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Think for yourself
Question authority
Think for yourself
Question authority
Throughout human history, as our species is faced with the frightening, terrorizing fact that we do not know who we are or where we’re going in this ocean of chaos.
It has been the authorities; the political, the religious, the educational authorities who attempted to comfort us by giving us order, rule, regulations.
Informing, forming our minds of their view of reality.
To think for yourself you must question authority and learn how to put yourself in a state of vulnerable open-mindedness - chaotic, confused vulnerability - to inform yourself.
Think for yourself
Question authority
Think for yourself
Question authority
.:i I Adore i:.

:The Matrix
:the Hong Kong restaurant in Hemet, CA
:purple
:dark teal
:green
:turqouise
:rainbows
:thunderstorms
:wild animals
:crystals
:healing with crystals
:watching for UFOs and shooting stars
:knowing I am always exactly where I need to be
:fireplaces
:considerate people
:corsets
:organic food
:photography
:eyeliner
:feathers
:being physically close to someone I love
:sleeping [zzz] with someone I love
:candles
:incense
:the power of will
:knowing
:quieting my mind and opening my senses
:foreign languages; German, Russian, Gaelic...
:attractive Arabs
:dreaming
:astral travel
:fire
:water
:the Zodiac
:reincarnation
:humming birds
:aliens [the nice ones]
:silver
:meditation
:rain
:knowing I'm useful
:dancing
:knowing there's more to 'life' than this life
:pineapples
:white hair
:white skin
:humanity's potential
:my clairvoyance
:my clairsentience
:my claircognizance

.:i I Despise i:.

:being touched...most of the time
:being kissed...most of the time
:being poked...ever
:fake plants
:hypocrites
:society's ignorance
:attention whores
:energy vampires
:women with little respect for their body
:druggies
:when someone complains to me with no intention of listening to my advice
:dependence on anything
:the cost of organic food
:watching someone get tortured
:having yet to overcome physical pain
:'reality'
:unresolved conflicts
:man-made medicine
:wasting my energy on those who are not ready to wake up
:humanity in its current state
:genetic modification
:society
:plastic surgery
:breast implants
:society's obsession with fixing physical 'flaws'
:burning alive
:war
:feeling trapped
:persistent flying insects
:chalk
:twinkies
:high fructose corn syrup
:aspartame
:religion
:putting aside time to get ready for work
:society's fatal obsession with money
:the blatant lack of compassion in this world
:the ego
:the Illuminati
:when someone tries to change my opinion
:yelling
:any loud noise
:when people sneak up on me
:free-fall
:nazis
:jews
:scene kids
:politicians
:poli ticians
:Reptiles
:my indecisiveness
:drama
:when I feel isolated
:bleach
:stereotypes and the people who follow them
:meaningless sex
:unusually big, black eyes
:funerals
:knowing there are very few people on this planet I can feel truly close to
:negativity
:insecurity
:insanely thin frames
:insanely obese frames
:fast food
:not being with my soul mate
:when I feel suppressed in any way
:being misunderstood
:bottled emotions
.:i Weaknesses I Need to Work On i:.

:my fatal attraction to Reptiles
:my improper use of my curiosity
:vampires
:attracting negative entities
:wearing so much black
:cluttering my room with useless junk I don't need
:spending money on useless junk I don't need
:meditating more
:unclogging my lower chakras
:eating healthier
:getting rid of everything red in my room
:drinking more water
aim = oo lala xzx

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I'm an elusive little creature.

I'm also a fat Italian trapped in a skinny Scottish girl's body.

I'd like to meet:

Anyone that shares my beliefs...and anyone I can get along with. It's not hard to be on good terms with me, really. I'm easy going, I think. It's just hard to get close to me.
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Music:

I used to be into stuff like Combichrist, Suicide Commando and Marylin Manson, but not so much anymore. My tastes are transforming in more areas than one. My favorite kind of music was industrial, though I still listened to a little bit of everything [aside from rap and country], but it's balanced itself out now. I don't have as much 'darker' music, and I listen more to things like Muse, Tool, Evanescence, Imperative Reaction, Nightwish, NIN...but yeah. As I scroll through my ipod, it's a mix of a whole bunch of stuff. Don't have a favorite band. I'm eclectic and I'm happy about it.

Movies:

Bram Stoker's Dracula (1992)
Interview with the Vampire
Original Sin
Braveheart
The Matrix triolgy (preferably the first)
X Men triolgy
The Lord of the Rings trilogy
The Lost Boys
Sin City
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Fight Club
American History X
FF7 Advent Children
300

Television:

Family Guy
That 70s Show
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
Who's Line is it Anyway
Scrubs
stand up comedy.

Books:

David Icke, stuff on Edgar Cayce, and whatever else I feel like reading.

Heroes:

David Icke
William Wallace
Edgar Cayce.

My Blog

Metaphysics Class

So I'm in a metaphysics class that meets for 3 hours every Wednesday night. It's pretty interesting. Not gonng say much about it. Only been to one class so far. But you know what part of my homework i...
Posted by </reality> on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 08:30:00 PST

For John.

Rihanna ~ Umbrella   You have my heartand we'll never be worlds apart Maybe in magazines but you'll still be my star Baby cause in the DarkYou can see shiny Cars And that's when you need me there...
Posted by </reality> on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 02:31:00 PST

Simple Kind of Life

For a long time I was in loveNot only in love, I was obsessedWith a friendship that no one else could touchIt didn't work out, I'm covered in shellsAnd all I wanted was the simple thingsA simple kind ...
Posted by </reality> on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 08:58:00 PST

What the hell, Laura!

So my mom is in Kentucky right now. Guess what I do while she's in Kentucky...   Laura freaking locks herself outside of the house. The keys were on the kitchen table, and my purse with my cell p...
Posted by </reality> on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 03:35:00 PST

We're moving again.

Probably to Ohio. We're going to start looking for houses after we find out how much ours is currently worth. Yay.
Posted by </reality> on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 06:59:00 PST

Soulmate Emotional Destruction Theory

"Ultimately the consequence of this notion is the unfortunate reality that soulmates often possess the ability to inflict serious emotional injury unto their twin flame, greater than any other be...
Posted by </reality> on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 03:38:00 PST

I'm going to lose it soon.

Day 11 without power. This morning my mom woke me up in our hotel to tell me my sugar glider cage was knocked off the stand, and they both got out. My favorite one, simply because she was more social ...
Posted by </reality> on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 07:10:00 PST

This is why I will never be able to take him off my buddy list...

oo Lala xzx: Hey Kyoo Lala xzx: If I started an army against the government and the Illuminatioo Lala xzx: And became a semi homeless person with hippie dread locksoo Lala xzx: That handed out new age...
Posted by </reality> on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 12:26:00 PST

A Victorian Tale

It's not a poem. It's not a story. Yet it's both. I don't know what to call it...but my brain was compelled to reveal it. It's means more to me than anyone will probably know, though I don't beli...
Posted by </reality> on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 07:17:00 PST

I miss the days...

When I'd go to Alex's house after school and we'd make french fries...and lay in his bed and watch comedy central...and burn insence. When Nora and I would laugh until we cried over a stupid face she ...
Posted by </reality> on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 03:03:00 PST