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About Me

Hey, My name is Shannen and I'm 19 years old. I'm a very active person and don't have much time for myself at all. My career I did choose was modeling, I loved it. In the near future I might even take up acting. I live in Hamilton Ontario at the moment. I plan on moving to Montreal or Vancouver possibly next year or in 2008 sometime. I'm interested in meeting tons of new people from all over the world. I have been working towards a new car. The car of my choice is an Acura RSX. I have recently quit my job as a framer and have been searching for something in the law enforcement field. I will be returning to high school this September and then in January i will be attending university.My favorite thing in the world is shoes. I love shoes... i have tons of shoes and quite a few pairs of stilettos lol... I also love my music, with out my music I don't think i could exist, I love clothes as well.. I can never have enough I guess you can kinda call me a preppy girl but well I also have that sweet kind of attitude and personality. But preppy is fine with me.. my attitude changes with the clothes I wear. I dunno it is strange! ANOTHER favorite is music.. I cant live without it.. it is my life and I look forward to it everyday.I have currently quit modeling, now and i don't really want to go back to it... i have done my share and proved my talent and i would rather just be normal... some people think that I'm special and popular as a model i don't go for that... i am just like everyone else..... i want to have a normal life and not have agents pestering me about every little thing.I don't care what people think, and I don't care what you have to say. I don't believe in God, Buddha or religion for that matter... I am an Atheist. I guess you could say SOME thing happen for a reason.. but not ALL things.. I am even have a little disbelief on that quote!"if i could be anything i would be your tear, i would be born in your eye, live on your cheek and die on your lips"" I am who I am, if you don't like it... FUCK YOU"" Never say that a group of people can't change the world... cause to tell you something.. it is the only thing that ever has""God", is a three letter word.. but spelled backwards it spells dog.. so if anything... "god" is a fucking dog""Dreams don't come true, There is always something standing in the way to fuck you over"if you want to know anything else let me know and I will happy chat with you!

My Interests

music, friends, guys, guys and more guys!, reading, bikes, cars, magazines, basketball, volleyball, boxing, judo, karate, kittens, modeling, drawing, acting, friends, parties, time for myself, $$$$$$$, shopping, my cell phone, family, meeting new people, hanging out, chillin with friends, chatting, finding the latest jeans, shopping sprees, new toys, getting dirty, having fun, drinking sometimes, hugz and kisses, sleep, Wendy's spicy chicken sandwich with tons of hot sauce, and suicide/hot chicken wings are my favorite food, nights with the girls, nights with the guys, buying clothes, shoes, accessories for anything, painting my room,paint balling, designing, writing poetry, expressing myself through music, cleaning, working with children, my room, video games, racing, getting greasy with the cars lmao, cameras, pictures, life itself... and most of all i enjoy a challenge.If you would like to see some of my poetry, quotes, stories and such , my blog is available. You might find something you never knew but could possibly help you in the end!I hate the following: bitches, if you wanna be a bitch be my guest but you will get the same in return when ppl judge me b4 knowing me when ppl tell you what to do and what not to do when ppl hold you back from something you want to do when ppl make fun of you when they don't know who you are when things go the other way then the way i want it too guys who are one hit wonders ppl who try and be who they are not when ppl try to make a bad impression on someone when you try and make a difference to your body you should be happy with who you are being told how to run my life 50 cent i hate him he is a poser haters, you wanna hate go somewhere else buses, cabs, any other public transportation dirty clothes the Montreal Canadians Toronto maple leafs guns (to a certain extent)If a doctor ever told I had a certain amount of time to live I would shoot him in the face and probably go on a killing spree... thats a fair warning!Although the end result would be me in a puddle of my own blood being filled with lead from the army or the cops and such! I'm willing to accept that!

I'd like to meet:

I am not looking to meet anyone for a relationship, I am in one and I am happy. I have already found the guy of my dreams! His name is Jesse and he is just amazing, everything about him I love, without him, I dunno where I would be. He is my world and no one will ever take his place. Everything is well and I'm content the way I am.I'm up for meeting new people so just give me a message and ill get back to ya! If you want to message me go ahead, I won't regret a quick chat or a mild friendship, but there will be no taking over. You think I'm hot its fine.. say so... that's fine.

Music:

All SORTS OF MUSIC, MY FAVORITE THING INT HE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! Eminem,Carrie Underwood, Snoop Dog, Tupac, Akon, Lloyd Banks,Young Jeezy,Biggie,Luda, Mase, Will Smith, Nelly, Fabulous, Pharell, Britney spears some of her music, Christina Aguilara, Mary j Blige, Garth Brooks, Rihanna, Shania Twain, Gretchen Wilson, Alan Jackson, Derks Bentley, Ja Rule, Lil Jon, Eastside Boys, Jlo, Fat Joe, D12, Master P, Young Dro, George, Cashis,Terror Squad, Queen, Linkin Park, Swollen Members, Usher, some ICP, blink 182, Bob Marley, Chamillionaire, Metallica, Motley Crew, Pussycat Dollz, Timbaland, Nelly Furtado, Joe Satriani, Rush, ACDC, classified, Avril Lavigne,Lil Kim, Ne-yo, Bryan Adams, Shakira, Three Days Grace, Good Charlotte, Iron Maiden, Gunz and Roses,Jay Z, Cascada, Ashley Simpson, Jessica Simpson, Big and Rich, Aaron Prichett, Chris Brown, Lil Wayne, David Banner, Beyonce, Keisha Cole, Dr. Dre, Keisha Chante, Ciara, Fort Minor, Field Mob, Crime Mob, The Game, Ginuwine, Gwen Stefani, Hinder, Hoobastank, Jeulz Santana, Justin Timberlake, J Kwon, Chingy... etc... i think you get the point...

Movies:

action movies, movies with a lot of nice cars in them. comedies like jackass 1 and 2 cant wait for 3 sports movies, coach carter, space jam was my favorite cartoon movie hehe bugs Bunny is the shit! TMNT they fucking rock... Horror/scary

Television:

i don't watch a lot of tv, im more of a outdoors person, or I'm on the computer designing shit lol... um... if i do watch tv it is mostly CSI, Family Guy, TMNT, Laguna Beach, Futurama cause of Adam, Comedy channel, 24, Law and Order, Pussycat Dolls the next doll, lots of music.

Books:

I only read when i have time to read.. which isn't very often at all.. But i like to read books that grab you right at the beginning of the book.. those who read know what I'm talking about, the book has lead you into the story..I like horror books and mystery books mostly, I'm not so much the romantic type person lmao

Heroes:

Christina Aguilara is my IDOL Eminem is my INSPIRATION Spider man is my HERO My World is my FUTURE And a lucky guy will be part of ME

My Blog

Religion is Bullshit!

When it comes to bullshit, big-time, major league bullshit, you have to stand in awe of the all-time champion of false promises and exaggerated claims, religion. No contest. No contest. Religion. Reli...
Posted by <3Beautifully Broken Inside<3 on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 11:33:00 PST

suggestions please?????

How do u tell someone that they themselves are not your type? How do u explain that to someone that says they are truly inlove with you? Is there a right or wrong way? I mean is it hard to accept peop...
Posted by <3Beautifully Broken Inside<3 on Mon, 28 May 2007 04:47:00 PST

reflection

reflection Have you starred in the mirror and not recognize the person looking back?The hair, skin, and the curves and lines that make up the face are familarBut the eyes are those of strangerHave wo...
Posted by <3Beautifully Broken Inside<3 on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 10:59:00 PST

EVERYTIME!

Everytime I see you, and I look into your eyes, Its hard to walk away, with out the tears and sighs. Everytime I think of you, your running through my mind, All the smiles and all the laughs...
Posted by <3Beautifully Broken Inside<3 on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 09:09:00 PST

I AM THIS GIRL!

To every girl that is scared toput her heart out there again,because she has been hurttoo many times or so badly.To every girl thathas been cheated on,because she's not a slutwho gives it up to any gu...
Posted by <3Beautifully Broken Inside<3 on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 09:03:00 PST

NEVER AGAIN!

I gave up on you and meWhen I was confused.Felt like you didn't care about me,Seemed like I was being used.After promising to tryTo make your happiness my only aim,I let you down and made you cry.I'll...
Posted by <3Beautifully Broken Inside<3 on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:36:00 PST

Sunset!

On a distant little Island Far beyond the seasWas nothing but a landcovered with sand and treesA land of freedom,love and peacethe only place  hearts would releaseI will always remember the ...
Posted by <3Beautifully Broken Inside<3 on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 11:12:00 PST

THINK OF ME?

Now that your gone,Now that you have walked right out of my life.Are you happy,Do you ever wonder why?Why we ended it this way,There is still so much left to say.This distance thats between us,Cant be...
Posted by <3Beautifully Broken Inside<3 on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:18:00 PST

WHY? THIS IS TOO MY EX BEST FRIEND! SHE KNOWS WHO SHE IS!

I trusted you more than anything,And claimed you as my friend.But I made the biggest mistake,And you lied to me in the end.I believed you, I trusted you,I cared for you, and at times I cried.But in th...
Posted by <3Beautifully Broken Inside<3 on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:22:00 PST

IF YOU COULD

IF YOU COULD if you could only see my tears  running down my cheek if you could only feel my heart and listen as a i speak if you could only hear my voice and feel my pain inside   if only...
Posted by <3Beautifully Broken Inside<3 on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:17:00 PST