O.k. myspace really is not the place to let everyone know all about me... leave something to the imagination. This is just an expression of myself with little blurbs of randomness. How do you tell people that I am kind hearted, love to spend time with family and friends, would give you my last pennie if you needed it and not have them think that I wrote that just because I want you to think it! You would just have to find out for yourself!
How things change so fast, moved back home to Roanoke after a not so good ending to messed up relationship. Making a new life for myself. I am past the point of caring what people say...Karma is a bitch-what goes around comes around - I don't have to sit and wonder what I did in my life to deserve what I have gotten. I know that I did nothing, and I shall worry myself no more.
Now, as for the headcase that I really am.... well here goes, I was made fun of from kindergarden through my senior year, I held grudges for a long time but now have realized what is the use. Their loss not mine. I had no self esteem for the first 24 years or so of my life and I am still working on that issue. I have had a few true friends in my life that mean more to me than anything. I think the reason I am who I am today is because of the friends I had back then and the people who made me feel welcome. I really miss them all.
I don't get along well with other girls, caddy and back stabbing is what I think of most of them. I do have a couple close girlfriends that are more like sisters than friends. I would have to say most of my friends are guys and the best of the best are My Eddie and Brian . They all know how much they mean to me and if it was not for them, I would probably be dead or in a mental institution by now! I am living my life the way I want to live it! If you ask me, I will tell you Traci's world is where I like to be most of the time...it is my escape! If you piss me off, I will be quick to tell you when, where, and how to shove it...! I have lots of dreams and hopefully someday they will become reality. I miss the things I used to do but you have grow up sometime... If you can call me grown up. I still cackle and snort when I laugh, I love the Care Bears and Rainbow Bright, my animals are my life, they love me unconditionally and there is nothing better in this world! I love tattoos and piercings and punk rock shows... I miss the Iraquis and the Melting Pot and taking pictures for all my friend's bands. I miss Supression, Kojak, The Pee Tanks, Integration, The Weak Link Breaks, Swank... all of it! That was probably the happiest time back then. Before the real world sunk in!!! I am just me and either you like me for me or you don't like me at all. I am making peace in my life, and those people who have helped me through some of the hardest times, I owe you more than you could ever imagine. If I had not made the mistakes I did, I would not be where I am today!
My motto is LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE, DREAM. I am just a girl who wants to be excepted for who she is and not TRY TO BE CHANGED INTO SOMEONE I AM NOT.... LET ME BE ME... LET ME BE FREE! Let me be enlightened!
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