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About Me

My mommy and daddy did not hug me enough when I was a child, so I turned into a bitter and vengeful human being.
I'm human. I have feelings, just like everyone else. I may not let you see them, but they are somewhere deep within me. I am on a search for someone who will make me whole. I'm starting to believe I will never find them, because everytime I think I've found them I'm left alone. I hate a lot of people, but I also hold some people very close to me and care for them a lot. I'm not as shallow as some of you may think. I feel that some people just can't take a joke. Some people think I'm egomaniacal, which is funny cause I'm actually the complete opposite. I let most people see what I want them to see, only a few get closer to me and see deeper into who I am. I hope the people who I have let see deeper into me know who they are, if not it saddens that they do not know how much of myself I have released to them and they cannot understand how difficult it was for me to do just that. To make a long story short, my life sucks. Thank you for your brief visit into my mind. Please come again soon.

My Interests

I like tattoos and piercings. I like drinking, probably more than I should, I'm trying to cut down on that. I like a lot of shit really, I don't know, just ask me.

I'd like to meet:

People I get along with, which is hard to find.

Music:

My taste in music is very diverse. I like Punk, Hardcore, Classic Rock, Heavy Metal, Death Metal, Industrial, Thrash Metal, some Rap, some Grind, and some Black Metal. Basically, I like just about anything you can think of.

Artists/Bands I like: Lil' Wayne, Saigon, JR Writer, Cam'ron, Juelz Santana, Cassidy, D-Block, Tame-One, The Leak Brothers., Circle of Tyrants, Necro, Ill Bill, Cage, Sabac, Goretex, Copywrite, Marilyn Manson, Against All Authority, Bad Brains, (Old) Bad Religion, Propaghandi, Pennywise, Fleshgrind, Severe Torture, Exhumed, Aeon, Vader, Amoral, Hypocrisy, Black Mamba, Lamb of God, Dope, Prick, Anal Cunt, God Forbid, Operation Ivy, Radiohead, Mike Ness, Social Distortion, Morbid Angel, Sublime, Conflict, Arch Enemy, Minor Threat, Black Flag (Pre-Rollins), Circle Jerks, Obtained Enslavement, Bob Marley, Filth, The Refused, Christ Agony, Agent Orange, Mindgrinder, Immortal Technique, Superjoint Ritual, Candiria, Sepultura, Hour of Penance, The Exploited, Tool, Cryptospy, Autopsy, Scars of Tomorrow, Agnostic Front, Mos Def, Talib Kweli, Pink Floyd, VoiVod, Subhumans, Johnny Cash, Testament, Hatebreed, Fear, The Addicts, The Doors, Led Zeppelin, GBH, GG Allin, Oi Polloi, LeftÃ¶ver Crack, Dead Kennedys, Murphy's Law, Dropkick Murphys, The Clash, TSOL, Aus-Rotten, The Unseen, Nuclear Assault, and Nine Inch Nails.

Movies:

I like a lot of movies, some of my favorites off the top of my head would be Scarface, Anchorman, Boondock Saints, American History X, Fight Club, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Demons At The Door, and pretty much any horror movie.

Television:

I don't watch much tv but what I do like is the following shows: Family Guy and Futurama. I like the history channel and discovery channel. CSI is a good show too. I also watch boxing, just about anytime it's on, seeing that I'm a huge boxing fan.

Books:

Not currently reading anything, maybe you should suggest something to me.

Heroes:

I have no clue

My Blog

new writing

As I awaken from my dreams, I see you lying next to me. I momentarily pause. This can't be reality. I must still be dreaming. If so, just let me sleep. I don't want to wake up. I would like to stay he...
Posted by Suffocate Me With Your Regrets on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 12:28:00 PST

One of my writings

I'm slowly sifting through the bodies. I've been searching for so long and still can't seem to find what I'm looking for. I thoroughly dissect each corpse, ripping through flesh and intern...
Posted by Suffocate Me With Your Regrets on Wed, 23 May 2007 07:31:00 PST

....

"And we'll be beaten down without mercy or meaningI turn my face to a careless skylineI'm searching hard for a sign from heavenBut they've forgotten me here" "And sometimes at night I feel I'm just a ...
Posted by Suffocate Me With Your Regrets on Wed, 16 May 2007 04:42:00 PST

Ramblings of Inner Thoughts

I've lost all stabilityThe world moves without meCompletely uncontrolledThere is nothing I can doTo slow the insanityThe thoughts in my mindThey drive me madI hold them insideUntil they erupt from meI...
Posted by Suffocate Me With Your Regrets on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 09:11:00 PST

Argh...

Im steady trying to find a motive, Why do what i do? Freedom ain't gettin no closer.No matter how far i go.
Posted by Suffocate Me With Your Regrets on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 08:03:00 PST

New BLOG

I just want to see how many people actually read these things.
Posted by Suffocate Me With Your Regrets on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 03:26:00 PST

I am...

mentally unstable. I feel like I'm losing control of everything that is going on around me. It just doesn't really make any sense to me. On a better note, my profile song still fucki...
Posted by Suffocate Me With Your Regrets on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 12:06:00 PST

10 Things I hate

1. Sitting home my whole day off2. People that tell me how I'm feeling3. George W. Bush4. People who make plans and don't follow through5. W...
Posted by Suffocate Me With Your Regrets on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 04:00:00 PST

The new band...

Add Us: my new band.
Posted by Suffocate Me With Your Regrets on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 10:41:00 PST

I'm addicted

to watching Iron Chef America on the food network. It's just hilarious how fearsome these guys look. I just need to remember not to watch it when I'm hungry...like now.
Posted by Suffocate Me With Your Regrets on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 09:07:00 PST