Member Since: 5/17/2006
Band Website: vampirefreaks.com/audiofever
Band Members: In a pointless universe where everything is fighting to spread its being to continue the survival of its kind, humans have the unique ability of making a change. We are self-destructive but able to stare into the enormous chaos of the universe. In survival of our own race, nature gave us conciousness. This divides us from every other living being in the always expanding nothingness around us. However, we are now able to see how meaningless everything is and we are able to give a darker meaning to the fact that one day we will come to pass.On the other hand, this is the greatest gift nature can provide. Mother Nature is the most selfish force we have ever known and since we are part of it there is no escaping being like Her. The universe is a mass where we are a part of, we are
selfish and only living in survival of our own kind. Like all other animals we serve by taking care of ourselves and therefor nature.With this knowledge we can make a stand. There once was a Messiah whispering words of light from the Book of Absolute Truth. It's our own choice if we decide to follow Him or just be another non-expressing, non-meaningful, non-unique character in the blessed world of concious creatures.Don't get blinded by creating your own God. Don't get blinded by blocking your own thinking and wisdom.
Influences: Always floating beyond social structures, accepted behaviour, massive media influence and fashion statements, I have always felt different. Not different from being a human I found out later, but different from what society always tried to teach me. There is no wrong or right or good or evil on earth which should
define the way we act as humans. There are just some really good examples, such as Christ. Christ lost meaning when random man tried to get involved into the 'story'. Christ tought us more then we can ever imagine now because religion simply raped the lessons. So, knowing that there is no one able to create 'you' or should tell you how to live or act, I had to think for myself.We all have the same rights. I am born on earth like alle other humans. The strongest ones however decided the rules. They are responsible for the society we know it these days and everything that's influencing us as a person. Simply because I am not one of those strong leaders I am forced to find my way in this system. I have not decided yet if this is a good or a bad thing. I would probably not do it any better so I choose not to think of it that often. These are just the facts.In this system I am trying to live as good as possible. I try not to harm others but not with the intention that I expect to get this in return. Im trying to be a good person myself and show the world how I think that's good. I am not forcing my opinion upon others. If I would do so, I'd be like nature only offering to get something in return.In this way of living I try to enjoy myself the way I think that is beauty.
Sounds Like: Dressing up in a unique way trying to express something which does not follow the mass, I can find pleasure. Not that anything beautiful can only be unique. The mind decides if something is delightful or not, no matter how common or uncommon this is. Being noticed I think is something important just to show your ideals to the world without harming anyone with this. I can't think of any other pretty way then expressing this by art in any form such as: music and dressing up.What opened the doors to creating all this myself is the gothic/cyber scene.
Musically the dark ebm/cyber groups such as Tactical Sekt, Grendel, Hocico
influenced me in the first place but later also bands such as VNV Nation,
Pride and Fall and also Angelspit came to my attention. After a couple of years absorbing into this world and its way of clothing, I developed my own style and tasted from other corners of expressing yourself musically. I tend to listen to every kind of music but in the electronic world I was really interested in the deep basses and high bleeps of electro house and the enormous soundwalls of atmosphere from the vocal trance world. Names such as Above and Beyond, Filo&Peri, Fedde le Grand and Benny Benassi came to be my favourites.
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