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TerrorTwilight

"Life gets done behind us"

About Me


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I have a wishlist, beotches! Send me presents and I will name a character after you in my book. haha!
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/1SEWEX18T18F3/

Me in a nutshell:
Depressed.
Optimistic.
Doritos.
Music is blood.
Reading means you exist.
Writing lets the pain free.
Friends are chapters of your book...not all of them survive
to the end of the story.
Bored.
Hyper.
Heartbroken.
Geek.
Catharsis is the best word in the english language.

I have poems and stories here.
www.guidedbynoises.com

My Interests

Playing guitar
Writing poetry
Reading
Hanging with my friends
Recording soundscapes and soundtracks for my life
Chatting
Video games.
Going to the movies
My kitties

I'd like to meet:


A charming, funny, down-to-earth girl who isn't interested in material things. A girl who enjoys reading, writing, maybe? I am a bit of a poet, so that would win points with you, also. I am a bit on the morbid side, so a girl who likes horror movies and Resident Evil games, would be most excellent, too.

I need a girl who wants to know my soul, you know? I have been through scads of relationships, and even a marriage, but nobody has ever taken the time to just sit down and talk to me and figure out how I work, and why I work, and what I really want out of life.

Anybody can get a job. Anybody can get a house. I mean...what you REALLY want out of life. Your soul, your heart.
It's terribly easy to lay your hand on someone's heart and say "I love you". It means more because we have been brain washed by a ton of stupid romantic comedy movies.

But for someone to lay their hand on my heart and say "I want to know this. I will treasure it as if it were my own. And I want to learn all about it. Then. THEN I would be getting somewhere.

I need a soft heart. I need someone that blushes from compliments. I need someone that wants to hear my favorite album, just so they can see what it means to me. Or read my favorite book to learn why I like it so much. Those are things that people often overlook, but they mean a lot to me.

Music:


Sonic Youth, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Bikini Kill, Sleater-Kinney
Throwing Muses, Pretty Girls Make Graves
Radiohead, Pavement
Smashing Pumpkins, Kristen Hersh
Portishead, Superchunk
Pussy Galore, Be Your Own Pet
Wolf Eyes, The Pixies
Ramones, NIN
The Beatles
Lilly Allen
SoundTeam
and countless more.

Movies:

The Evil Dead 2
Donnie Darko
Clerks
Saving Private Ryan
The Crow
Kill Bill
Star Wars

Television:

South Park
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Xena
Twin Peaks
The Office

Books:

"The Bell Jar" Sylvia Plath
"Watership Down" Richard Adams
"The Dark Tower" Stephen King
"Girl, Interrupted" Susanna Kayesen
"I Am Legend" Richard Christian Matheson
"Skin" Kathe Koja

Heroes:

Your results:
You are Dr. Doom Dr. Doom 62% Apocalypse 62% Magneto 56% Mr. Freeze 54% Lex Luthor 54% The Joker 52% Juggernaut 49% Venom 49% Two-Face 49% Green Goblin 45% Dark Phoenix 45% Kingpin 42% Catwoman 42% Riddler 39% Mystique 37% Poison Ivy 27% Blessed with smarts and power but burdened by vanity.
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Thurston Moore of Sonic Youth

Jules from "Pulp Fiction"

Fiver from "Watership Down"

Kristen Hersh from Throwing Muses

and Sarah Silverman...whom I plan on making my future ex-wife someday.

My Blog

Closure

It usually happens in the middle of the movie. The main character holds the polaroid of their loved one so the camera can see it...then  slowly holds it in the flame and lets the person disappear...
Posted by TerrorTwilight on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 08:22:00 PST

yay

I have lost ten pounds this past week! Yay me! I am doing a fast and it's going very well; I haven't ate since Saturday...just juice and water. Ten more pounds to go. My goal is 20-25 pounds before I...
Posted by TerrorTwilight on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 01:55:00 PST

Random Magic pt1

      The anorexic woman peeped over her cards at us, smiled crookedly, and snapped her hand down on the table. "Hah! I win!" She leaned back in her chair and crossed her bony...
Posted by TerrorTwilight on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 08:32:00 PST

Yes you.

I've been in a mental institution twice now. I love the line from the book "Girl, Interrupted"....where she says about nuthouses...."People always ask me how I got in here....but what they really want...
Posted by TerrorTwilight on Mon, 02 Jul 2007 12:54:00 PST

Spidey 3

Okay, so I saw it today and the result? eh.. The movie is decent, and worth watching but it's definitely a popcorn movie. You won't find anything deep or involving. The movie itself is like a jumble...
Posted by TerrorTwilight on Sun, 06 May 2007 08:15:00 PST

quiet loner

I can't believe what happened at Virginia Tech. That something like this could happen 30 miles from my house. I used to work at Virginia Tech for Christs sake. I have been reading the survivor storie...
Posted by TerrorTwilight on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 02:55:00 PST

One year later

So my date with Sarah Michelle Gellar went pretty well, we went...okay okay... April Fools. Anyway, so it's the one year anniversary of my seperation and consequent divorce. What have I got accomplish...
Posted by TerrorTwilight on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 11:24:00 PST

reprise

so my ex wife called me yesterday. Yes, I am officially divorced now. I got the papers a week ago. She called to tell me she is moving to Arizona. Arizona? Anyway, and she wants to drop off the remain...
Posted by TerrorTwilight on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 01:12:00 PST

Sleep

"Do you think it's another man?" "I don't know. I don't think so." "You know, Jamie...after my third divorce...I had to do some soul searching, ya know? I had to sit down and think about what was goin...
Posted by TerrorTwilight on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 10:00:00 PST

January 21, 1997

During 96-97 I dated a mentally unstable girl who I will call Sarah. We met in college and had a very tumultous relationship with many breakups and breakdowns. This is a journal entry I wrote in 1997 ...
Posted by TerrorTwilight on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 01:15:00 PST