Drew

Im interested in pursuing God fully. sometimes im to lazy too, and the world is distracting with all sorts of time wasting crap. but with diligence, and friends that check up on me,. . im seeing progress. I've found that starting and ending each day with my savior Jesus Christ fulfills all of the other areas in my life. Even my relationship with my wife. really!! Amy was never meant to satisfy me. . fully. even though we are married, its cruel to expect her to understand me fully. Only God knows my head, heart, desires, real struggles, and stuff i cant even put words to. I used to exercise, draw, go on trips, write music and thought that was my idea. Once I received Christ, then actually 'made him Lord' of my life like He says to, I realized he wired me to desire to do all of those things and that they serve a purpose. I didnt decide to love music and art and expression and politics and all, The Creator designed me with all the software. So, He has shown me that seeking Him daily fulfills and satisfys all of those areas. Drawing was a waste, but painting or designing for ministry and leading others to Christ. . all of the sudden gave my art a new fire! I love it! I used to be able to be passionate and excited about all my favorite bands and all, but taking that same electric guitar of mine and being just as creative for my church @ the sun. night HDC ministry, "7", was one of the greater purposes for this talent of mine. knowing im leading others in worshiping God with rock music is truly inspiring. now my project band and I write music that reaches the harsh realities of life and how there's an answer, and rest to the chaos. I am fully interested in the One who created me. It makes the most sense to me.