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I'd like to meet my mother's mother. I'd like to meet my daughter's adoption parents, be like a distant family friend, and even one find a place in heaven next to the identical twins I made, that died after almost 5 months in Diamonds whom. My dream is to meet opragh, before she retires in 2011. Other then that I would mine meeting people who are interesting in reading what I have to say, listening what I have to say, and even sharing some get laughs & crys with as many people who care about me and my family. I think I've been a bad family memeber, but have the potential to be a great one, even a great daddy one day. Now most of ya'll would say daddy, lol. But I've been there, and done that. And think among my myspace friends, lies some great parents, as well as people. I remember even though tim is my cousins boy, he shared some very insightful feed back with me. But I wish no one my pain. Imagine a girl called you up late in the pregnancy ask you for money, didn't given you a choice, a moment to speak nore, ever call you back, to talk about everything. To make matter's worse you find out in july of 2007 you had a daughter, who was given up for adoption. Oh you here the best part of how the mother tried looking for me, she put a add in the paper. She knew where my cousin lived, her house number, my cell number, my roomate's number, my address at my roomate's, I have a family, who I could have counted on, paid, my parents, some who could have helped me. I don't play when it comes to a baby of mine.Oh you want more, shorlty after god then blessed me with twins, indentical, 5 months in about the time we where about to find out the sex, they died. I never shared this pain, it is giving me pain as I write, you know what hurts though, when I see little girls who want ice cream come to the truck, I can just imagine what my daughter looks like, her mom was white with red hair curly, freckles, she was an artist, a music, and a bartender, I treated her good did nothing wrong, maybe not enough, but nothing wrong. The twins mother was black, a leo, like myself, and I'm puerto rican. Damm, I guess that is karma huh. You know children make you better, and I hope that the souls of my twins find me in heaven if I make it, as well to meet my daughter one day, I would give you my heart, my soul, my flesh to see them all, it gives pain and relief to share with you all. And you know what I do I sell ice cream to famalies, and with pride and joy knowing that my children where first given away, and then taken away. Beat that for who I'd like to meet.
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Gladiator, Braveheart, Last of the mohicans, Scarface, Closer, Crash, Heat, Sea of love, Good will hunting, Chasing Amy, Londan, Bliss, True Romance, The Professional, Big Daddy, almost everything and everything. Let me know when you wanna take me out, or even watch one with me
Everyone loves raymond, george lopez, friends, seinfield, frasier, most abc shows, Jeopordy, baseball, basketball, fotball, golf once in awhile, tennis once in awhile, olympics, horse racing, movies, dating shows, you name it, etc
You wanna know what books and magazines I brought with me on this journey. God's promises, given by corrina 1cuzzo who wrote LOVE YOU, journel given by maha, Knowing and understanding your credit sent by fannie mae foundation, Men's Health magazine bought by myself, given to me, The mastery of Love, given to by a dear lost & just found friend Ivonne, who write's PARA Q ME M CUERDES POR 100-PRE CON TODO MI CORAZON, The seat of the soul, given to me by mom, who wrote Our soul is the substance of our being, our life, our dreams, our indivisualism, take good care of it. Read it daily, it'll help you find the answers to all your questions and doubts( I almost shed tears writing this) I love you mom, Secrets for success & happiness, bought by me, while with jimmy, on city island , for a $1, The new websters dictionary, given to me by mom, the u.s constitution and fascinating facts, the oxford essential guide to writing, on writing well, the rogets thesaurus, all 4 of these bought by me, driven by diamond I believe, If life is a game, these are the rules, given to me by mom, who wrote"to my son theo(with a happy face). If I had to select a manual on life- this would be it. mAy it bring you unbderstanding, hope but most of all peace. You are the best thing that happened in my life. Take care of you and your spirit. May God bless you always my son. I love you more than eternity. mom" Don't stand too close to a naked man, given to me buy mike from texas, probably the most ethnic white boy I have ever met, power & nutrition, amazing abs made easy, both men's health magazine bought buy me, for me, The under 35 guide to starting and running your business, courtesy of the new york public library, if you have one I need, should have, I would love to borrow, or receive it maybe as a "you can do it present", I would be happy to take donations, gifts or anything or that sort, thanks for reading and listening
My number hero would have to be my mother. First off, she never her mother, she knows her name, but was never fortunate enough to have met her. Her father abused her. She was raised by her grandmother, and as an orphan. So just imagine how much courage she has. Not to mention having a single child such as myself to put up with. It ws the 70's, she was attractive, very talented in modern art & dance. Received a scholarship to mary mount college. Wasn't able to pursue her career, or even at that stage her dreams & goals. She had an accident, injuried her back, has a plate in it, and continues to survive. And because of her condition, both financially, and physically, lives in puerto rico. On the bright side, one of her happiest moments was getting married. Just imagine marrying your first love from 7 years old, not to mention she told him no the first time, because of me. Then 29 years later they bumped into eachother. Not to mention her first love has musculer distrophy. So just imagine her inner strength, and how much love she has to offer. But I think I've taken her situation for granted, and now @ the age of 32 realize that I msut help her more, emotionally, financially, and everyway possible. She deserves the world, and everything good in it at her feet. Her marriage it what love is. It's so powerful that I don't believe I can achieve it. I mean look at marriages now a day's. Divorce rate will only rise, like tax, rent, mortgage, and deaths. It's the unfortunate truth we have to deal with. So my message is, if you find love, like I once found, and had, shared, and messed up. I pray that you hold onto that women, because in this life you won't find one, unless god sends her to you. Through the graces or the holy spirit. She continues at my age to not give up on me, and tells me how I have no idea how much she means. I think that should motivate me more now then ever. And yes I haven't been the greatest son in te world, but there is still a chance I can achieve my goals, as well be proud of. True is right now I don't feel proud. But I won't let my weaknesses become my downfall, I must continue to fight for what I want, need, and for what god has in store. If can achieve better health, which will allow me wealth. Share my short comings, with as many 16-32. So that they can learn that being cool isn't the most importnat thing. Then I have achieved success. I mean besides health, wealth, a business, a home, a family, pet's, and some peace in mind. I should be alright. I would reccomend everyone interested in to pursuit of happiness, watch the movie. What a message it carry's. Beat the odds, they are against most of us. My odds aren't great, but I can beat them. It's temptation, and the demons in us messing things up. I mean puerto ricans are barely graduting high school, hardly attending & graduting college atleast to my knowledge. Good thing is, although I'm not getting younger, still look young, feel young, and have to potential to achieve all the things one could ask for. So wish me luck, route me on, give me a push, a pat on the back, an e-mail, a comment, some inspiration, anything you got, and continue to give, and I can promise you one thing a honest opinion, a good friendship, and If I can give it, lend it, or help you reach that is the least I can do. Thanks for reading, listening, and putting up with ya'll.
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