wHyItE cHoCoLaTe SuIcIdE ThriLL

About Me

Hi i'm Caspur.... I was brought into this world on November 4th election day in the year of Bi-Centenial to be exact, but have no idea who the president was that year. I considered writing my life story down but then I would have to be like the guy who wrote A million tiny little pieces and claim to be fiction. That overwhelmingly exciting more traumatic yet funny at times, I could go on and on.I lived in and out of orphanages in our beloved Burbank, LA. California during my youngest youth, definately developed some striking features from my parents whoever they may be, I only know them by name. Adopted at age 2 they mailed me to Hawaii, just kidding we flew United Airlines. As a young girl I can remember far back about the islands, grew up very quick. Exotic birds to my first dog chasing the ducks on the golf course for dinner. My big huge stuffed teddy bear with nesting mice moving in, Sesame street cardboard building blocks, to building rock forts outside up on cliffs covered in Hawaiian wooden rose vine very rare ingrediant according to the Anarchist cookbook. I've been lovin' u for here long knowin' I was never clear But I have no fear today cause I'm gonna say What I gotta say, I don't wanna play the role Bustin' through the door, I'm gonna take ur heart fo' sure, Put ur hands up in the air, it's a stick up I'm gon take ur heart from here, now let's fix up Put ur hands in the air, in the air, in the airI'm gonna play my cards from here And take this gamble sure My words are gonna fumble, but this beat is mighty humble Ain't goin nowhere, sure I'm scared but my life's a dare And baby u just got so much flare, we'll be the perfect pair I'm gonna share my mind with u, u've been blinded My life's been blue, I'm takin u, I'm takin uPut ur hands up in the air, it's a stick up I'm gon take ur heart from here, now let's fix up Put ur hands in the air, in the air, in the airPut ur hands up in the air, it's a stick up I'm gon take ur heart from here, now let's fix up Put ur hands in the air, in the air, in the air In the air, in the air, in the air When I first met u, I wanted to wet u Not a gun but a different content, sexual U tried to run, I still get u Steel metal not needed, a whole 'nother meaning Don't want ur gold, want ur soul Control ur heartbeatin, cause when I start squeezin that muscle That's the trigger, than I got u nigga, in ya Feeling strong... Spray paint and butane...

Layout by CoolChaser I feel like this cupcake... Year of the dragon

My Interests

Last year my heart fell for a guy I still have feelings and it is hard I am realy considering relocating...and I am looking for my new love if he can be strong enough to be my man, that has to be love at first site with "Brains".
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts
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nobody but you. take photo's

Sad lock... crying sky... Time sure is off at times...

I'd like to meet:

MySpace Contact Tables from MySpace Editor . Awww its the thought that counts.... Nobody realy anymore, I just want to be able to be me openly. lets face it we should be watching our own backs unless your just catching a glance of my butt, but please dont let me see. It just looks so bad unless a twinkle of that surprise love/lust/life Arise, I am so amused my muse my wants/taunts/desires. I am stunned/un-touched/gloves whimpering melodies "please go and leave my innocent breed". Loyalty of greed stop the floor has reflexed to many trees. Uncle sam you think your the man, think once again you may need his cuff. Big bad America is not the best stuff, you think Zha zha gabor is gonna be tough enough. Time keeps ticking everyone may be picky, so what? thats who we be!!!! Anyone who is virtually angelic and true, wheither it be family/friends/seeds. I get it all the time accused of all the crimes, but the fact of it all is I dont even lie. I am the bestest friend, of all time, My heart just beats louder and will never end. Anyone who means so much, no matter stranger or trust? I know it exists cuz you took me there, I would whither in my own tears before facing my false fears atleast I beleive my own ears, yes trust it is real... You Caster are "Still A Thrill"Honestly I can admit I can realy do some dumb shit sometimes and through different levels and varietys of emotions, sometimes I dont even know how I am truely feeling. Pains definition obviously is not pleasure, Being nice these days is not considered praise but betrayal, see I need to study both of these. I am gonna tell all of my friends that I am a true friend and beleive that I see into stuff im not completely blindBlind I, me , and myself am being challenged by this state of Misery. I will not be ran out but I will go and make my way towards Southwest once again, I think that Death will come to those who see the eye first because they are weaker but I still will move forward. I will survive in this Mutha Fucka We Call Life cause the shit that is going on in my life, is all a bunch of reality that I* dont need * I * am * ME* its your loss if you dont like me, cause I am golden with trust I beleive in forgiving, I have been through more than I can breathe and with that I stand shaken and used like something disposible, nick of time cut with a razor edge. Chances is on a bad day like this day I would have got lost?-----------------
Make Fortune Cookies at MySpaceLayouts.orgCats Still have Pride, I still went out! you didn't stop me able man..please light my cigarrette, for me & m'ladies.I still crave him, new blog look out ya'll it'll back up everything to Tech Nine's " Kiss Kiss" Loved it!!! I already knew, trust no bust ... Im bored.. anyway I am just so into this shot it may be my crazy eye. I call it "psycho sexy". August 22, 2007 - Wednesday A slide named equality...

Music:

Kelis, she is my fav. artist for me these days... Dizzee Rascal is just so talented to me.... Madonna old/new skool...(Look of love. Skin) A.M.B - Axe Murder Boys (Dreaming of my Suicide) Barberic Merits (local turntable) a home-made video... Mono (Formica Blues) CaRtoOn'S

Movies:

Labrynth, I saw this in the theatre with my grandmother when I was 8 years old. All of the Crow... Ascending & descending. Ferris Buellers day off. The Doors, the movie. Pretty Woman. Natural Born Killers, All of Maddonna's films. Fear in Loathing Las Vegas...

Television:

old sitcom's Jim Henson Julie Brown Showgreat white shark Great White Shark

Books:

Anything that catches my attention ( opinion nation ) Author Donald Goines tops tha cake! Has the murder of Donald Goines ever being solved or was there ever any clues on who did it? CHECK OUT MY WRITINGS in my blogger

Heroes:

Stuffed Animals.... My Wings... Myself,my two sons (Micheal & Jackson) and their parents,Caster,friends,family and also to my family I havent met.. Love Horoscopes Weekly InsightMy brotha... woadie

Myself... Sid & Nancy

My Blog

Scorpio’s

Sunday, Aug 24th, 2008 -- It's confusing when you remember something about your childhood today because you may realize that there was another side to the story. But the more you try to fill in the mi...
Posted by wHyItE cHoCoLaTe SuIcIdE ThriLL on Sun, 24 Aug 2008 09:10:00 PST

"Precious Doe"

"Precious Doe" Nodody loves me today. knick-knack still intact. Lacked a locket, sealed sold.* publicity simply, cradled cold* Nobody's glory, forsaken story* Melodies went stray, passing broken down...
Posted by wHyItE cHoCoLaTe SuIcIdE ThriLL on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 01:28:00 PST

LIBER TZADDI

*something i red today only sky blue... LIBER TZADDIvelHAMVS HERMETICVSSVB FIGVRAXC A.’. A.’.Publication in Class A.Imprimatur:N. Fra A.’. A.’.0. In the name of the Lord of Ini...
Posted by wHyItE cHoCoLaTe SuIcIdE ThriLL on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 06:40:00 PST

Same O’l song

In between everything,homes, friends, secret blends.After your ends some people will spoil.Not beleiving and keep needing-Indian crys rain dance rounding fire skipping trannce.Yellow jacket bees gathe...
Posted by wHyItE cHoCoLaTe SuIcIdE ThriLL on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 12:37:00 PST

Alone in my Stance

Lifes decisions cant revisit rewind charming man still stand. Standing up to me withholding my happy glee. I nowhere alone in my stance, unknown and awaken in fatigue. Body not allowing any speed...
Posted by wHyItE cHoCoLaTe SuIcIdE ThriLL on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 07:10:00 PST

What man will save her life?

Metal hindge dager cuffed handcuff stings. Clanked to Railroad tracks, twisted and smashed. prayers lingering out her nose, droplets of sweat dangle, eyes closed. Memory lapse, inside my head, Happy b...
Posted by wHyItE cHoCoLaTe SuIcIdE ThriLL on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 06:38:00 PST

Crowded Maze

What is realy real?, I wonder. Crazed in the day, looking much like a daze. faded stars no where, lost in a crowd... missing the sand of time, so quick no one to harm. Partly hidden, Partly sold. No o...
Posted by wHyItE cHoCoLaTe SuIcIdE ThriLL on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 09:00:00 PST

Penguin freud

Mono Penguin Freud lyrics No direction, need protection,All the futures pass with meFeel rejection, isolationStill in silenceWant to be, lone in meBeauty stupidNothing but vanityCan't you seeFeel dece...
Posted by wHyItE cHoCoLaTe SuIcIdE ThriLL on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 10:07:00 PST

To A T....

to whom it may concern,Gorilla's, Lionz, and ummm, oh my.... Vanilla reservation I am awaiting your action. respecting the walk no problems Mrs. Jackson. When I got my first glimpse of you, in on...
Posted by wHyItE cHoCoLaTe SuIcIdE ThriLL on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 11:20:00 PST

Lustermack pt 2

Mistaken fear you saw-I wanted to play.Build lasting stairs moving up,towards the sky.primping, pimping...sexy scarface, Diamondin clown face scorn.Spicy hatchets w/ porn.We will age,dont waste it bab...
Posted by wHyItE cHoCoLaTe SuIcIdE ThriLL on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 07:38:00 PST