♥ HeiLin ♥

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Thanks for taking the time to drop by to get to know me better…The person here and now is much different then the one you would have met 2 years ago. This person has learned to love themselves and loves living. I have made so many changes for the best. For once I am happy with all that my life represents and totally feel good about it.
I am a straight forward person with no ill will or discontent in my heart these days. I have learned to walk away from drama and mind games that people tend to want to play. I have only time for the people in my life that deserve to be there. If you aren't a person with a respectful amount of trust you aren't in my life these days, and that OK by me.
I love goofy things that some would find a bit strange…I have a huge thing for the era of Pin-up Girls. This was a time where it was taboo to show skin…some how they managed to do it such a beautiful, sexy, yet classy way. I can look them for hours. (And yes I am straight…lol)
I’m big in to Dark and or Gothic art…I can find the surreal beauty in it in ways others may not…and I have learned it’s ok not to like what everyone else does. It amazes me that people feel they have to enjoy what the average person does just to fit in. If I have to do that then I don’t want to ever fit in.
The man in my life is a wonderful person…he is my dream man. Artistic, sexy, educated, fun, loving, and always full of surprises. It’s great to feel free in a relationship for once. I can do what ever I want…he finds my attitude to be refreshing…hmmm and others thought I had a bad one…he loves it.
I can’t say enough for him…or about him. All though he is upset that I will not become more serious with our relationship.I know I am doing the right thing in not promising a serious relationship when I can't say 100% I am ready to be in one.
Right now I am actually working on a dream of mine…I have decided to team up with my lover and do a book…yes I know some of you are sitting there thinking…WHAT EVER…those people I guess never knew I love to write and have been for years. My father had always wanted me to actually publish a few things and I never did. This will leave you screaming for weeks.
My lover has been the light in my life…and he seems to have no darkness with in. For once I can be me. It’s fun…I haven’t enjoyed life like this since a child. For those of you that do not know I have been through hell and back the last ten years…paid my dues and now it’s now another’s turn to have to face theirs.
My friends are very dear creatures of mine…and have been there for years through thick and thin, never turned their backs on me or judged me for my mistakes. Those that have…well notice your not in my life for a reason. I’m glad too…you seemed to love to make me unhappy. How ever I would like to thank one for taking a big step in fixing a few mistakes and helping me work towards forgiving them, as well as them forgiving me for my attitude.
I share a great love for music…love it like it’s air…need it like water…and enjoy it like it’s a tasty dish. I can enjoy a vast variety of it…except country…which is a disgusting thing to do to a person I think. It’s like serving liver and onions to me. YUCK!
XoXo
-H