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Tree-Hugging Pirate

Due to the high concentration of pixie dust, prolonged exposure is not recommended.

About Me


Help my dragons grow up!
My name's Viki. Truthfully it's Victoria but I like Viki a lot better. There are two people that can call me Vic and get away with it, I don't advise that you try.No really I'm nothing special. Because everyone is different from everyone else in the same way that they are also the same as everyone else. So it would be lying for me to say that I was anything special. I have my good days and I have my bad. Some days I have to force myself to get out of bed, because I know the day will bring me down lower than I thought possible the night before. Others I bounce out of bed to the sound of my music, and go through the whole day smiling. I have a temper, but who doesn't. And there are days when the smallest thing might set me off. Other days I could care less what you say or do, because I am happy and willing to put up with the bull shit.I get attached to people easily, and that makes me feel vulnerable. Most of the time, I don't like feeling vulnerable. Sometimes I wish people would stay the hell away from me because most things end badly. [I doubt there's really another type of ending...] & I don't like getting hurt.Sometimes I break down, because even though I act strong I'm not. When I break down all I need is a sad song and a pillow, in a dark room. People trying to comfort me doesn't make sense to me.I was suicidal once. I won't lie about that part of my past. I pray everyday that it is in my past. I hate seeing my friends stumble down the same dead end road I was on, and knowing I can't bring them back.If my friends have a problem I want to fix it. When there's nothing I can do I feel useless. I like having the answer to the problem, I like solving it.Love is something I believe in fully. True love is not the same as being in love. In love is something romantic. While true love is a feeling that is too powerful to explain. I also believe in lust at first sight. I don't believe in the ability to love someone before you know them. When I say I love someone I mean it. Even though I say it often to a lot of people. Because for that second that I say it in, it is true. You can't run out of love... I think you can run out of in love though. Because every time I tell someone I'm in love with them it feels like I'm willing handing them a piece of my heart that I will never get back... A piece they will always own. So I don't fall in love all that often I'm sorry to say.True love is what I feel for my true friends. The ones I know will be there when all is said and done. The ones who are willing to listen to my rants and cries. Those who haven't turned their backs on me in the darkest of nights.I got side tracked with love for a while....There are days when I'm a selfish fake and a hypocritical bitch. When I don't want to see people, and want to deal with them even less. On those days music drowns out the people...I get easily hyper. I enjoy being hyper. It makes me happy for some reason...I started to wear all black to keep the annoying people away from me. The fake preps. Those unwilling to look past looks. Now it[All Black - Rain or Shine] has become a part of who I am.I hate people knowing that I'm sad. I cover it up with smiles, laughs, and hyperness. People don't notice if it's fake. They just shake their heads and ignore me. I'm glad. I don't want to make my friends sad with me. If I am able to act happy they won't have to worry. That's my logic.Music really is my life. Because it keeps me alive. Don't ask me to explain this. It's too long. In short, music is my Alternate Heartbeat just like Tais said. Music keeps my heart going when it wants to give up.I'm a very physical person. I can't not hug, hold, touch someone. If I'm in a relationship I have to be able to be near that person. It makes me feel solid. Helps me know that I'm not a dream...a ghost.If you read all of this I would like to give you a hug. It shows that you give a shit about me...

My Interests

Music. Movies. Coffee Shop Shows. Local Bands. Books. Living.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who is able to look past the fake outer shell I wear for protection. A person that doesn't need me to explain why I do things. Who doesn't care that I act crazy and is not affected by the thoughts of others. A True love. Someone I can laugh with and see my smile reflected in their eyes.Maybe more family like Cj and Jamie. They carry parts of my soul with them. They are true loves, and blessings that I will always be thankful for.I want to meet someone who is able to walk up to me and see me as a person. Imperfect and Beautiful because of faults.Someone that is stronger than I am, someone I won't have to hold up. Because there are times when I fall on my knees and need to be picked up out of the dirt...A person that is comfortable being themselves... A real person......Someone.

Music:

there is no real order to this. 15 North The Rainman Suite Drysdale The Subways Still Standing American Hitmen Joan Jett Nirvana Eisley I Am Ghost Time Spent Burning Anti-Flag The Early Novembers Rise Against Ready For Vegas Better Than Toast Green Day Pink Floyd Stone Sour Story of the Year Sugarcult 3 Doors Down Bowling for Soup Phantom Planet Lost Phophets Tool Switchfoot The Killers In Flames A Perfect Circle Alter Bridge Red Hot Chili Peppers Flyleaf Less than Jake Newfound Glory The Living End Tatu Linkin Park Puddle of Mudd All-American Rejects Sum 41 Bad Religion A.F.I. The Ataris Dropkick Murphys Cold Flogging Molly The Starting Line Shinedown The Offspring Alien Ant Farm The Calling Death Cab for Cutie Nickelback Saves the Day Sleeping at Last Smile Empty Soul Strike Anywhere Three Days Grace Squirrel Nut Zippers Rancid Wakefeild Zero 7 Thursday Jimmy Eat World Home Grown The Postal Service The Juliana Theory Papa Roach Weezer Trapt Alkaline Trio Bless The Fall 10 Years City Sleeps

Heroes:

My wonderful friends, who have always been there for me. Even when I do my best to push them away. They are each so unique from one another, yet complete me perfectly. It's because of them that I can stand before the world and not break apart.The people I see every day, who are able to smile at the world - look it in the eye and simply be happy about being alive. They make me see the beauty in every moment, and it is them that make me realize that I want to live.

My Blog

177 Q & A about pointless things in my life.

1. The way to win your heart?Be yourself.2. Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?Twirl3. Are you dating the last person you kissed?Yes4. What's your favorite artificial flavor?Oreos5. Do you drink mil...
Posted by Tree-Hugging Pirate on Mon, 05 May 2008 07:32:00 PST

Biting Propaganda

Vote YES on Viki Nibbling!...
Posted by Tree-Hugging Pirate on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:12:00 PST

The Blue October Contract

Rules for Alex & Miguel 1. Thou shalt not speak to one another2. Thou shalt not make eye contact with one another.3. Thou shalt not walk less than 6 feet apart.4. Thou shant pick Blue October to EVER ...
Posted by Tree-Hugging Pirate on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:39:00 PST

Good Friend

There's a person out there who just might get what this song means to me, but that person is not likely to stumble upon my blog anymore... Almost as if we've forgotten each other without really forge...
Posted by Tree-Hugging Pirate on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 05:41:00 PST

Birthday News

So what's there to say. I turn 17 today. No the rhyme was not on purpose ^_^It's been a great day simply because 3 of the guy's I've been meaning to call & talk to decided to call me! Randomly enou...
Posted by Tree-Hugging Pirate on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 02:13:00 PST

If i could

Be a better person, would i be willing to change myself?I don't think so. I would not want to take back what i have done... no matter what the price it has or will cost me. every action has made me ...
Posted by Tree-Hugging Pirate on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 10:08:00 PST

Where is my Mind?

Nothing existed until i thought about it.I was not cold until I heard the temp.My throat was not dry until someone mentioned it.I was not hungry until they said something about it.I was not tired till...
Posted by Tree-Hugging Pirate on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 09:57:00 PST

It’s clear....

That I am still on myspace. Well I haven't been on nearly as much as I was over the summer so it is an improvement. This blog isn't really about that though... It's about me wondering if it's reall...
Posted by Tree-Hugging Pirate on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 08:18:00 PST

Leaving Myspace?!!?!?!

It has come to my attention that I have no use for myspace other than to find & listen to bands. So I will not be checking my myspace more than twice a week from now on.I do however have a website you...
Posted by Tree-Hugging Pirate on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 09:35:00 PST

Reddi Wip

Somehow I have managed to spent this last week[ish] of summer vegging out. I've been living off ice cream, jelly beans, beef jerky [for protein!] and of course reddi wip!!! For as you may or may not ...
Posted by Tree-Hugging Pirate on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 05:18:00 PST