Well, what can i say? Im very passionate about playing guitar, artwork and most important of all, i love experimenting with altered states of consciousness and looking at psychedelic artwork. In my spare time i like reading and listening to music. I like going to gigs and watching bands play thier music. I love having a good laugh wherever i go and enjoy lots of comedy films and stand up comics such as bill hicks and lee evans. Im a deep thinker and enjoy philosphy, metaphysics and astrology. I research anything from science, paranormal, conspiracies but my main research is with consciousness, energy, the nature of reality and the human mind/body complex.
I have my own website with my research which is Nathancolella.com.
I love heavy metal and progressive metal, especialy music with passion such as Tool (my fav band) because they really play from thier heart, have passion for the music and they are most creative with music. I love the japanese culture, food and the samurai and bushido ways of life. Most of the time i am trying to awaken the collective unconscious, i have an urge to follow john lennons dream, like he said, he's not the only one. Summed up in one sentence, I'm a caring, passionate person, witty and have a good sense of humor.
My Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
Description:
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Very skilled at making love. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Messy, playful, secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. loves people from the summer months-june-august.
Bill Hicks
My hero is Bill Hicks, He was a stand up comedian/preacher. He died in 1994 from pancreas cancer but he lived a short but passionate life. He was the kind of guy who would get on stage and tear the crowd apart with matieral they wouldnt expect or heard of, he would speak his heart on stage, express his thoughts and emotions towards the worlds biggest and darkest issues no one wants to face, but the way he performed it was very very funny. Under all the anger and frustration he used to throw out, he was a very spiritual man, wanting enlightenment and answers, thats all he sought, and would joke about his experiences while on the journey. Throughout my life, my thoughts on the same subjects have been simular, as i think about everything a whole lot, trying to work out answers and reasons, which is why i can relate to him and his material so well. He expresses and shouts things that i would really want to shout about aswell. His ability as a stand up comic came very naturally and he could literally think on his feet and make his views funny, but doing that he was very passionate about what he said and he meant every word of it. His main reason to be on stage was to enlighten the croud, make them think and bring light into the darkness of peoples minds, make people face what no one would talk about. Below are some of my favourite quotes of his.
“A lot of Christians wear crosses around their necks. You think when Jesus comes back he ever wants to see a fucking cross? It's like going up to Jackie Onassis wearing a rifle pendant.â€
“I smoke. If this bothers anyone, I suggest you look around at the world in which we live and shut your fuckin' mouth.â€
“The worst kind of non-smokers are the ones that come up to you and cough. That's pretty fucking cruel isn't it? Do you go up to cripples and dance too?â€
“Watching television is like taking black spray paint to your third eye.â€
“No, I don't do drugs anymore, either. But I'll tell you something about drugs. I used to do drugs, but I'll tell you something honestly about drugs, honestly, and I know it's not a very popular idea, you don't hear it very often anymore, but it is the truth: I had a great time doing drugs. Sorry. Never murdered anyone, never robbed anyone, never raped anyone, never beat anyone, never lost a job, a car, a house, a wife or kids, laughed my ass off, and went about my day.â€
“I'll show you politics in America. Here it is, right here. 'I think the puppet on the right shares my beliefs.' 'I think the puppet on the left is more to my liking.' 'Hey, wait a minute, there's one guy holding out both puppets!'â€
“I have something to tell you non-smokers that I know for a fact that you don't know, and I feel it's my duty to pass on information at all times. Ready?. . . . Non-smokers die every day . . . Enjoy your evening. See, I know that you entertain this eternal life fantasy because you've chosen not to smoke, but let me be the 1st to POP that bubble and bring you hurling back to reality . . . You're dead too.â€
"If you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, then go home and burn all your records, all your tapes, and all your CDs because every one of those artists who have made brilliant music and enhanced your lives? RrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrEAL fucking high on drugs. The Beatles were so fucking high they let Ringo sing a few songs."
"I love talking about the Kennedy assasination. The reason I do is because I'm fascinated by it. I'm fascinated that our government could lie to us so blatantly, so obviously for so long, and we do absolutely nothing about it. I think that's interesting in what is ostensibly a democracy. Sarcasm - come on in. People say "Bill, quit talking about Kennedy man. It was a long time ago, just let it go, alright? It's a long time ago, just forget it." I'm like, alright, then don't bring up Jesus to me. As long as we're talking shelf life here..."
"I've learned a lot about women. I think I've learned exactly how the fall of man occured in the Garden of Eden. Adam and Eve were in the Garden of Eden, and Adam said one day, "Wow, Eve, here we are, at one with nature, at one with God, we'll never age, we'll never die, and all our dreams come true the instant that we have them." And Eve said, "Yeah... it's just not enough is it?"
"Matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, we are all on consciousness experiencing itself subjectivly, there's no such thing as death, Life is only a dream and we are the imagination of ourselfs"
"The world is like a ride in an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud and it's fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time and they begin to question: "Is this real, or is this just a ride?" And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, "Hey, don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride." And we kill those people."