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Zillah

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I am--yet what I am, none cares or knows; My friends forskake me like a memory lost: I am the self consumer of my woes; They rise and vanish in oblivion's host, Like shadows in love's frenzied stifled throes: And yet I am, and live--like vapours toss'tInto the nothingness of scorn and noise-- Into the living sea of waking dreams, Where there is neither sense of life or joys, But in the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems; Even the dearest, that I love the best Are strange--nay stranger than the rest.I long for scenes where man hath never trod A place where woman never smiled or wept There to abide with my Creator, GOD, And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept, Untroubling, and untroubled where I lie, The grass below--above the vaulted sky.John Clare(1793-1864)
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When I say...............................I am a Christian,I am not shouting "I am saved"I am whispering "I get lost"That is why I chose this way.When I say...............................I am a Christian,I do not speak of this with prideI am confessing that I stumbleAnd need someone to be my guide.When I say................................I am a ChristianI am not trying to be strongI am professing that I am weakAnd pray for strength to carry on.When I say...............................I am a Christian I am not claiming to be perfect My flaws are too visible But GOD believes I am worth it.When I say..............................I am a Christian I still feel the sting of pain I have my share of heartaches which is why I seek HIS name.When I say.............................I am a Christian I do not wish to judge I have no authority I only know I am Loved...HERE ARE THE RULES FOR BEING HUMAN....................................................... ................................................1. You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it will be yours for the entire period this time around.2. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called life. Each day in this school you will have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like the lessons or think them irrelevant and stupid.3. There are no mistakes, ONLY LESSONS. Growth is a process of trial and error and experimentation. The "failed" experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiment that ulimately "works".4. A lesson is repeated until learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it, you can then go on to the next lesson.5. Learning lessons DOES NOT END. There is no part of life that does not contain its lessons. If you are alive, there are lessons to be learned.6. " There " is no better place than " here ". When your " there " has become a " here " , you will simply obtain another " there " that will again, look better than " here ".7. Others are merely mirrors of YOU. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects to you something you love or hate about yourself.8. What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you do with them is up to you. The choice is yours.9. Your answers lie inside YOU. The answers to life's questions lie inside YOU. All you need to do is look, listen, and trust.10. YOU WILL FORGET ALL THIS!!!!Rollerskating, photography, movies,documentaries, reading, expelling deception with truth, history, anything that existed before my creation, dancing like there is nobody around, praying, skydiving, nature, mudbogging, waterfalls, hiking, camping, outdoor skating, traveling, horses,reading, poetry, art, especially preraphealite era, native american culture, theatre, worshiping Christ, talking about Christ, going to praise and worship concerts, and being with friends and family and performing ancient Indian dances

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I AM TIRED OF FIGHTING- OUR CHIEFS ARE KILLED- IT IS COLD AND WE HAVE NO BLANKETS- THE LITTLE CHILDREN ARE FREEZING TO DEATH- HEAR ME MY CHIEFS- I AM TIRED; MY HEART IS SICK AND SAD- FROM WHERE THE SUN NOW STANDS, I WILL FIGHT NO MORE,FOREVER!!!!-AUTHOR UNKOWN

Music:

I am honored and blessed to know the following artists that caress the strings of a guitar like a rock star..........Matthew Deming, who has no idea how amazing he is, Josh Lasseter, a humble rock star, Blake Floyd and Travis Waffles, both who helped to ignite mine and my twin brothers passion for music, Stephen Potter and his magical guitar, Jeremy Hubbard, my rainbow terd boy, Donovan Toole, my folk man: Tori Amos, Radiohead, Portishead, Tricky, Hayden, Lou Reed, Rolling Stones, Nick Drake, Cranberries, Sinead O Connor, U2, Fleetwood Mac, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Nelly Furtado, Madonna, Floyd, almost all 80's music, all 90's music, just about all praise and worship songs to our Lord and Savior, classic rock, some rebel rock, I will take and order of disco as well, please, bluegrass, anything with a violin, guitar, banjo, bagpipes, piano, and harmonica.....

Movies:

Neverending Story, Goonies, Return to OZ, The Warrior Princess, Suburbia, SLC Punk, Legend, Last of the Mohicans, Welcome to the Dollhouse, Horseman on the Roof, Lolita, Domino, Pulp Fiction, The Fifth Element, Dreaming of Joseph Lees, Firelight, Mixed Nuts, Virgin Suicides, The Royal Tenenbaums, Kung Fu Hustle, Saved, Buffalo 66, I Heart Huckabees, The legend of 1900, Racing with the moon, Two mules for Sister Sara, Great Expectations, Quills, Igby Goes Down, Dogfight, An American Haunting, The Cell, Toys, 28 Days Later, Four Rooms, Shopgirl, U571, Night at the Roxbury, Kissed, American History X, Pretty Persuasion, The House of Yes, Johns, Love me if you dare, I love you, I love you not, Milo and Otis, Killing Time, Hilary and Jackie, The Whole Wide World, House of Flying Daggers, Prozac Nation, Les Miserables, Kill Bill, Garden State, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Dancer in the Dark, Secretary, Jude, Who Framed Roger Rabbit?, Dirty Dancing, Slither, The Adventures of Natty Gann, The Accidental Tourist, Bandits, The Big White, Winter passing, ......any scary movies, dark comedies, anything with Will Ferrell, and people who act funny exceptionally well!!

Books:

Anything spiritually uplifting, weird, unusual, nonfiction, poetry, art, and the bible

Heroes:

Jesus, All the little children of the world, people who have been stripped of their self sufficiency and wallow in God's glory and grace!

My Blog

It Really Hurts...

It really hurts when someone you try to love UNconditionally, only loves you based on what you do.  It really hurts when someone says they love you and it turns out there are strings attached.&nb...
Posted by Zillah on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 06:51:00 PST

The Invitation

The Invitation-Oriah Mountain Dreamer It doesn't interest me what you do for a living.I want to know what you ache forand if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me h...
Posted by Zillah on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 11:11:00 PST

Heaven

This is an excellent story and really gets you thinking about what could happen in Heaven. 17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven wa...
Posted by Zillah on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 09:36:00 PST

WHEN I SAY

When I say...............................I am a Christian, I am not shouting "I am saved" I am whispering "I get lost" That is why I chose this way.   When I say...............................I a...
Posted by Zillah on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 10:39:00 PST

RULES FOR BEING HUMAN

Here are the rules for being human............     1.  You will receive a body.  You may like it or hate it, but it will be yours for the entire period this time around. 2.  Y...
Posted by Zillah on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 07:17:00 PST

I Am Not Bound To Win

I am not bound to win, But I am bound to be true. I am not bound to succeed, But I am bound to live up to what light I have. I must stand with anybody that stands right; Stand with him while he is rig...
Posted by Zillah on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 10:43:00 PST