORNING...AND IM FUCKING DO-WAH-DIDYING ABOUT ON MYSPACE...PROCRASINATION I THINK ITS CALLED...IN FACT I KNOW ITS CALLED...IF...
Posted by Miss Widdowson on Fri, 17 Nov 2006 04:36:00 PST

IS THIS ME?!

Is This Me? wealth seeking, prefers extravagance, superficial, believes the bigger the pay check the more important the person, competitive, selfish, preoccupied with money, believes they deserve to h...
Posted by Miss Widdowson on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 12:40:00 PST

yes or no

Really Long Have You Ever (only yes or no. don't explain)Have You Ever....smoked:yes had your butt grabbed by a total stranger:yes stole your friend's boyfriend:yes gotten drunk:yes made out with a st...
Posted by Miss Widdowson on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 08:06:00 PST

a little personal this one

A bumpy road - Survey on Love, Lust, and Liking - an itsy bitsy graphic, but who's complaining?True love:Does it exist?:Nope If not, whats the alternative?:Love - subjectable If yes, are you an optimi...
Posted by Miss Widdowson on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 07:33:00 PST

C O N F E S S I O N S

c o n f e s s i o n s ~*be honest*~- y e s - o r - n o -I'M AFRAID OF SILENCE:not at all I TALK A LOT WHEN I GET NERVOUS:nope the opposite I AM REALLY TICKLISH:yep!  I'VE BEEN CALLED A TEASE:all...
Posted by Miss Widdowson on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 07:11:00 PST