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♥ Lolita (lover of humanity) ♥

What do you call that? What you have?

About Me


Understanding cycles back to confusion and delusions to dreams

If I drink more water there won’t be demons in my computer screen

If I see there’s nothing I can do but just keep it all to myself

They’ll drink to my health and say I’m so much better since I got help

My Interests


I dabble in many things

I write (check the blogs)

I like my friends

I LOVE my brothers and sisters

I miss my home

I like meeting new people

I talk too much

I'd like to meet:

some one more honest than they should be.

My Blog

Driving At Night (Part 2. The Paper Route)

When I'm driving at nightThe only surviving light is artificialGasping, grasping, thrashing to shineAgainst the vastness of the blacknessFlickering like shadows dimly castPlaying at battles in the pas...
Posted by ♥ Lolita (lover of humanity) ♥ on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 10:27:00 PST

Stalker Song

His heart spins like a phonographAs he slowly snaps blurry photographsOf kissing kids like a pornograph-erWith his hands shaking from sordid actsHe witnesses thru voyeuristic filtersTransgressions and...
Posted by ♥ Lolita (lover of humanity) ♥ on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 03:42:00 PST

Servin' the Emperor Ice Cream

When I walked in, they appraised me as an alienWhat to make of the thin skin they draped me inI drank stale blood from the well of ancient springsI spent all my earnings on a tomb to encase me inFor a...
Posted by ♥ Lolita (lover of humanity) ♥ on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 01:46:00 PST

Dream Bullshi- (not a poem)

I often wake up still in the emotional grip of my last dream, but with the memory of it fading so quickly that I only remember it not making much sense, or maybe a person who was involved in it. But s...
Posted by ♥ Lolita (lover of humanity) ♥ on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 01:36:00 PST

Waking Life Verse

Let me chase the red eyed dawn with something informalI never sleep, cuz sleep is the second cousin twice removed of actually being normalYes, yes, what can I sayHope Shutup gets some shuteye todayI d...
Posted by ♥ Lolita (lover of humanity) ♥ on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 09:49:00 PST

Dear Jane

If I ever give a shitI'll smear it on your face and kiss my feces off your lipsIf I ever seize the day, I'll hold it fuckin hostageand if there's an eclipse, it won't be on my conscienceDear Jane, my ...
Posted by ♥ Lolita (lover of humanity) ♥ on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 09:47:00 PST

Eat Your Life With a Spoon

The trumpets blow and lend intangible significancethe impetus in my interface is built of incidentsFirst from my birth if I can count that curseI see it in reverse, it makes me speak in terse blurtswh...
Posted by ♥ Lolita (lover of humanity) ♥ on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 07:53:00 PST

Easy Come, Easy Go

Jimmy had a girlfriend, they used to talk about leavingnow she's got another General and he's gradually retreatingbleeding from where he slit his wrists out of insignificancehe knows he isn't memorabl...
Posted by ♥ Lolita (lover of humanity) ♥ on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 11:25:00 PST

I should've told You

I guess I lost track, but everyone doesAnd I was tracking my loss of your loveAnd it won't come back, that's understoodEven reading the letter where you said it wouldI guess I can't tell the wishes fr...
Posted by ♥ Lolita (lover of humanity) ♥ on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 11:34:00 PST

Welcome to the new Century, same as the Old Century

Every stage of life demands a passwordsometimes you know the code, sometimes you defersometimes you bury the consequences in ideas so deepbeing in the wrong place at the wrong time becomes defeatA mur...
Posted by ♥ Lolita (lover of humanity) ♥ on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 10:46:00 PST