My Drug
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I try to get on here when I can - I live on my own now and dont have a comp at the moment!,
I dont always get time to reply to things right away but always try to when I can.
Sorry if I take a while to accept friend requests.. I actually like to look at the profiles of people who are adding me not just accepting for the sake of having more "friends".
Do not judge me by how I used to be,
If you used to know me you wont anymore.. I have been through a hell of alot in the past few years and have changed completely, if you dont like it simply eXit my page.
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..2 sides to every story..
........this needs updating again......... Im sorta like two people in one.
The good side I relate to as Ztan, and the bad Natz.
I have a side of me that can be serious n mature. I find I can relate to alot of people because I have been through many experiences in life already.
I can also be a big kid and seriously immature. Most people tend to like this side of me alot better, I will get along with anyone when im in one of these moods. You will think im insane if you ever witness a "funny five minutes". infact I think I am... I wont stop laughing at stupid things.
It doesnt take much for me to switch. One min I could be happy and the next really down.
I will always have death on my mind whether in a good or bad mood.
When I am down im really down and highly suicidal...
I understand if this is where you exit my page. This is the very reason I find it hard to trust people as I lose anybody I trust or care about.
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These results sum me up in one.
Stability results were very low which suggests you are extremely worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.
Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
trait snapshot:
introverted, irritable, feels invisible, observer, depressed, does not enjoy leadership, reveals little about self, dislikes large parties, feels undesirable, does not like to stand out, submissive, suspicious, emotionally sensitive, not a thrill seeker, solitude loving, likes silence, fragile, second guesses self, negative, unadventurous, fearful, weird, focuses on people's hidden motives, paranoid, phobic, dependent, cautious, avoidant, semi intellectual
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