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i am a people person. i love meeting people and enjoying the company of different types of people. i like to talk. i like to listen. i love conversation. i also like people that are comfortable enough to be around that you can enjoy silence together. i am a quirky girl. i like a lot of different things. i have friends of all types. i complain a lot sometimes, but really i am in love with life and wouldn't trade it for anything. i have a very sporadic thought process and tend to act accordingly. i love to laugh. if you can make me laugh, we'll be friends. i like to hang out with people that have a good strong weird sense of humor, but know when to be serious and can hold intelligent conversations. i enjoy photography(enjoy is a mild word, i am in love), all art forms, really... i keep putting off getting my life in order and getting back in school though. i want to study photography really bad, prove my worth with a certificate seeing as how no one thinks you can do anything without a degree(that's right, go to school to learn what i already taught myself). music is my life, i couldn't live without it. i love most everything. my musical choice is affected by my mood, and my mood is affected by my musical choice. i couldn't live without it. i love animals. i'm a bit of a bleeding heart,really. politics and current affairs and state of the world type topics interest me a great deal. i'm a voter, people!. i'm a very liberal open-minded person. i don't believe in hate or war. i'm a very open mouthed type of person as well. i have a tendency to speak before i finish a thought or before i can gauge how a person might react, so i'm constantly apologizing and feeling like an ass... i'm a really weird goofy girl, i'm the one who's constantly cheering everyone up and making sure that everyone's having fun and such. but then there's a whole other side of me that's insightful and intelligent and brave and passionate... that's the side that only a few people know. because for a very open person, i'm also a very hard person to open up. there's always something more that you could know about me. but i'm the nicest, most caring person you'll ever meet, providing you stay on my good side :) it takes a lot for me to completely dislike someone, so if i do, then there's a good reason or two. but my compassion is a negative trait as well, because i will disregard my own feeling for someone else to feel better. i forgive when i shouldn't and care when i should turn away. i'm a complex girl. i'm not skinny(by far kiddies, fat chicks need lovin too though ya know), i'm not beautiful, i'm not incredible at all, but at times when you least expect it, i can really shine.
uh-oh down low
I am not who I want to be
I probably will not ever be
I drove my car June 14th
I drove it right down the street
I had not had any sleep
so I ate Minithins to stay awake
you crashed your car right into me
there was two days I didn't sleep
uh-oh downlow
I am not who I want to be
I probably will not ever be
I took a trip down to California
karma payment plan
my car broke down out in the street
the radiator sprung a leak
I met this guy he said he could help me
I'm on the karma payment plan
we went to his house and did some speed
he said karma would pay for this deed
he got it fixed and he started to scare me
I ditched him eventually
and came back for the van
the next morning
I'm on the karma payment plan
I went to LA the next day I got
jacked in a real bad way
I cant tell you
its a long story
---modest mouse
Late-Night Diner
Sitting in a late-night diner
ordering the stiffest drink they sell
twisting cigarettes into the tabletops
and drifting with my mind
Another night alone
given to misspent folly
trading one emptiness for another
and opening up the wounds all over again.
With my back against the wall
I watch the seconds tick away
twirling my finger in cold coffee
passing the time until the tears fade away
trying to decide just who I am
searching for answers in the hazy air around me
Lost and hopeless
trying to find my way through a smoky diner
and hoping to find truth in the arms of another
But all I see is a revolving door
just a million pieces of flesh
each like the last
parading before my eyes
The air is thick and cold
my body turning numb
listening for my beating heart
in the stiffening silence around me
Stuck teary-eyed and alone
stirring coffee in a late-night diner
trying to find something higher in the haze
as I wonder among broken dreams
and the shattered hearts around me
As I leave
I know the way I walk
I know the streets well
and I know the city around me
But no matter how many times
my feet carry me to my door
and into the comfort of my bed
I'll never know the way home
in this sea of misspent nights
too blinded by the tears and haze of a late-night diner
and the swirls of a stirring cup of cold coffee
shifting idly at my lap
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