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Nikii

I ALWAYS miss you♥

About Me


♥You mean the World to me... never doubt that.♥
Who am I?
I guess I'm viewed differently by others. In all simplicity I am myself. I try not to fit any specific mold, nor conform to any particular scene. I don't make my decisions based upon what's "trendy" or what's "Hot". We weren't all born to be clones, so why try to be?
I am myself. Nothing more, nothing less. Just me.
Why do people read the wrong things into what I am? Just ask me, and I'll tell you. It's not that hard.
And no... I mean no conceit by this... just be respectful, please.

To Each His Own.


I am outgoing. I speak my mind. I am friendly. I don't care what you think of who I am. I have had few lovers in my life, and I would like to keep it that way. I love fast cars♥. I hate speeding tickets. I love learning♥. I hate ignorance. I don't mind prissy girls, but I HATE prissy bitches. I CANNOT stand arrogance. And also, arrogance where it is merited is one thing... where it is not? Even more of an annoyance. I don't mind working for a living. I do mind working all the damn time. I miss childhood :( I like men, not boys. I hate immaturity. I don't like when grown women use words like "icky" or "yucky" and mean it seriously. Shortened words (u, 2, lil, txt, etc...)belong in text messages or IM's, not emails. I HATE racism. I love culture♥. I LOVE art♥. I LOVE to write♥. Books are my life. Reading is one of my passions. I take care of myself, but for me. Not for anyone else. I try my best to work out daily, and for the most part succeed. I love fitness♥. I love driving♥. I don't like automatic transmissions. I want a bike, but I don't want the horrible drivers around here on their phones to kill me. I don't talk on my phone when I'm driving unless it is an emergency or I'm lost. People do drive like shit on their phones, whether they realize it or not. Enough about phones... I am proud of who, and what I am. I am intelligent. I am Filipino, Spanish, and Irish. I love tattoos and piercings. They are art of the body. All of my tattoos have meaning to me. I can stand physical pain, and have a very high tolerance for it... but emotional pain kills me fast. I'm not one for sappy things, but deep down I'm a romantic. I like to just hang out with the guys. But I love my girls. And then I enjoy my solitude. I am versatile. I LOVE LOVE LOVE music♥ ♥ ♥! I could not live without it. I like alcohol sometimes. Other times it doesn't like me. I could go on....
Last, but MOST DEFENITELY not least... I ♥LOVE♥ my family and my true friends with my heart, mind, and soul... and I will do anything for them.

♥A WORD OF ADVICE:♥


If you feel the need to bring drama into my life, restrain that urge please. I have no place for it, nor do I enjoy any of it. Drama queens are one of my biggest pet peeves, and I prefer to stay far, far away from them.
And the word 'queen' in that statement doesn't neccesarily only connote women.
So if you feel the need to judge me, keep it to yourself, or amongst your friends. And if you don't like me, let me know, so that it can be mutual. Because I really just have no time for petty bullshit.
I have the ♥best♥ friends... THANK YOU =)

My Interests

Living life to the fullest, with the people that I care about.♥♥♥ If you want to bring me down, I have no time for you.

I'd like to meet:



Anyone that is cool. And by cool, I do not mean Popular.
*~*~*~*~*
Romantically? No one. I'm happy where I am.

Music:

EVERYTHING.

Flaw, Thrice, Something Corporate, The Used, Dashboard Confessional, Silverstein, Deftones, Incubus, Mae, As I lay dying, Academy Is, The Forecast, Bayside, Aiden, The Birthday Massacre, Stabbing Westward, Finger Eleven, Postal Service, Hawthorne Heights, Alkaline Trio, Fall Out Boy, Armor for sleep, 10 Years, Evanescence, Stefy, Story of the Year, The Killers, Disturbed, Trust Co., HIM, The Lost Prophets, Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace, All American Rejects, Slipknot, Killswitch Engage, Cradle of Filth, A perfect Circle, Lacuna Coil, The Cure, Rammstein, CKY, Cold, Staind, Rise Against, My Chemical Romance, PANIC! At the Disco, Coheed and Cambria, Chiodos, Senses Fail, The Bled, Underoath, And you will know us by the trail of dead, Depeche Mode, NIN, Linkin Park, A-ha, Duran Duran, David Bowie, Nickelback, Fort Minor, Tyrese, Joe, Brandy, Jon B., DHT, Omarion, Boyz II Men, K-Ci & Jo Jo, All 4 One, B2K, IMX, Duncan Sheik, Ashanti, Mariah Carey, T.I., Jay Z, Juvenille, Ludacris, Obie Trice, Eminem, Usher, Nelly, Kanye West, 50 Cent, Christina Aguilera... Holy Crap I'd be here all night, I can't even begin to start. But yeah, I listen to pretty much everything.

Movies:

♥Boondock Saints♥...♥300♥... gotta LUV British Humor...♥Hot Fuzz♥

Television:

I don't watch too much TV... so I don't really know....... Though there is always ♥Family Guy♥... :-P

Books:

Anything by Robert Jordan, Anne McCaffrey, Michael Crichton, Garth Nix, Orson Scott Card, and J.K. Rowling. Also I like Gone with the Wind, Scarlett, and then pretty much just about anything that is a good read. Entertaining, that will draw you in... so on and so forth. Yup yup, I'm a self proclaimed nerd... I ♥ love ♥ to read!!

Heroes:

My Parents.♥
My True Friends.♥

My Blog

You.... *Sighs*

Wow.  Sometimes my mind just goes over something wayyyyyy too much.  And yet still I'm not completely grasping what is making me sad.  All I know is I can't shake this...  &nb...
Posted by Nikii on Tue, 22 May 2007 10:27:00 PST

Life.

I don't think I will ever understand life.  Why it has to be so complicated... why some people are just plain rude... how some people can just be evil...  why love has to hurt... w...
Posted by Nikii on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 10:23:00 PST

:(

Fuck.  I don't know if I should... but maybe it'll slam me back into the ground.  I think I need the awakening.
Posted by Nikii on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 09:03:00 PST

Good Song...

"I was sittin on my doorstep,I Hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,But i knew I had to do it, And he wouldn't understand...So hard to see myself without him,I felt a piece of my heart br...
Posted by Nikii on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 09:13:00 PST

I guess...

I'm just going to resign myself to this.  I can't do anything about it.
Posted by Nikii on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 10:31:00 PST

Sorry guys

To anyone who has messaged me, text me, called me, or commented me and gotten no response.  I'm sorry.... I'm kind of in a state of mind that won't really allow for normal conversation...  I...
Posted by Nikii on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 01:13:00 PST

:(

The only calories I've consumed today have been those that are contained within beer. I'm in a somewhat altered state of mind right now.. I don't know if that's from lack of food or from intake of alc...
Posted by Nikii on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 08:23:00 PST

Stabbing Westward: Breathe you in

Lyrics to my current song.  A little lighter music than Stabbing Westward normally does, but I like the song a lot.Tomorrow came too soonI barely made it through todayStill empty insideI guess no...
Posted by Nikii on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 10:47:00 PST

!*&@.!

:(  I hurt.  I need to get away from everything. 
Posted by Nikii on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 01:47:00 PST

anyway.

So well anyways.  Hahah, worst sentence ever!  But yeah... Vegas was a blast.  What else could it have been?  I think that perhaps I will never drink Grey Goose, let alone Vodka, e...
Posted by Nikii on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 08:56:00 PST