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A steeple of needles thrust into our eyes,so scholars might say we were blinded by pride,like the si

About Me

Well I am 23 years old....I listen to a wide variety of music .....but not too wide.I like to draw and do my facepaint,I also like to sing,dance,make cds for the people I love,and the night ...I love the night.I enjoy the company of others just as much as I love getting bit by a rabid dog..unless , well that depends on who is my company you know?Well I really don't care what anyone has to think about me.as Violent J said in one of ICP's songs "I don't care what you think you don't intertwine"!! I enjoy video games...yuperzzz I'm a gamer ...been one for a really long time...my favorite game is Silent Hill which you can see.Alittle more about myself hmmmm...well I am a person that is always there for my family , my juggalo family,and my friends..I am always trying to help someone out if I have the means to do so.I do not really believe in labels but I am what others would call a military goth...or a raver goth or whatever you wanna call me...I am just little old me!Layout made by nicki I happen to be a juggalo, BUT I am going to write this fairly and maturely: First off, what is a juggalo? Well that's a hard question. It really almost can't be described. It's a feeling, a state of mind. It's a way of life almost. Juggalos don't give a fuck what people think about them and are completely true to themselves. I've seen emo juggalos, goth juggalos, and even gay juggalos. The only excpetion is racist juggalos. There is no such thing as a racist juggalo because one of the fundamental "laws" of the juggalo is that they can not hate anyone for gender, age, size, race, or preferences. Also, I think saying all juggalos are 13-year-old wiggers who can't spell is rather wrong. Sure, many can be immature, but hell anyone from any group can be immature. As for "wiggers" not all juggalos act like "gangsters" and juggalos are of many ethnicities. Another of the fundamental "laws" of the juggalo is to always respect every other juggalo and treat them like family, whether you got a beef with them or not. While this rule is often bent and/or broken, many juggalos follow this rule strictly. However, one of the biggest misconceptions about the juggalos is that people think they do whatever ICP tells them. That's not a juggalo, that's a sheep, and those people, frankly, have no life. Hell, I listen to Eminem a bit, and I have an 8 Mile movie poster. Does that make me fake? No! And anyone that thinks it does can suck my balls off! But anyways, I'm starting to ramble here soo yeh... ~Also, Juggalos are NOT ICP fans.~ ICP refer to themselves as juggalos meaning they can't be fans of themselves. (Well, I guess technically they could, but still...) The Juggalo also believes in the "prophecy of the Dark Carnival." While this is highly debated about being far-fetched, if you ignore the Carnival mask of it, the 6 Jokers Cards make sense and are meaningful. And for the record, juggalos happen to not wear facepaint every day (I wear it only on special occasions like Halloween or parties), and most of us are normal people and actually pretty cool and funny. In conclusion, let's not steteotype juggalos. There IS no stereotype because the whole point of "juggalism" is being yourself. The "stereotypical" juggalo is more commonly known as a fake and a sheep. And just because someone is a juggalo doesn't mean that he/she is a freak. Why not try to talk to us and see for yourself sometime?Note: There is no such thing as a juggalette. Juggalo is a uni-sex term. Juggalette was probably made up by some dumb feminist bitch who said Juggalo was sexist and threatened to sue ICP or something.(nope I didn't write this but I give mad props to the man who did MiketheFreak On the left is the one man that makes me alive and I will spend the rest of my life with~~♥I love him~~ In the middle is my homies Rocko who is always speaking sense to me even when I think that nothing makes sense... and on the far right is my homie and brother Joey whom has been there for me for a long timje and is one of the most trusted friends I have had besides my brother Stefan and my sisters Kimmi and Liz~~♥

My Interests

I love dancing,darwing,writing,talking to others,playing RPG's,Listening to music,hanging out with friends,making others feel better but if they are unappreciative of that then I say fuck it and fuck you,I do enjoy anime and anything having to do with my religion....If you don't know my religion then you are an idiot because it is on my profile,I love vampires,people who know who they are and accept who they are,I love roses,glitter(not sparkles),men who wear black nail polish,make up ,and pretty much believe that it is ok to do that because it IS!

I'd like to meet:

Anyone and everyone that has ever felt downgraded or just because they are different they are alienated,or just plain treated badly cuz they a scrub.I wanna meet people that value friendship,loyalty,honesty,and love.
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Music:

The psychopathic Records Family,EBM,Dark wave,New wave,Industrial,Rock,death metal,black metal,New age,japanese music,some house,......and Daft Punk

Movies:

Interstella 5555,The Labryinth,documentaries on the unknown such as exorcisms,and the supernatural,Horror movies,gothic horror....pretty much everything horror.and comedies

Television:

Aqua Teen Hunger Force,Robot Chicken,Family Guy,Samurai Shamploo,Cowboy Bebop,anything on Adult Swim, and anything else on tv that is worth watching

Books:

ummmmmmmmmmm.That's a tough one....I like Anne Rice novels,Stephen King novels,William Peter Blatty's

Heroes:

Myself,My immediate family,My homies Joe,Jah,Rocko,Kelsey. My brother Stefan whom has helped me more than a million times,All of the psyhchopathic family,the hatchet,Every Juggalo on this planet,and I was saving the greatest for last My Grandfather Byron Cleaver....May whatever is holy help him find rest in his afterlife~~I love you grandpop!

My Blog

RANT(If you like humanity,I suggest not reading this)

I'll tell you how stupid most people on this planet are... How can you tell a person one thing and do the EXACT opposite from what you say you're going to do ..and expect them to just smile and take i...
Posted by ~~*♥TaRa♥*~~ on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 05:32:00 PST

Hurt,alone,and dying slowly...

I just hate my nonexistant ...existance. Thank you Kayla for your kind words but .... nothing has changed,but I am starting not to care no more....it ain't worth me having an anyurism over.....
Posted by ~~*♥TaRa♥*~~ on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 04:10:00 PST

Stop Fucking Complaining about it and do something Already!!!!

I am so fucking tired of people complaining about shit going on in thier life and not doing a fucking thing about it!!! Do not call me and tell me you are coming over if you are not going to!Do NOT fu...
Posted by ~~*♥TaRa♥*~~ on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 04:16:00 PST

Valentine's day >.<

Alright I've been thinking about posting this for some time now.... Valentines day .......I believe it is a way to exloit people not only that but it's got to be a marketing scheme of some kind .....t...
Posted by ~~*♥TaRa♥*~~ on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 10:04:00 PST

I don't really depend on anything but myself and my friendships

I need nothing.....I don't need a boyfriend..I don't need stress....but I do need my friends.The true friends that I have ...the ones that have been there for me for a long long time,those are the peo...
Posted by ~~*♥TaRa♥*~~ on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 02:54:00 PST

The love of my life and the bumpy road ahead

Well I'm in love......but for awhile it wasn't working out...we have alot of things TO work out.I hope that everything will be ok seeing as I have fucked up in da past.I just hope that my prayers will...
Posted by ~~*♥TaRa♥*~~ on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 05:22:00 PST

FUCK!!!!!

Well here we go around and around.....I fucking hate my life so much.Everything that happens to me is shitty...the only good things I have in my life is my homies and my family and thats it!!!I'm am f...
Posted by ~~*♥TaRa♥*~~ on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 01:30:00 PST

RaNdOm ShIt

Are you new to the crew? lemme tell you something dude,what you know ain't cared about as long as I'm here to take you out.I'll chop that fake smile right off yo face,and make you look so stupid in di...
Posted by ~~*♥TaRa♥*~~ on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 07:06:00 PST

I don't know

I seen so much of what I fear in the past days gone by,it makes it hard not to shed tears to break down and cry.So here I cry and Im alone in this my little cell,just waiting for someone to save me fr...
Posted by ~~*♥TaRa♥*~~ on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 07:56:00 PST

YES THIS IS ME

The sun is sleeping quietlyOnce upon a centuryWistful oceans calm and redArdent caresses laid to rest For my dreams I hold my lifeFor wishes I behold my nightThe truth at the end of timeLosing faith m...
Posted by ~~*♥TaRa♥*~~ on Sat, 30 Sep 2006 09:25:00 PST