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In The End Its Just Me, Myself And I

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From Go-Quiz.com-CANCER: Sex Appeal MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.Thanks for the interest fellow myspacer. I want to be either a psychiatrist, actor, animator, and in the deep parts of my mind the lead singer of a rock band as my profession in life. I am most passionate about acting. I am always willing to meet new people for friendships. This is the best city in the world but it gets kind of dull if you do not have people to share your experiences with. I am a very caring and friendly person and I just want to live life to the fullest and be happy. I can be both introverted and extroverted it really just depends on my mood. I am not the one who usually starts the conversation in the group but more of a laid back one on one person. I can also be very sarcastic at times. I judge people based on every action I see them play out to acquire a sense of who they truly are, usually bringing me to the outcome that the person is really genuine or that the person is really just a poser. I hate drama and I try to minimize it to as least as possible, it brings too much pain and heart ache and is so unnecessary. For me life is a continuous learning process in which everyday I come to learn and realize something about me, people and the world. I am a philosopher and I seek to learn and understand why humans exist and live the way they do. To find out what is our purpose, what makes a person a truly good person and in turn what lies beyond death in the after life. I am always asking myself questions, seeking truth and forming opinions. To me life's too short, you have to live it the best way you can while you're still young and everything seems so intense. The smallest things in life matter to me and affect me the most. I usually do something perfect the first time I do it..... to me anyway and I hate doing something I have already done over again. If something goes really bad in my life I usually try to forget it, like so many things in my past, but I can never forget the memories as hard as I try. Friendships, family and love are the most valuable things to me but true love though surpasses all. I’m a huge anime fan; I have quite a large collection of series and movies if I do say so. I love movies and music too, they are somewhat my life. Without rock music I probably would have killed myself long ago. I owe me still being alive to Linkin Park when I first purchased Hybrid Theory my first rock cd in the year of 2001, when I truly discovered my self and attained happiness. But let's hurry and rap this up shall we? I love to go out on the weekends and even on the week days to clubs, the movies, dinner, mostly anywhere a person between the ages of 18 and 21 would like to be. I believe one day everyone and the world's suffering and pain will disappear and we will live in a place where everyone is truly happy, accepted, appreciated and all that jazz.
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Holy Shit Your Emo Holy shit you actually are emo! Congratulations on not being a poser.
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JUSTIN TAYLORYou are Justin. No longer a child, you have chosen your colors and picked your battles wisely. You surround yourself with art, which you use to make a statement.You are honorable, strident and true, you're the kind of person everyone wants on their side -- and they definitely don't want to make you angry. You are not afraid to speak your mind or take a stand for what you belive in.
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Manuel Marcano
Birthday: 7-16-1987
Birthplace: The Bronx, New York
Current Location: Inside the world my mind has created.
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5 foot 8
Right Handed or Left Handed: Left handed..... that's right.
Your Heritage: Puerto Rican
The Shoes You Wore Today: My Black K-Swiss (I've had those sneakers for some damn time now. Maybe I should buy me some new ones, lol.)
Your Weakness: Most of the time I can be a little bit too single minded.
Your Fears: Failure, Loneliness, Evil, Tomorrow, Myself.....
Your Perfect Pizza: Crispy plain cheese pizza, not too oily with thick crust.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I know it said goal but I'm gonna give you several. I would like to get to know and understand myself more as well as my boyfriend, do exceptional in college, get my license and maybe my own car, be able to provide for both myself and my boyfriend by getting a job I really enjoy and that pays alot. Achieve one level of greatness, etc.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL.
Thoughts First Waking Up: Ahh! Sun light... lol, I really need to stop going to bed so late or should I say early, I need more sleep, I feel like shit, That was a wicked dream, maybe I should go to bed and try to get into it again and on ocassions, maybe I should jerk off (morning wood).
Your Best Physical Feature: I would say my eyes and or my smile.
Your Bedtime: Anytime I fucking want it to be.
Your Most Missed Memory: The memory of True Love between me and my boyfriend which happened on our second date. We were both at the seaport and it was during the night on top of a balcony. We were in each other's arms listening to the electric violin.
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi of course.
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds is the best in fast food.
Single or Group Dates: Single.....because it's all so much more personal.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Hmmm, which ever one is sweeter.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: My mom's coffee always.
Do you Smoke: No, but I have tried it like twice before.
Do you Swear: Yes, all the fucking time.
Do you Sing: Yes, as a matter of fact I do, but mostly in my room or in the shower.
Do you Shower Daily: Of course I do, omg.....
Have you Been in Love: Yes, twice.
Do you want to go to College: Yes. I have been before and I'm about to go again.
Do you want to get Married: Some day.
Do you belive in yourself: For the most part but not when it really matters.
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: Sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: Not really.
Do you get along with your Parents: With my mom and for the most part with my dad.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes, it makes things all dramatic, lol.
Do you play an Instrument: No (tear). One day I hope to be able to play the guitar, piano and violin.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No, drugs are bad mmmkay.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No because I am with someone.
&..39;In the past month have you gone to a Mall:' I believe so.....
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Hmmm, that's a good one I don't remember.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:
In the past month have you been on Stage: No, but I should be.
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Hmmm, sort of.
Ever been Drunk: No and I never plan to be.
Ever been called a Tease: Yes
Ever been Beaten up: I don't think so, no.
Ever Shoplifted: No
How do you want to Die: Free falling from the highest structure as if I am flying and as free as I could ever be.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I want to be a psychiatrist and or actor.
What country would you most like to Visit: Japan
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue
Favourite Hair Color: Blonde
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: 6ft.
Weight: 180lbs.
Best Clothing Style: Club and or summer flip flop, jean, tight muscle shirt style, lol.
Number of Drugs I have taken: One, I believe is was weed.....give me a break it was college, jeez.
Number of CDs I own: I'm not about to count but I have a few.
Number of Piercings:
Number of Tattoos: One, a biohazard sign on my upper right arm.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: I don't regret a single thing because it has brought me to the place I am today and turned me into the person I have always wanted to be.
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What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.
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Your Hidden Talent
You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.
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What type of gay guy are you?

You are the committed type! You like to have one boy and you don't want to share him. You don't need anyone else but him. You're into fucking him every night and no one else.
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Envy
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My Interests

Fun, out going people. Clubs, movies, dinner, listening to rock music, watching anime, playing video games, writing, reading, watching television, singing, sight seeing, theme parks. Japan, martial arts, anything japanese culture. Life, my husban, the world, joy rides, sex, food, relationships, the future, anything worth my time. What Color Is Your Aura?
Your aura shines Orange!
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What does your birth month reveal about you?

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studyin

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Your Seduction Style: Prized Object
The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.
You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.
The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.

You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.
You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.
Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!

You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors.
Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.
You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for. What Kind of Seducer Are You?Take the quiz:
what type of lover are you?

Committed
You seek a partner that's into you and wouldn't dare cheat on you. You may catch your partner lieing to you, but you can forgive them because you want the relationship to work. You feel that the feeligns between you two are mutual, and you're usually right about it. You love the person with all of your heart :)

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I'd like to meet:

My idols, Hayden Christensen, Natalie Portman, Linkin Park, Madonna, Takanori Ishikawa, excetera. Also someone who has the same interests as me and would like to become friends. If any one reads my profile and likes what they read and wants to hit me up please do so. My aim is REMaster05 and my yahoo is SonOfRock05, later.

Music:

Music Video: SWEET SACRIFICE (by Evanescence)

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Here it is ladies and gentleman. The return of one of the greatest rock bands Linkin Park. Hope you enjoy...And now here is my favoirte singer of all time, the queen of pop herself Madonna! This is one of my favorite videos because it is one of the most controversial. Also because it is very sexual, has an eerie honesty to it and has a very deep message which I can relate to. Hope you enjoy I know you will with all the eye candy you little devils you.This went out to someone who was once very very special to me. A person I once thought I would spend the rest of my life with. But things don't always turn out the way you want them or think they should and people arent always who you think they are. So I put this up still hoping that when I am in love with someone and they are in love with me it will trully be true love because for me it always was and is. When it comes to someone I am in love with they are always first even if it means sacrificing my entire life. So heres to the future with a true love.Fuck there is a shit load. I usually like all kinds of music but only really listen to rock. I mean I only have rock cds in my collection. I am a rocker, so I see it fit to have only rock bands grace my page. Let's see there is Linkin Park the ones who started it all for me. Phantasm, Brand New, Acceptance, Marilyn Manson, The All American Rejects, Breaking Benjamin, Muse, Foo Fighters, Three Days Grace, Seether, Gym Class Heroes, I know I know they are the exception, fuck they might as well be a rock band. There music vibe and lyrics give off every aspect. Lost Prophets, Saliva, Yellow Card, Something Corporate, P.O.D., Sum 41, Chevelle, Creed back in the day, SR71, Trapt, Finch, Silverstein, Flyleaf. These are just the bands in my music collection. There is so much much that I have not even touched on yet. But I have to shout out 80's free style because I was an 87 baby and I grew up with that shit me and my family. I will love it always. I also have to shout out Madonna, I fucking love her music and grew up listening to her too. She is to me personally one of the greatest singers and performers in the world. Her craft is something no one can ever copy, it is unique, genuine and always full of raw passion. And to be blunt her songs are just fucking good.....like all of them

Movies:

My favorite movies are Life as a House, Manic, Donnie Darko, Love and Sex, Set It Off, Anywhere but Here, Thirteen, On_Line, Angel Rodriguez, V for Vendetta, Interview with a Vampire, Cruel Intentions, Shattered Glass, The Mannequin Movies, Thank you for Smoking, Hostel, The Terminator Trilogy, The Matrix Trilogy, The Star Wars Trilogy(s). Scream, Urban Legend, Child's Play Movies, sorry I love horror movies. Let's see what else A nightmare on Elm Street movies, Halloween Movies, I think the movie is called Dolls, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, House of Flying Daggers, Hero, Tomb Raider Movies, Mortal Kombat Movies, Resident Evil Movies, Donny Darko, Saved, A Walk To Remember omg that movie is so fucking sad. Theres a whole bunch of movies I really like. I have to forgive myself and you the reader if I left out any of the really good movies, sorry about that.

Television:

I don't really watch it anymore to tell you the truth. But I love The Real World, 8th and Ocean, T.R.L., Degrassi, Will and Grace, Noah's Arc, Queer as Folk, Frasier, Everybody Loves Raymond, The Simpsons, South Park, Family Guy, Summerland, Black Sash, I am so pissed that it got cancelled. Anything on LOGO almost has to be good. X Play, Cinematec, Attack of the Show, Happy Tree Friends, Saved by the Bell, 90210, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Xena Warrior Princess and a whole bunch of really great shows.

Books:

The Best book I have ever read is The Giver then there is The Catcher in the Rye. There is also Down These Mean Streets, The Chocolate War, Animal Farm, Hamlet, Shabanu, The Color Purple, Maus I and II. These are just a few I remember off the top of my head, but there are so much more.

Heroes:

As of my whole Life no one has ever come and rescued me (tear). I am my own heroe.

My Blog

Doing Me Wrong

This is a blog to shed some light in on a specific topic. I may have touched on it in the previous blog within a "poetry like form". I can say that no one that I have ever met and trully cared about i...
Posted by In The End Its Just Me, Myself And I on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 09:38:00 PST

Show Me Love

So I sit here, I sit here and I listen. I listen to that song, that song that pulls at my heart's strings. By myself and all alone I feel. I feel that feeling that lets me know. It lets me know what I...
Posted by In The End Its Just Me, Myself And I on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 04:04:00 PST

Dedicated To Ray

This is being dedicated to my last ex Ray. This if for all the good I saw in him and our relationship. Louder Than Love by TKA.    Remember when we said goodbyeI wiped my tears, you didn't c...
Posted by In The End Its Just Me, Myself And I on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 02:30:00 PST

For That Reason I Will Always Hate You......

This is my latest writing, hope you enjoy. It is entitled For That Reason I Will Always Hate You. Written September 4th 2007, Tuesday (finished 6:09am)      I will never be able to...
Posted by In The End Its Just Me, Myself And I on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 06:34:00 PST

Youll see.......

Hey. bitches! I'm back!....... So I guess this is a little overdue. Meaning that well because I got my computer up and running and with internet on about a week or so ago. I wasnt going to write anyth...
Posted by In The End Its Just Me, Myself And I on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 06:02:00 PST

The New Number

Well for those of you who don't have it and or are interested in attaining it, this is it. My cell number is 1-347-993-9564. Give me a call sometime....
Posted by In The End Its Just Me, Myself And I on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 04:11:00 PST

I Wonder What's Next.......

I'm not dead yet bitches! Just wanted to drop by and let all my fans know that I shall be returning soon enough. I can't give you a date but it won't be long till I am back. I still don't have my comp...
Posted by In The End Its Just Me, Myself And I on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 04:04:00 PST