Death is certain life is not !
When i was a kid like 13 years old ,iv seen this guy on the street , both arms tattood ,
the right said " death is certain "
the left said " life is not"
I never understood what he ment with the signs , i thought he was a dumb tattood junky trying to be cool !
yet i never fergot the picture of him on the street with those signs on them arms.
After the years passed by , every year when i thought about that man , i gained respect for him , every year when i learned more about life , about people and its cruelty behaviour ( church , god , extremists , women , society , money , Life and all its dissapointments and losses and even my own misstakes ) ... now i dont see him as a badass junky that tryd to be cool , after 15 years i have respect for the guy because now i know he knew !
There's a message behind everything I do, and the message on this one is that young artists need to know that you gonna get tooken. It's the way of the game. You just gotta be smart enough to Stay in the game long enough and be successful enough to change that.
I'm not religious at all. I think faith is something that gives you strength. I believe in fate and I believe that things happen for a reason but I don't think that there's a high power, necessarily. I believe in karma very much though. There are so many rude people around and they're the people that don't have any real friends. And relationships with people - with your mom, your nan, your dog.. are what you get the most happiness in life from. Apart from shoes and bags.
The present moment has always been available to spiritual seekers, but as long as you are seeking you are not available to the present moment. "Seeking" implies that you are looking to the future for some answer, or for some achievement, spiritual or otherwise. Everybody is in the seeking mode, seeking to add something to who they are, whether it be money, relationships, possessions, knowledge, status.. or spiritual attainment.
You become a worrier by practising worry. You can become free of worry by practising the opposite and stronger habit of faith. With all the strength and perseverance you can command, start practising faith.
Fear tends to cause you to focus, it tends to cause your adrenaline to run, it tends to cause you to perhaps see things in much, much sharper perspective at that instant.
wreckless driver , smooth parker , flying is a kick , stoned ass , smart fool , weakness to black , chessplayer , sarcastic jokes , the free life , poetic guy , love is blind dying , determined future , all or nothing , the represented , give and take , no respect can be taken ,its only to be earned , a word is a word , honor in flesh and blood , scarface , milky way galaxies or ant populations , 6th sense , karma , internet armed assault battles , tupac amaru shakur , reach where others failed , meditation and relativation , lazy ass , hates mailboxes and drama's , pretty good predictor on everything but love , green sharp eyes , a ghost outside the box , solo fighter with gray hair , hate the world - adore some of em , seeing is believing , facts and logic
3 / 3 / 2008 near fatal crash
A 85 year old guy who came from the opposit direction didnt notice me and turned off to cross the street ,my speed was about 50mph and with all my power of reactions i never could do anything to avoid this ,the feeling u get "somethings wrong" and all u can do is wait to happen for it is really creepy !
I broke 2 legs and my arm in the process , that was an experience if u never broke anything in ur entire life !
After 2 months hospital i came to the conclusion .. i never want to brake anything again that will force me to stay in a hospital .. ever, i had pain everywhere but my ass and thats where the hospital gave it !
Im so lucky .. not that i'm still alive but able to use all parts of my body..
It thoke me about 4 months to walk again normaly but i'm still in pain fading away ,on 26 / 06 / 2008 i bought the fastest bike of 2007 , the kawasaki ninja ZX6R , i know for some of u this makes no sense at all but for me it was the motivation to get trough , if this is the only controllable way ( if not a 85 year old pop up somewhere behind the corner ) to make my life feel complete !
Ghost meets armed assault
A dream of the ofp agemade in january 2007
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Arma Dreams 4
AH1 cobra flight
Made in march 3 2008
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