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ll Cj Outlaw ll

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About Me

Why do the good guys always finish last?
To make sure everyone else has made it first.
I believe in the teachings of Jesus Christ, the Son of the most high God.
I believe only because I have first doubted, and through my times of weakness, I only become stronger.
I will never turn my back on those who need me.
I might give too much of myself but I say I'm still too selfish.
I am patient, slow to anger, but I hold a lot in. When I get mad...you'll know it.
In face to face conversation, I have a bad habit of pretending to know what you're talking about.
Most of the time I am a complete goof, but I have a very cryptic side.
I'm a bad liar so i try not to.
My goal is to make you smile, my dream is to make you laugh.
I respect girls. No one seems to anymore. Chivalry is not dead, nor am I.
All in all, I'm a genuine and likable guy.
hollaaa.
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I am the lead vocalist of the local heavy metal band
Hallow.
We rock the house.
Check us out
myspace.com/hallowband
Always be humble and gentle.
Be patient with each other,
making allowance for each other’s faults because of your love.
Ephesians 4:2
SUPPORT.***********+++

My Interests

Yahweh /// Church /// Art /// Poetry /// Philosophy /// Theology /// Rock /// Family /// Friends /// Panda Express /// Buffalo Wild Wings /// Sushi /// Drums /// Anime /// Comedy /// Horror /// History /// Singing /// Shock Television /// The Human Mind

I'd like to meet:



I've a confession to make...
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Music:

Heavy and emotional...

Fun.

As I Lay Dying
Avenged Sevenfold
Barlow Girl
The Beatles
Breaking Benjamin
Demon Hunter
Destroy The Runner
Disciple
Dogwood
Flatfoot 56
Hallow :)
Haste The Day
Incubus
Killswitch Engage
Linkin Park
Living Sacrifice
Maylene and the Sons of Disaster
Papa Roach
Paramore
Red
Rise Against
The Showdown
Skillet
Slipknot
System of a Down
Three Days Grace
Underoath

Movies:

The one that is my life.

Television:


The Office
Psych
Bleach
Robot Chicken
Spongebob

Books:



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My Blog

Gundown

So lately I've been staringinto soulsOh so lately it's me hiding behind this gun barrelHoping to God I'll come out livingand lovingagain.My brains, they rattle with the fire of somany hailstorm bigots...
Posted by ll Cj Outlaw ll on Mon, 12 May 2008 09:33:00 PST

Current White

And once again,I've come back to this doorto look through its window.You sit.You are in this room of white.A friendly gesture to you and you wave backBut this time, you understand.The friendly smile f...
Posted by ll Cj Outlaw ll on Wed, 07 May 2008 10:02:00 PST

Current Black

Only confusion is left. A hand trembles for a moment as it bleeds. Too bad for that who it belongs to Too bad it belongs to me. Turns out that by turning my head I severed a beautiful bond. Who knew...
Posted by ll Cj Outlaw ll on Wed, 07 May 2008 10:03:00 PST

Dear Child,

Dear Child,I haven't seen you in so longi'm overjoyed to see you again.I know you feel unworthy,But I often wonder how I could have made such a beautiful face.You don't have to cry.Understand that I f...
Posted by ll Cj Outlaw ll on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 11:38:00 PST

Putrid.

Heave it up.EVERY last drop.Nothing left inside of you andEverything is well.Clean yourself off but then we will accompany you.Listen to usListen to us our mouths are tied upwith our own afflictionof ...
Posted by ll Cj Outlaw ll on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 10:59:00 PST

Rememory Red Red Red

We rekindle the phraseOf nothing new.Yet still,The fire fades.The light of days.And what IfI'm too spreadto strike another match?The oak is dampand the fuel is low.I want to know  I grow in all a...
Posted by ll Cj Outlaw ll on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 08:33:00 PST

Altitude.

Heavy breath.Heavy breath.I know there's a hold here.There's always a hold.Always a...Ha!Fasten fingers firmlyGrip the edge.Hold on tight.Give yourslef a wedge.Every muscle flexesAs the body is lifted...
Posted by ll Cj Outlaw ll on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 08:51:00 PST

Its the Water

The jewels of sands glitter through the lowered light of the amber sun.    Waves.Crash.  subtle.The breeze can barely speak it's own name,luckily its presence is already apparent.T...
Posted by ll Cj Outlaw ll on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 11:53:00 PST

Kill the cliche.

Same ol'Same ol.But when life gets you down...just shut up.Did you hear something?Remove the yarn from your muffled earsAnd sew together your quivering lips.You'll thank me later.And how about them ha...
Posted by ll Cj Outlaw ll on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 12:00:00 PST

oh gratitude.

Oh gratitude.We miss it so much, this world.To be lovedwemust love and to breathe we must not take it for granted.Oh oh the gratitudewe had.you had.no more.Be grateful for a change sir,and respect tha...
Posted by ll Cj Outlaw ll on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 11:20:00 PST