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About Me

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hush now.

i speak and no one is listening
i open my mouth, and no sound comes out
no one has ears to hear anymore
just breathe.

and you crawl until you can walk again

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FRIENDS ONLY.

she's pretty much the reason
that i can wake up and smile
she means more than you.

he makes it okay
to fall asleep at night
he knows what its like
to feel like you're the only one alive
the most comforting person
God has ever given me in my life

My Interests

Here are a few people who I will never forget
These are the people who TRULY have made the biggest impact on my life:

here is lesley. without her i would be nothing
she has made me a stronger person
than I ever knew i could be
she taught me the value of true happiness
and true friendship
i have never had a friend like her in my entire life
and i will never find anyone to replace the kindness
and love she has brought to my life
she's my light in all the dark times

JUMA
he is my lil jumie.
my hero. if it wasnt for him
i would not be where i am today
he brought me into his life and made me
a huge part of it
and for that i am ever-grateful
my best friend.
i love you=]

Crys=] i love u so much u have no idea
u helped take care of me
and taught me how to handle things
and u are like my sister
one of my best friends that i will never forget
i can't wait to come home n take care of u
and wingstop in lesleys room :D loll

I'd like to meet:

words cannot explain.
i love her.

"To die is the only adventure" Captain Hook

Heroes:

People that Matter.
my sirra loves me :] and i love her
she's perfect & always knows how
to make me smile we've got plans to get out
and to make the world know our names
i love you, sirra bear

kelly. wow i have no words to describe her
i can tell her anything. anything!
she is always there to make me laugh
to bring sunshine to my life
she makes me feel more beautiful than cleopatra
and worth more than i ever though i could be
and i love her. one of my TRUE best friends.
this girl has been like my best friend
i tell her more than i do most ppl i know in real life
she has been there for me lots
and i love her dearly amy darling
nikki=] amazing girl
i love her so much she is always
here for me no matter what
i know she will always be my friend
n i love n cherish her

mmm my lil sex monkey!!!
my bby is so perfect n cute!!! :D
he always makes me smile & laugh
ilyyy!!
my babygirl Kaycee she's pretty much perfect=]
ily
the most amazing girl ever. you wont ever compare
i love you heather :>
if you're not on here
dont fucking complain.
k thanks

My Blog

Little Poisoned Rose.

Once upon a time there was a seed planted, in a field of many flowers.This seed belonged to what would one day become a rose...But see, the planter of this seed, planted it with a drop of poison, and ...
Posted by Lucy [fucking] P! on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 04:37:00 PST

Breathing

Cheap champagneAnd a looking glassLook so far into the pastWhat you've come fromAnd what you've doneThese things will only make you strongSo keep breathing,Breathe,You're aliveYou're heart is still be...
Posted by Lucy [fucking] P! on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 10:41:00 PST

My misconceptions of beauty

They go something like this:Lucia, Lucy, Lucia Anne, darling girl, you must make it to there. You must you must you must!I keep telling myself I will get there, just keep trying, just ke...
Posted by Lucy [fucking] P! on Fri, 22 Sep 2006 04:28:00 PST

An honest confession

SilenceSo I sat there alone in the apartment, and I layed on the floor. I got carpet imprints on my legs from sitting too long in the same position. Red marks on my legs. I accidently sp...
Posted by Lucy [fucking] P! on Sat, 01 Jul 2006 01:03:00 PST

Learning to be human

I'm forgetting how to discard people, and emotions. I'm becoming human It's a sad state of mind, lacking in sanity. So I guess what I need is a pack of cigarettes, and a bottle o...
Posted by Lucy [fucking] P! on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 03:25:00 PST

The devil's crying happy tears...

The devil's crying happy tears,He told me when he found me here Lying alone in a place of shameTrying to hide it allI took one look into my inner soulAnd pondered what needed to be removedBut h...
Posted by Lucy [fucking] P! on Tue, 23 May 2006 03:59:00 PST

Sparkly Day

So I sparkled like the flameOf red lipstick on Ms. MonroeAnd you washed away the painThat I've held on to from so long agoSo quickly time passesAnd so quickly do we wasteEverything we've wantedWhen w...
Posted by Lucy [fucking] P! on Tue, 23 May 2006 04:29:00 PST

Please Read - Concerning Sri Lanka.

First a little intro I suppose:Most of you don't read my blogs. Most of you don't know a thing about me. I used to do some mission work - and still want to be doing it. When I was 10 and asked in scho...
Posted by Lucy [fucking] P! on Sat, 13 May 2006 11:13:00 PST

Searching, and change.

I'm so easily let down, so easily disposed of. I keep thinking today "People like you..." and keep thinking "People like me" Why is it so easy for me to seperate them? I am not the kind of person who ...
Posted by Lucy [fucking] P! on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 08:20:00 PST

A dream I had March 16th 2005...

Here is a dream I had last year, Thursday, March 16th. As soon as I woke I wrote it - exactly like this. I don't know why. It took me back far away, to some place that could never exist...I just...
Posted by Lucy [fucking] P! on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 10:45:00 PST