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About Me

I'm really a laid back, easy going, lovable girl. I don't do drama and I don't befriend people who have those tendacies. I love to help everyone, and I think I'm always pretty sincere with my feelings. I truly believe I'm a sweet girl. I'm really happy with where I am right now in life, but I'm not satisfied just yet!! I won't be until I accomplish all of my goals and achieve my dreams.
I love to laugh. I have a witty sense of humor. I make wise cracks, but I promise they're funny, and they don't offend. So if you take things personally, you and I might not have much fun together.

Life isn't meant to be easy, but it all about what you make out of the good and the bad!!

My Interests

When a hurtful word is spoken Or an unkind deed is done
I must always remember
I am not the only one who has ever been mistreated
Stepped upon or pushed aside
by thoughtless harmful actions
Or selfish hateful pride.

The world is full of people who purposely abuse
Who lie and cheat and slander
And manipulate and use
Anyone and everyone who might get in their way
Of success or fame or power;
To those,
No price is too big to pay.

I'd like to meet:

Second chances sometimes happen for a reason. They catch you off guard. And although you try to wonder why it has occurred this way... it doesn't really matter because all I know is that when we spend time together it's like as if we're getting to know each other all over again.

"When all is said and done, you are part of me. That's the way it was meant to be. People are brought together for a reason, everything happens for a reason. I believe the reason that you and me were brought together was because we complete one another. We fill in each other's missing spots with love. And if someday God decides to tear us apart, I trust that there is a reason. Cause if there is a reason for love, there is a reason for life beyond it."

My Blog

oK, rEdDiNg ReSuLtS aNd GoD'S pUlL!!

So yah, of course I wait until practically a week later to update. Sorry about that. Actually the conference was awesome!! They tittled it Encounter. It sure was, let me tell you. Just refreshing yo...
Posted by Nilian on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 09:57:00 PST

rEdDiNg, AlL tHe WaY uP tHeRe??

Well, in case you haven't heard. I'm going to Redding this weekend for a young adult/college age conference. Pray for a safe trip there and back. Pray also that we all can fall into God's presence. An...
Posted by Nilian on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 05:02:00 PST

WhO iS eZrAh??

What do you know about Ezra? The basics are clear. *The writter of the Book of Ezra *A priest *A scribe *Knowledgeble in the Law of Moses *A minor prophet *Rebuilt the altar in Jerusalem...
Posted by Nilian on Wed, 18 Jan 2006 02:21:00 PST

I'm So In LoVe!! FoR aLl Of YoU wHo KnOw WhAt'S gOiNg On!!

So this is what I have decided on: Esaiah Jakim Or Anah Bella Grace & Annaka Lise Or Esaiah Bryce Or Jeslin Ciana & Jaden Tell me what you think! I would love to hear some input. Tell me ...
Posted by Nilian on Mon, 09 Jan 2006 12:54:00 PST

mY sPeCiAl GuY!!

I must say that I have had many guy friends in my lifetime. Many whom I still rely on and talk to on a regular basis. Which is great and I love them all to death. But I would like to focus on one fri...
Posted by Nilian on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 12:31:00 PST

CrEePiNg Up SaNtA!!

Christmas is slowly approaching. Only a few days longer. I don't know about many of you, but I have plenty to be thankful for. I know that through trials and tribulations God is standing with you, hol...
Posted by Nilian on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 01:44:00 PST

So SiCk Of LoVe SoNgS!!

Artist: Ne-Yo Album: In My Own Words Song: So Sick ...
Posted by Nilian on Mon, 12 Dec 2005 12:45:00 PST

No MoRe DrAmA iN mY LifE!!

So yay, finally I can say that the drama is over and I'm going to try to go back to my normal life... well what I will be able to call normal from now on. I don't regret any of the past or what I've ...
Posted by Nilian on Fri, 09 Dec 2005 09:11:00 PST

bAd TiMeS!!

I must say that it sucks to be in such a bind. So many thoughts creep in my mind. I wish mostly that either they would dissapear or that they would come forth being clear and precise. Finally when I h...
Posted by Nilian on Sat, 03 Dec 2005 08:47:00 PST

ChAnGeS!!

Natasha Bedingfield Lyrics Unwritten I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned Staring at the blank page before you Open up ...
Posted by Nilian on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 11:04:00 PST