I'm Matt. I'm a hardcore metal head. I have a very sexual/sarcastic/perverted/dry sense of humor. I hAtE iT WheN Ppl TyPE LykE DiS!!! I'm always wearing a beater and shell toes...camo shorts in the summer and blue jeans in the winter...and 90% of the time I'm rocking the classic navy blue Red Sox hat. I'm obsessed with music. I hate going poo...It's a waste of time. The only things that piss me of is my parents, FSU kids, and Friendly's. I have not touched any kind of drugs. ...I hardly ever take advil or the similar. Theres a reason why you feel pain, to let you know something is wrong... Stupid people suck. I'm constantly saying "That's what she said", "Are you fucking serious", " Pffftt", and "Your mother". I loathe doing dishes. I'm known for doing crazy/stupid things just for a laugh. I'm hardly ever serious. People take life too seriously. When I am serious you can tell the difference. I'm constantly hungry. I am slowly learning bass. I think that if you get these fancy smacy coffee's at Starbucks your a putz. ...Yes I like their Caramel Apple Cider...but if I want coffee, I go to the next corner to Dunkin Dounts and get a large extra extra...not a mocha latte extra cream frappmyassacino tall lattecino...hold the whip cream... pffftt. Sex, sleep, and food are the best things ever invented. 80s pop music is a close fourth. Rambo is and always will be the ultimate warrior. I own a website and I plan on turning it into a full business once I get back from boot camp. Bras are the worst invention ever. Vinnies Pizza is by far the best this side of the world... I'm sure theres some old woman in Italy that can make a mean pizza. I plan on meeting her someday so I can enjoy her mean pizza. Salute Your Shorts was/is the best TV show ever. Tootles.
Yankees SUCK!!!
P.S. if you are someone I don't know
someone I don't like
a crappy band
or an ad for your sexy webcam or some junk
I'M NOT GOING TO ADD YOU.
try messaging me if you wanna talk or whatever. I'm not just gonna add you. popularity contest bullsquash. and to the bands... at least sound good. ...
AIM = NefaRiousDaRcy
I will be trained. I will be educated. I will stand out. I will make a difference.
DONATE TO THE "MATT FUND" ...It helps with bills and such
www.nefariousrealm.com
My Path
Time has come to make a difference. Through the years I have found myself. It is time to rise up and fight. Blood. Sweat. Tears. I have the strength. The Time has come to rise inside. Breathe me in. Courage. I am forever. Deep within I have found the strength to push forward. Through the pain and suffering, I will not lose myself in everything that holds me down. From sorrow to serenity. My destiny is a choice within myself. Arising from conscienceness. No one to blame for my transgressions. No one to blame but myself. My truth is my absolution. Pain is weakness leaving the body. I will stand up for who I am. Only through dedication will i destroy all preconception. I will face my torment and dismantle my doubt. Discipline and determination I remain steadfast. Perseverance. Hope is not lost. It is in my grasp. I have got to take my life back. One chance to make it right. I have been tried and tested, I will not accept defeat. Through the worst I will prevail. Striving Through the hardships and affliction. Everyday is knowledge to use in life. I am the spark that will ignite the flames. I am the author, finisher of my faith. If i control myself, I control my destiny. A fearless approach to oppression. I walk the path that gives me confidence strong and pure. Now I realize that freedom rises from the source. I built these walls around me and I can break them all away. I will focus all the strength I call into unstoppable energy. i shall not stumble. I shall not fall. I am never falling again. I dare to fail. Charging right in. Trust my guts, follow my heart. Headfirst against the grain. Challenge. Trust in myself. Believe in myself. I will overcome. Improve. Endure. My head held high. Carved upon my stone, I will go on. Patience, belief. I am taking back the control of my life from societies hold. I vow no more will i be a slave. My spirit you cannot break
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind,
And therefore is winged Cupid painted blind.
We need to stop looking and start seeing.
See the pain in my eyes.
see the scars deep inside.
My God, I'm down in this hole again.
With the laughter I smile.
with the tears that I cry.
Keep going down this road called life.
---This is my confession.
Mark these words, I will rise. Arms raised, eyes gaze, tongues of fire whisper. ---
I am who I am.
respect and honor mean a lot to me.
truth.
honestly.
I don't lie.
I'm true to my friends and my family.
and I love them all.
and by saying love, I mean it.
my friends are the greatest things to me.
the one i have had since I was 6 months old, the ones I grew up with, through high school, from work, and the most recent.
they all know me for who I am.
I strive for the future.
I don;t hold back.
you give me crap, I give it back.
I refuse to be led by the majority.
I do my own thing.
I fear no one.
the only things I'm scared of in life is losing the people I care about, the ones I love and failing at life, of my dreams.
I am determined.
I have the strength.
I have the will.
I have the power.
every time I seem to lose myself I get stronger when I find myself.
but sometimes you need to lose yourself to really find yourself.
I have made my mistakes.
I will make more.
less stupid ones.
I will not return to the countless mistakes of the past.
I am smarter and more cuatious.
espically with my heart.
I have learnt lessons from my mistakes and of others.
I fight for what I believe in.
I would rather go down fighting then walk away.
I know I am a good friend.
I'm a better boyfriend.
I'm not violent unless provocated.
I defend my loved ones.
I believe in eye for an eye
I am chivalrous.
I see myself "outside the box".
I know my limits.
and I believe there are no limits.
everyone starts equal in my eyes.
my mind is free and open.
I do not judge.
if you are on my bad side you will know.
love and hate are the two most powerful words to me.
96% of my life I live by my heart.
I believe love will overcome.
I have hope.
I have patience.
the truth is absolution.
I see beauty in most things.
beauty means something to me that I cant really explain.
I have opened my eyes to see the world the surrounds me daily.
I take everything in.
I think a lot.
I day dream a lot.
I dream in general a lot.
I stand in defiance of hatred and deception.
I do not forsake love.
I cherish it.
I am different.
and I will make a difference.
behold the path before you.
searching, always searching.
Hoping for a change.
for someone to be real, someone to love with all my heart.
to return it back.
open your eyes, see the divine.
I believe most people do not see what is in front of them, blind of whats real.
I am the author, finisher of my faith.
I will break the foundation collapse the control.
in this search for I & I the truth is always deep inside.
your destination is a choice within yourself.
I believe everything has a reason behind it.
I go after want I want.
to make my dreams become realties
