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Brandon

i want something good to die for, to make it beautiful to live

About Me

I get excessively drunk at inappropriate times, disregard social norms, indulge every whim, ignore the consequences of my actions, mock idiots and posers,and just generally act like a raging dickhead ..The older you get the stronger the wind gets - and it's always in your face.

My Interests

The good times are killing me. The good times are killing me. The good times are killing me. The good times are killing me. The good times are killing me. The good times are killing me. The good times are killing me. The good times are killing me.

Music:

What came first, the music or the misery? People worry about kids playing with guns, or watching violent videos, that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobody worries about kids listening to thousands, literally thousands of songs about heartbreak, rejection, pain, misery and loss. Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable? Or was I miserable because I listened to pop music? I believe in an art that cannot be compromised.THE FUCKING KRONK MEN A long long time ago, I can still remember how that music use to make me smile... Steak Knife Hand-Shake,Against me! The Dwarves, Revolting Cocks, FYP, toys that kill, fifteen, kareem abdul babbar, tad, NWA, NIN eazy-e, mtx and screeching weasel, mondo generator, Ol' dirty bastard, rudimentary peni, manson, nicatina, eagles of death metal, queen, boris the sprinkler, black flag, the streets MC CHRIS OWnZ! angry samoans, queens of the stone age, kyuss, fucking slayer! SUBLIME!!! danzig, modest mouse the connie dungs 2pac Dead Bitch Surf Bored...We want a band that plays loud and hard every night That doesn't care how many people are counted at the door That would travel one million miles and ask for nothing more than a plate of food and a place to rest They'd strike chords that cut like a knife It would mean so much more than t-shirts or a ticket stub

Books:

you ask me what i'm reading and i say "its a fucking book"

My Blog

If I say it enough I'll believe that It's not my fault

I should let this go but I just can't And now it's just a lesson I can't grasp So what's really the best that I could do To hope to see you every year or two And the things you said Do they still make...
Posted by Brandon on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 09:21:00 PST

sick of...

How low can you go before you can't turn around? I'm sick of feeling like I'm losing my mind.Sick of doing the same things night after night.Sick of self-loathing and self-absorbtion,self-destruc...
Posted by Brandon on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 08:06:00 PST

nothing's worth it anyway cause nothing's meant to last...

I never knew till I was told then it was too late how everything you love becomes everything you hate you don't look different but you have changed I'm looking through you you're not the same thanks f...
Posted by Brandon on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 07:40:00 PST

two promises

long days caught in his room trapped in the gloom of the dying light his heart pleads through the wounds that he bleeds the wounds he never can close wrong way mind in a haze never know what he cou...
Posted by Brandon on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 12:10:00 PST

No, I'll never think twice.

Does a black heart love the same,and can a pair of these stay in love?Hers is a sweet sweet ebony and mine is a lightless wonder.With a kiss I'll close my eyes, and I melt into her soul.She blew my mi...
Posted by Brandon on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 07:36:00 PST

Your married to your pain

Man: so I sayStill awaySleep close my eyesAn image ofYour faceTraced in white sandUnderneathUndefinedI lay downWith arms outstrechedI embrace the fallAnd all the timeI triedTo let you knowDiscomfort c...
Posted by Brandon on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 01:59:00 PST

change of costume, slowing down

i'm not scared to lose you anymore, i dont need your money, your car, or your friendshit, everything , everyone i need i've already got, i dont need another drink, i need to be happy and healthy for m...
Posted by Brandon on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 10:22:00 PST

mom and dad

Mom: I have one problem Dad : I have alot    
Posted by Brandon on Tue, 24 Oct 2006 05:09:00 PST

last nights dream

problem #1 I fell asleep to the cartoon network, so this may have had something to do with this on to the dream we are on a back road somewhere in the valley, I know Shauna kaycee and kaylee are there...
Posted by Brandon on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 07:56:00 PST

chipping paint

i'm sick, and tired, of trying, i do this for myself, to myself, and from myself.. the same boy you've always known, there is a whole world of wonder in my heart, and the paint of my soul is chipping
Posted by Brandon on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 12:31:00 PST