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Facing Fears

About Me

So first off I would LOVE to say that a little while ago I had been having lots of problems with MySpace. I thought it was just that is wasn't working. I didn't get anything telling me about new friend requests or comments or messages, even though I had them. All my messages were saying that they had been read. Well I found out that my exboyfriend had broken into ALL of my internet accounts and read through everything on them, despite the fact that we had been broken up for over four months. So I appoligize for having a crazy stalker ex to anyone who sent me messages, invites, friend requests or comments. I don't think I even got them all. Sorry guys. So feel free to leave me new ones!

My biggest problem it that when people first meet me I tend to come off as overly hyper and annoying. I know that in high school it had cost me some friendships. If people just take the time to talk to me, they'll learn I just love to goof off and unwind, and that I am a very serious person.

I have always tried to control myself, but the idea of making new friends just makes me happy. You can never have too many friends. For me, this is especially true for guy friends. When I came college I left my two best guy friends behind. Life isn't quite the same without them.

Everyone has those times in their lives when it seems like so much is just going down hill. You seem to slide further faster, and you just don't have anything to hold onto. But little do we know someone is about to reach their hand out to you. Someone might show you that your not alone. Or, that if you are, you can always confide in them. Sadly, they may unknowingly show you things could be ten times worse. But we all realize that life has curve balls for us all. I am a firm believer that it is all for a reason in the end.

It just has to be.


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My Interests

My family...they have done so much for me. My Mother Peggy, who is the most important thing in my life and is truly my best friend. Sorry Mags.

I'd like to meet:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Emily Hostetter
Birthday: March 12, 1987
Birthplace: Cincinnati
Current Location: Morrow
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: dark brown
Height: 5'3
Right Handed or Left Handed: right trying to left
Your Heritage: german
The Shoes You Wore Today: barefoot
Your Weakness: great smile
Your Fears: to die alone
Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoni, sausage, green peppers, onions
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: 4,000 dollars
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: why do i set my alarm if its summer?
Your Best Physical Feature: face, especially eyes
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: being carefree
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Micky D's
Single or Group Dates: both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: hell no
Do you Swear: yes
Do you Sing: haha, some people think i shouldnt
Do you Shower Daily: haha well leave that out of this. ask my college roommate
Have you Been in Love: yes
Do you want to go to College: there (kinda)
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself:
Are you a Health Freak: no
Do you get along with your Parents: one of them
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: yes flute
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes
In the past month have you Smoked: no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:&..39;
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: uh...
Ever been Drunk: once
Ever been called a Tease: i wish
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: ...
How do you want to Die: happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: art teacher
What country would you most like to Visit: France
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Dark
Favourite Hair Color: Brown
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: taller than me
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: I dunno
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 0

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Music:

Hmmm....tons! I will listen to anything, but among my favotites: Coldplay, the Eurythmics, Billy Holiday, Ella Fitzgerald

Movies:

WAITING FOR GUFFMAN, Pee-Wee's Big Adventure, Best in show, This is Spinal Tap, A Mighty Wind, Hitchcock, Boondock Saints, Breakfast at tiffany's, Lil' Abner, My Fair Lady, Some Like it Hot!, Chicago, Moulin Rouge, Cinderella, The Little Mermaid, The Sound of Music, JESUS CHRIST SUPER STAR, Footloose, Harry Potter, Labyrinth, Mermaids, The Phantom of the Opera, Spellbound, Stand By Me, 10 Things I hate about you, Superman, Edward Scissorhands, Beetlejuice, Damn Yankees, Fiddler on the Roof, Cry-Baby, Annie get your Gun What Broadway Musical Are You?
You are MY FAIR LADY. You are a traditional musical, but you can also be witty and sarcastic, which adds to your enjoyment. You offer a good combination of comedy and meaning, while remaining "proper" at all times.Your songs include, "I Could Have Danced All Night," "On the Street Where You Live," and "Get Me to the Church on Time."
Take this quiz !

Television:

Desprate Housewives, Grey's Anatomy, Simpson's, Charmed, Survivor, American Idol

Books:

Chronicles of Narnia (all 7), Grapes of Wrath, Harry Potter, John Grisham, Brave New World, 1986, Catcher in the Rye, To Kill a Mockingbird, I read a lot more than this...

Heroes:

SUPERMAN!

My mom is my real hero. No one is this world knows how much she has gone through for this family. The shit she puts up with from lousy kids (not all of course or she wouldn't be a teacher), my idiot father, and just stupid people, bills, Sally Mae (student loans). She is the most remarkable person I know. And I want to be just like her. I really do. She is so caring and loving and wise. She has no idea how much I idolize her. And it really is for good reason. I know a lot of my friends know her, and know some of the ways we have stuggled...but NO ONE has any clue how much she means to me, and exactly what she goes through every single day.

My Blog

The Lunch Crew and Fall Leaves

Today is going to be a good day. I can just tell. And I owe it all to the lunch crew.Ok.. so for anyone who doesn't know, I work in the dinning hall on campus. I just LOVE it there. We have so muc...
Posted by Facing Fears on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 12:56:00 PST

Night Owl

I have been having problems sleeping. For reasons already addressed in this here blog. So what has happened? I now work through the night and sleep between classes. Or sometimes don't go to classe...
Posted by Facing Fears on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 09:25:00 PST

A dreadful year ago....

A year ago yesterday... late at night, I recived the worst news of me life. That night, that news, has since changed me life. She changed who i am. Who I was.She's all I think about and all I ever ...
Posted by Facing Fears on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 11:11:00 PST

Secrets

So the other day I was reading some of Kristin's blog's and I visted this website that she has talked about before.... postsecret.com. I can't even being to express how much I enjoyed it. Really, it...
Posted by Facing Fears on Sat, 04 Nov 2006 09:26:00 PST