ima a fuck up |
im a fuck up. thats all i know. im a piece of shit. i hate myself. i wish i was dead. my life sucks Posted by Boo! I scared you on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 06:35:00 PST |
I want to go home |
close the door, grab a beer, click on the keyboard
take a long sip as I write to my content in my own apartment
with my own things, my own space
even with my own oven mitt, with my art on the wall, wi... Posted by Boo! I scared you on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 12:07:00 PST |
defining sadness |
sadness.
days are quiet, friends are few, words are none.
shhhhh.
sober and no parties. nothing in between. just silent. Posted by Boo! I scared you on Tue, 22 May 2007 03:37:00 PST |
Awake |
These days pass filled with insomniac nights and inconclusive days. The months of February, March, and April always are filled with this cycle of depression.
So, is this what Bi-polar really is? Mani... Posted by Boo! I scared you on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 10:39:00 PST |
Let me Survive |
~ ~ ~
Cry Painful Tears
If Caring Is A crime, Let me Confess
If Regret is a Star, Let is blaze.
If you are a Dream, Let it be true.
If Passion is a Nightmare, Let me never Waken.
If Aching is Heart,... Posted by Boo! I scared you on Wed, 04 Apr 2007 10:37:00 PST |
leave it be |
"This is the moment of embarking.
All auspicious signs are in place."
-tao saying
In the moments before the begining we must find our clarity. Find ourselves, our boundries and embrace our love for hu... Posted by Boo! I scared you on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 12:14:00 PST |
dont understand... |
people.
dats it.
i just dont.
arrrgggghhhh. Posted by Boo! I scared you on Fri, 27 Oct 2006 07:20:00 PST |
myspace sux |
ok i think I'm done wit this.
im finished. my dog is blue...he tried to chew on a pen, it got on my scrubs and carpet.
everything is blue. my dog is blue and its funny!
oh well. i d... Posted by Boo! I scared you on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 08:41:00 PST |
Smiling because... |
they labeled me insane, and I think I'm more normal than most.
Once you see Insanity, self-preservation is the only defense, because the physical blows from someone who once loved me were of rage - of... Posted by Boo! I scared you on Fri, 20 Oct 2006 06:57:00 PST |
the skies are open |
to think I laid next to you.
the light is flickering on. i feel the light on my face. it is true. My body next to you was not.
Dreaming I was not feeling, and always was i dreaming.
Sitting on the cl... Posted by Boo! I scared you on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 06:30:00 PST |