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Day by Day ...

I cried today ⬠in front of my kids. I never cry in front of my kids. Lock myself in the room, wait until the shower is running and muffles the sound of desperation and exhaust ⬠but today, I cr...
Posted by Jill on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Breathe ... Help me to breathe ...

2am and he calls me cause I'm still awake Can you help me unravel my latest mistake I don't want to love him and winter just wasn't my season. Yea we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes Like...
Posted by Jill on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Please do not forsake me

You would have thought that I had learned. I say, "Sometimes love is not enough" but I do not accept my own advice. I follow with what I truly want and not with what I truly know. I must really...
Posted by Jill on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

If only I can find my peace ...

I've been through the unspeakable and the shadows that surround me from time will just not go away. I've been through the unspeakable. Things that I never believed would have ever happened to me. ...
Posted by Jill on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

End of the Road ...

I saw the moon smile at me once. The stars were countless and the ocean was also quiet. The wind stopped for me. I saw the moon smile at me once.
Posted by Jill on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Where oh where is my To-Do-List ...

I made a list a few years ago of milestones that I wanted to achieve and accomplish. I recall printing it at the time and placed it somewhere and one day I had came across it, but of course, I put it...
Posted by Jill on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Breathe ... Help me to breathe ...

2am and he calls me cause I'm still awake Can you help me unravel my latest mistake I do love him and winter just wasn't my season. Yea we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes Like th...
Posted by Jill on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I am not Lost ...

What have I learned about love? I've learned that happiness does not always mean that it is love. That being "in love" does not necessarily mean that it is "love". Don't judge a book by its cov...
Posted by Jill on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

But it's really half empty ...

Tell me you haven't learned anything from me. Tell me you haven't gained habits from me - whether good or bad - tell me that I haven't lost anything from being with you - tell me that when you think ...
Posted by Jill on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I used to think the glass was half full ...

I don't understand people - I don't understand why they do the things they do or why they say what they say. I don't understand why people make promises when they are not sure of whether they would ...
Posted by Jill on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST