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Two chambers has the heart,
Wherein dwell joy and sorrow;
When joy awakes in one,
Then slumbers Sorrow in the other.
O Joy, take care!
Speak softly,
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Evanescence - Sweet Sacrifice
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My Biological ClockLike all woman in the world I have a biological clock that's started ticking since the age of seventeen and I should have known then that my body was trying to tell me something since most woman doesn't start to hear there biological clock ticking until there late twenties. And now that I know that I've got ovarian cyst on my right ovaries each and every month and mines tends to burst and bleed out and that maybe one day I might get ovarian cancer and that they might have to take out one or both of my ovaries. So now I know why my clock started ticking so early of an age and there's a chance I may never be mother. I know that if I have been like some of my friends I would have a child by now. But I know that I was not ready to become a mother knowing that I couldn't bring a baby into this world without being able to support it physically, emotionally, and financially. When I turn twenty-two I consider artificially insemination. But a couple of months into my twenty-second birthday I met the man of my dreams he came unexpectedly but I couldn't love him more if I tried his the love of my life and everything I've ever wanted in a man and the father to my future children win I was ready or so I thought at the time. Anyway he made think better about artificially insemination he made me realize that a child deserve to have both parents in there lives but because of this thing that I have soon it will probably too late for me to have a baby. And if they have to take out my ovaries then I won't even be a woman anymore. Much likely a mother I love Nelson and I respect him, trust him, and I will not force or pressure him or trick him into fatherhood or a child he does not want or ready for it's because I know he trust me and will never violate that trust that was freely given to me. So I definitely won't be asking him to have a baby with me when I know his not ready for fatherhood again even though soon it will be to late for me to ever become a mother.