i wish this nightmare was just that... |
i'd love to say that this is a dream because it happens to be 10 of 4 in the morning and i wish i was asleep badly. but it's not a dream. it's my life. my life with my incredibly sel...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Mar 2006 12:59:00 PST |
all kinds of stuff to know about me... |
basics:
time started-- 7:53full name-- lila may mercurenickname(s)-- lila may, lilees, lillian, lil mama.birthday-- january 29, 1982where were you born-- holyoke, mazodiac sign-- aquariusheight--...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 06:03:00 PST |
happy belated b-day to me!! |
i went to amherst today to get a steamed apple cider(yummy by the way). and i figured, hey, why we're here, let's go visit solid john, my tattoo artist. whom i haven't seen in what seems l...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 10:51:00 PST |
nothing gets crossed out |
"The future has got me worried, such awful thoughts.My head is a carousel of pictures.The spinning never stops.I just want someone to walk in frontand I'll follow the leader.Like when I fell under th...
Posted by on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 01:28:00 PST |
why do i dream like this?! |
i had another car accident dream last night. i don't even know what number it is. i usually die in them though, and this time i didn't, well at least i don't think i did.
i was with my fri...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 11:56:00 PST |
do this! (that means you too, mo!) |
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 04:47:00 PST |
hypocricies, lies and bad communication skills. |
10 years we've been friends....about 8 of them we've been close friends, and for the past, oh, say 5 or 6 years he's been one of my best friends. but now, in the matter of a few days, we're noth...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 09:47:00 PST |
also... |
i really hate it when someone is pissed at me and doesn't wanna talk to me anymore, but won't tell me why or what's wrong. and i'm left to come up with my own assumptions, that are supposedly wr...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 07:11:00 PST |
you make my brain hurt |
i can't fathom how someone who doesn't want me could possibly get jealous over anything i do. especially when more than half the time they're acting like a piece of poop means more to them than ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 05:12:00 PST |
i love having my feeling stomped |
i can't stress how greatly i appreciate being told by someone that they wished i was invisible. really. that's such an awesome thing to say to someone. thank you. truly.
cold h...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 12:14:00 PST |
